Gooner man trying out HRT, 4 weeks in. Feeling mad exhausted 24/7, unmotivated, lazy, can't concentrate, sleepy. My personality is dead as well, don't feel like myself, feels like there's a boring mopey stranger inhabiting my brain and they talk for me, and I can't talk from my own voice. I'm going to keep pushing through and see what happens. Shame it happened during a vacation peopl are starting to get mad at me for not acting the same way as always.
>>44907357I'd start taking estrogen but I'm worried growing boobs would make me a target, what do you do about it
>>44907357>feels like there's a boring mopey stranger inhabiting my brainuh oh somebody fucked around and woke up the inner girlshe's mopey for a reason anon
>>44907382That's an interesting interpretation, they are kind of a faggy voice, softer, sensitive or somewhat sad but less interesting and not funny, also kind of like a normie. I have to constantly police it so I can sound funny and not like a fag, but it's not just that it feels like it's not me per se. No offense, alternate voice-sama. Still if I'm trying to reframe it so it fits my emasculation fetish that's going a bit too far in the mental trappings, twists and turns direction. It seems certain positive or exhilarating things can allow me to go back to my normal voice and make some jokes, like alcohol or something very good happening. The effect lasts a couple of minutes or a few hours at max though.
>>44907357youre experiencing gender dysphoria, stop taking estrogen
>>44907357So that's your ideal sex image?
>>44907357ywnbaw
>>44907509Some of us can and hate it
>>44907479what if it gets better after a few weeks or months (its quite unbearable though)
>>44907551no, you just have gender dysphoria from taking estrogen, retard
im taking a shit ama nusoipoopas
>>44907357stop taking estrogen. don't become like me. do not listen to the delusions and cut your balls off and give up shooting ropes forever before realizing that you would've been happier never having touched hrt. trans is a cognitohazard, you need to save yourself
