how poorly does it reflect on me that i use my looks to gain attention from virgins that i wouldnt touch with a 10ft pole?im obviously vain, insecure and empty, but i do also want love, and the attention provides me a glimpse of it for even just a momenti blame the internet partly, i was groomed at a very young age so all i know is hypersexuality when it comes to interacting with men, they’re so easy when they’re horny.in the end i do feel like im the one whose losing, as i walk away with 0 dignity and self respect for even presenting myself like that to strangers but i also know its wrong to waste peoples time and use them for my egoi feel like its a trade off though :peven irl i date ugly dudes i know im not going to marry just for the hell of it, i like feeling like the prize although its not a flex to bag a bunch of ugly men, it just shows my vapidnessi feel like a hooker waiting for a john to take her off the streets
>>44940005youre not feeding your ego youre tricking your ego the men are not desireable thats why you feel like shit
>>44940005That's what rape is for. Every dick tease eventually gets raped in the process of screwing with men, and then it's her turn to mourn herself.
>>44940229ive already had sex against my will multiple times, i just wouldnt call it rape because that sounds too harshive found myself going too far with guys way too many times and realizing i literally got myself in that situation so ik its my fault :/>>44940219trvke ((: i hate myself for it and i ask myself why i do it to myself time and time again
>>44940289You deserve endless love and happiness Nona. You're not vapid.
>>44940289Good slut. You'll learn you place eventually. You're sex toy for men to use and lose.
>>44940333this is so kind thank u so much <3>>44940363this is so not kind :T
