>be white mtf>years into transition>there is this nerdy Asian boy at work I really like>he is pleasant,awkward in a cute way,we get along very well and our autistic interests align>daydream about having him as my bf>but I also have a raging interracial QoS fetish>black men do something for me sexually that I cannot describe>I literally put on temp QoS tattoos on my butt and crotch and hook up with black men every now and then to get railed like a blacked slut in one night stands>my biggest fantasy is to make that adorable Asian boy my bf then steadily corrupt him to become my obedient cuck bf that watches me getting bred like a slut by black men and eventually help him feminize himself so we can be a trans couple getting blacked together while holding hands>this fantasy is consuming my imagination I knew the possibility of a normal life sailed away from me ever since I became trans but ffs I just long to be just a bit normal and have a normal loving relationship with the boy I like but when I am horny,which is often,I lose control. I am literally cursed .
>>44887094Nigga u crazy!
>>44887094Just do it, he's probably into it
>>44887101I know...I hate myself for it.
buckbroken = true
Leave that man alone wtf go life your blacked grindr whore life
>>44887094what kind of repper were you? what were your views on other ethnicities
>>44887122fr
>>44887111No I love him I don't want my horny side to take over my human side. I want to deworm my brain and be with him as a normal couple.>>44887122But life outside the one night stands and hookups is empty especially without him.
>>44887094my ex pulled this exact shit on me by surprise so i dumped her. you're not even capable of fathoming what's truly wrong with you i think. if you actually did that, it would be a surprise to the asian boy. i was a boy then when this happened to me. i eventually transitioned but it wasn't to alter my sexual preferences into bottoming for men whether they be black or not i'm femme-attracted only so why would you give yourself permission to think about that when it's so disgustingly immoral, you are pretty much someone with rape fantasies for this combination of ideasjust stick to porn or hookups or go shack up with one of the black men if you like that so much and leave that poor boy alone goddamn
>>44887191But I want to be with him. None of the black men I ever hooked up did it for me emotionally l,I just couldn't envision a future with them. I want to deworm my brain of this fetish and be with Asian boy I truly love.
>>44887237sorry i went in so hard then i believe that you wouldbut it's really wrong, definitely. so it's good that you know that. good luck changing your mind. why do you really love the fucking of the black men? how could you replace it for example?
>>44887094>be white mtf>but I also have a raging interracial QoS fetishWow big surprise there, I’m sure it’s just a coincidence that those two things are occurring together
The Bibisi in question:
>>44887245I can't explain it. They are usually tall,their black skin contasts with my own and they are for the most part "gifted' reaching deep inside me making me orgasm hands free and dominating me. Sexually they drive me nuts. I have no idea what to do to get over my fetish. I am in pain.
>>44887296i think if you are super serious about this you need to find a non-black person who has a big dick probably. then just build up their ego with praise or something so they can dom you confidently? just one possibilitybut you want the asian boy from work you think, why don't you think about it for a second and realize you probably don't really because he doesn't have the potential to satisfy your sexual wants? i mean maybe you genuinely do, but... for what? everything about a relationship besides sex? maybe if you seduce him romantically he will fall for you enough to be a cuck for you. but getting him to transition and fuck black men with you is way less likely. plenty of people can manage being a cuck if they made the mistake of falling in love with a whore before they realized he/she was a whore. if that makes sense, although i worded it crudely. sorry for writing so much but i have a lot to say about this cuz my ex gf's bbc fetish ruined our relationship because she wanted to forcefem and rape me with strangers dicks instead of just cucking me which might have been a small enough bombshell for me to handle
>>44887094Everyone I know who has confided to me that they have a raceplay fetish has had zero black friends.
>>44887270No thats tbp
>>44887352It is horny brain vs normal brain and I cannot give it a quantifiable explanation beyond that. I am torn between being a slut vs lovingly cuddling with the boy I love. And beyond my imagination I wouldn't want to cuck him either because I know what an insidious killer that is for relationships. I am self aware enough to know the disaster my life is and I would hate myself even more if I dragged down the boy I love down this path no matter how horny cucking him makes me.
>>44887432i wish you the best of luck becoming safely lovable and finding love if that is what you want. just know that you can't really have it all with such extreme fantasies so you'll have to choose. i think you should think carefully about it, since you are a human, even someone's daughter and could be more than a fleshlight for random men to fuck.
>>44887094Hate to admit it but im in a reverse of this situation. Had to block this really nice guy because I felt way too tempted
>>44887094what would your kids think of mommy? that mommy is a little cheating slut who gave away her dignity and tricked daddy
Deep down you know vile creatures like you don't deserve real, untainted love, and that's still valid!
>>44887094>>be white mtf>>years into transition>>there is this nerdy Asian boy at work I really like>>he is pleasant,awkward in a cute way,we get along very well and our autistic interests align>>daydream about having him as my bf>>but I also have a raging interracial QoS fetish>>black men do something for me sexually that I cannot describe>>I literally put on temp QoS tattoos on my butt and crotch and hook up with black men every now and then to get railed like a blacked slut in one night stands>>my biggest fantasy is to make that adorable Asian boy my bf then steadily corrupt him to become my obedient cuck bf that watches me getting bred like a slut by black men and eventually help him feminize himself so we can be a trans couple getting blacked together while holding hands>>this fantasy is consuming my imagination>I knew the possibility of a normal life sailed away from me ever since I became trans but ffs I just long to be just a bit normal and have a normal loving relationship with the boy I like but when I am horny,which is often,I lose control. I am literally cursed .
>>44887534Kids would probably think of “mommy” the same way the BBC Star Trek guys kids think of him
I’m not the Asian guy but why not find a shy weak willed guy who already likes the idea rather than some random dude who probably wouldn’t. There are a lot of us :)
>but I also have a raging interracial QoS fetish
>>44887094please just get away from the weird fetishist stuff. It will only give you less and less of a return until it consumes you.
>>44887158find something higher than yourself to focus on, your fantasies can not take you when you are so preoccupied. Dissociate from them
>>44887270how can anyone find these monkeys aesthetically pleasing, ugh
>>44887094You don't have to go as far as feminizing anonette but as far as making him a cuck goes...it is feasable. There are couples that cucking has worked for.So not to give any false hopes but at least corrupting him into being your faithful cuck bf is not out of the realm of possibility. You can be both the QoS slut of your dreams AND have your loving bf cages up holding your hand in support while a black dude is making you his bitch,butting in you.
is OP possibly the biggest sonion ring?
>>44890070awful and styleless picrel, all of this is just sad
>>44887094Genuine question: why not just date a black guy?I relate to what you say about the sexual appeal, but they're just people too and a lot of them are willing to date white trannies. If a black guy had asked me out when I was still single I probably would've accepted. It's weird to turn it into this big fetish thing when you could just have a normal relationship out of it?
>>44887094You should genuinely kill yourself
>>44890499>>44890070>>44888200>>44887553>>44887506>>44887094what the fuck is wrong with white mtfsyou guys are genuinely fucked in the headsick.
>>44891978What's wrong with you, fag?
>>44887094im in the same boat obsessed with the idea of making my bf watch me get railed by a black stud.for the same reasons I fucking cringe whenever I see a brown mtf trying to pass off as feminine/cute. you're meant to be masculine
>>44892134rope bnwofreak
>>44887094>bbc>white ppl not even oncejews won, you lost
>>44892145>>44890499>>44890070>>44888200>>44887553>>44887506>>44887094The absolute STATE of trannies.
>>44887111>Just do it, he's probably into itmost people (black people included) are not into QOS or cuck stuff.
>>44887094>I literally put on temp QoS tattoos on my butt and crotch and hook up with black men every now and then to get railed like a blacked slut in one night standsso do you run this by them first or is there some anxious reveal where you get to find out if he’s gonna kill you over it or not?
HIV thread
>>44887094>>44887158leave that dude alone? freak
>>44887094gooner larp thread>>44887251>>44891978>>44892386retards
