I am a Lesbian18 year old and ive always been a late bloomer but recently my sexuality has started shifting and I don't know how to feel. I am masc and I always knew that about myself but I feel a real FOMO about not having a dick. I feel like the driving force of my labido revolves around having a real, feeling, flesh cock and yeah, its not there. Why did god legit put me in the wrong body? My dream is to be able to experience a titjob or a blowjob. I see a pussy and I know exactly what I want to do to it but I literally cant. I dont want a strap I want to feel her.Am I just troon? Is this normal lesbian behavior or a sick autoandrophile fantasy? Either way, men and girls with cocks, I have FOMO.
It's not necessarily a trans thing having a cock is just nice I'm mtf and like having a cock. I'm sure having a pussy is nice too tho
>>44872434sounds kind of troonishi think that a cis straight man who has lost his penis would probably feel the same way you dobut trooning won't give you a dickunless you're okay with whatever a phalloplasty can give you
>>44872459I know this is a little purity culture but I just dont feel comfortable with anything going inside me because it feels like it could change the inside forever, yk? To me it feels kind of invasive. As opposed to a penis being unchanged from the "altercation" lol.
>>44872434As a trans dude and I definitely feel this. That being said it doesn't mean you are a trans guy. Are you happy with being seen and treated as a woman? If so you probably aren't trans.
>>44872476Yeah I think I have a cis man with a lesbian fetish's brain sometimes. I wouldnt ever cosmetically add a dick, I mean theres no way it works. If doctors could just add a perfectly normal dick I would def consider it.
>>44872505I dont know really. Im not feminine at all but I am obviously just a masc girl. I reject femininity but also trans allegations because It feels impossible that I could ever be passing as a man. That is to say, I dont know if I would change anything. I like being part of the lesbian community.Thinking about it stresses me out a little haha. so maybe. Would someone who was trans know for certain?
>>44872434metal strap solid: phantom cock
>>44872574>it feels impossible that I could ever be passing as a manYeah I didn't transition for years due to thoughts like this honestly. I didn't know then but looking back there were signs that should have been obvious to me honestly. So nah I wouldn't say you would know "for certain" even though I do feel certain now. Honestly I'd suggest just reading some literature and see what experiences resonate with you. You might find that you relate more to butch women than trans men or maybe the other way around.
>>44872745I really appreciate the advice. Its hard genuine kindness around here!
>>44872434>Is this normal lesbian behavior or a sick autoandrophile fantasy?yes it's normal what you described is EXACTLY why I'm on the fence about getting srs and I mean there are ways to enlarge your clit, I think that might be right up your alley honestly.t.lesbian with a cock
>thinks you can be a "late bloomer" at 18>my dream is to be able to experience a titjob or a blowjoba man posted this (and not even one with trans inclinations, just a straight cis man with a fetish)
You’re not a pooner. It’s literally just Freudian penis envy, it’s a very common lesbian experience. It could be autoandrophilia, but that doesn’t mean you’re a tranny. Just have a paraphilia like a normal person. Being a tranny won’t help the feeling at all. You just have to live with it. Please don’t be indoctrinated by trannies. It’s perfectly fine to be a masculine woman with lesbian tendencies.
>>44873046No im really really not I can see how that sounds like that and I know you think your doing something but I was not trying to fetishize myself. I am in my first years at university and just learning new things about myself. Heres proof bro: verity, cruelity, falsity, hiplet, Clav just got arrested, and uh lovity. If you dont know what any of these things mean its cuz your older than me LOL.
>>44873299I dont plan on transitioning anytime soon, dont worry. I respect trans people because I understand the feeling but I personally dont hate my femininity. Im just very attracted to being a man sexually
>>44872911cute photo lol.I dont know what srs is. Maybe I would try that. Strap sucking doesnt really cut it
Im just gonna ask to talk with some girls. I find it genuinely stimulation just to even pretend to have a real connection. Im really shy irl and I know college is when your supposed to get out of your shell but I suck at talking to pretty girls. Im a 5'3 lesbian masc.
>>44873372>I dont know what srs isSex Reassignment Surgery aka bottom surgery
>>44872434Obvious AAP case
