I have been having OCD-like thoughts about what if I am not a gay man and instead I am straight or bi, and it has been giving me so much distress and stress because I do not want to be bisexual and I do not want to be straight.I am a homosexual man, but, I guess I would just say "identify"... because when I was a little kid, from ages 10 to 11, I had a girlfriend in school and I did not feel anything sexual for her thankfully, but I still had her as a girlfriend, and I had one cartoon female crush and a videogame crush around that age but not in a sexual way, just a cute holding hands kind of way... oh no... I really only began to like boys when i turned 14 and that is when I had my first boyfriend and after that, all my relationships have been men. but I am very distressed because, what if, I am not gay and I am bisexual because of that thing that happened when i was a kid/teen? I am very distressed and anxious about it, so much. I also have never had intimacy with anyone, my first time was when I was 20 and it was with my ex boyfriend of that time and I did feel excited, horny, and so in love so many times with him, and with men in general.I do not want to be bisexual, I do not want to be bisexual, I do not want to be a straight man!!
Erm. Okay you have 2 options.Option 1: (normal path) accept being bi and stop caring.Option 2: (what i did) cut your dick off so no woman can ever get you to stick your dick inside her.So yeah a lot of people will say it dont be like that but it do
>>44940221I don't want to be bisexual and I am not trans, I love my penis
Have you checked if you feel sexual attraction to men and women?
>>44940383Yes, I have looked at women porn, all types, to test it, and I do not feel anything towards them, I do not find them attractive at all and I would not have sex with them. But I am scared to think that the reason why I think and feel that is because I have never been with a woman, even though I never wanted to
