Does anybody else feel like they are becoming an agent of chaos by becoming a woman?
*becoming a transagent*becoming a transwoman
...no? i can sort of understand what you mean, subverting the rigid sociosexual order, but honestly i'm too tired to want to subvert anything. i'd rather just fit in.
>>44938113no not like subversionI feel like I am going from highly orderly to chaotic, im letting stuff slide, im perceiving gray areas, im not being a perfectionist, sometimes im even doing reckless and wild things
>>44938000this is such a larpi asked everyone else in the agent of chaos organization and no one here knew you
the Western civilization show has beendiscontinuedhundreds of gigabytesGod-daddy the unitdeath-mummy the zerostink of excrement and burnt celluloidyou must rememberone scrabbling at zero like a dogit's the primal sceneyou were warned not to play with the switchesnow schizophrenia has adjusted your setflies crawl out of the eye-sockets of black babiesbreeding the dot patternsIn other words, yes and it is awesum :3
>>44938151literally why
>>44940280My mind works differently now, idk how else to explain it. Like I just can not care about autistically fixating on details, or breaking my back over keeping things orderly, or suffering to stay consistent in the eyes of others. Like I just can't not see now life is chaotic, I am chaotic and I don't try to stop it