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>No friends irl
>No way to VC with people online cause my mic's suck
>No socializing at all outside of talking through texts
>Weirded by way people physically look irl cause I rarely encounter humans up close
>Can't even say hi to people irl

Imagine you live in the woods all the time by yourself with Internet access. Then imagine you finally decide to go for a walk one day. Now, imagine on that walk you see a whole alien civilization that you're not apart of. You would be taken a back because you've only seen these creatures on the Internet, right?

The aliens all look different, some are artificially friendly, and some are outright hostile. Different proportions, different colors, different speech patterns. And since you're a scared little human, you feel intimidated and can't look them in the eyes or properly greet them. That's how I feel about living on earth as a tranny who hasn't socialized regularly since graduating highschool back in 2020.

I'm a cryptid on an alien world and I'm the only one of my kind.
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>>44942452
This is just anxiety, nothing special going on
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>>44942452
You sound like a fun person to chat with, unironically
I have similar anxiety towards people, although I admit I have more socialization than what you describe, even if I'd prefer to be left alone
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>>44942452

>I need attention so badly that I am willing to lie. I would rather take advantage of others kindness than commit to helping myself.

Fixed that for you.
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>>44942502
what the actual fuck are you talking about? how am I "taking advantage of others kindness" if I don't even speak to people irl. Did you even read what I wrote?

>>44942501
ty. Im glad you can atleast get some socialization. I haven't had a real conversation outside of texts in so long.

>>44942464
anxiety has ruined my life.
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>>44942452
It's better to be friendless than to have two-faced friends...Don't tell them I said this.
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>>44942523
sure, but literally ZERO socialization drives people crazy and makes life more difficult.
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>>44942520
Your problems are fixable, with time and effort
A microphone is cheap. You have a computer, arguably, and internet, you CAN afford a mic. Or you have a phone at least, you can send voice messages, and start from there.
It's doable. Not easy, but doable.
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>>44942532
Not me. I've been living in a loop of working and consuming media and I'm perfectly content.
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>>44942520
>what the actual fuck are you talking about? how am I "taking advantage of others kindness" if I don't even speak to people irl. Did you even read what I wrote?
Ignore them. they are just trying to trigger you. Ive noticed an uptick of people, (or maybe its just one obsessed person) Who go to any post on this board venting and purposefully be as cruel as possible and invalidate the poster.
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>>44942520

>how am I "taking advantage of others kindness" if I don't even speak to people irl.

People take the time and energy to give you advice in these threads. Whether the advice is good or bad you turn the advice down, and lie about how drastic your problems are. That is taking advantage of their kindness. Hundreds of times by now. Like a black hole, or a crack addict, or a cheater.
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>>44942623

Baseless conjecture. And if I were just being mean then you wouldn't see OP do exactly what I just described in the thread. All you'll have to do is read the thread. If I'm wrong, then good. If I'm right, also good.
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>>44942633
I never lie in these threads and I did make progress today. I went outside for the first time in a fucking WHILE. You try having life ruining unmedicated anxiety, fucking stupid dickhead. I'm trying my fucking best.

>>44942623
it just hurts reading shit like that cause I know I'm genuinely trying my best to improve, and dickheads like that act like I'm some kind of master manipulator who just vents for validation. it's really annoying.

>>44942594
that's because you have stability.

>>44942574
ty nona. I've already improved and plan on going on morning walks everyday. my next step is to get a mic and practice talking to people again on VC ^_^
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>>44942659
kill yourself. the world would actually be better if you just needed it you unhelpful fuck.
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>>44942660
You can do it nona, I believe in you
I'll be cheering you from behind the veil of anonymity
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>>44942452
“sees people irl at all”

got you beat there anon, been a shut in since i was 12 and haven’t left the house or been near people in years. try harder next time.
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>>44942660

I've dealt with anxiety, I have an imagination, etc. Maybe you don't see it as lying.

Exaggerating, ignoring evidence and reasoning that comtradicts whatever you whine about, and giving excuses, isn't conducive to improving. So naturally people treat you like you just want attention. Does that make sense.

For example in one thread you would say you're lonley and no one ever treats you nicely. Others tried to be nice to you, and your response? That they are trying to trick you and they'll turn on you.

>>44942666

Calm down kid. Nothing is at stake.

>neded it
ended it*

You're welcome.
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>>44942739
Kill yourself, and stop clicking on my threads. I fucking HATE people like you. All you do is make me feel worse. Die, end your life, hang yourself. I don't give a shit about anything you say, people like you are that accuse me of "not trying hard enough" make me feel awful. So please go play in traffic you high and mighty piece of dog shit.
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>>44942721
ty Nona. It feels nice to get sun sometimes and hopefully I can finish an art commission tomorrow ^_^
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>>44942761

That's exactly what I mean lol. If someone else calmly and rationally pointed out that there is a solution to any of your problems you'd freak out on them too. Girl you need meds, not attention and validation from other mentally-ill people. That's my piece.
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>>44942574
what if you're awkward and shy and sound like a guy
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>>44942792
you don't matter though. so stop replying to me dumbass. nothing you say is helpful and you're one of those mean catty faggots who make my life and self esteem worse. You should end it asap.
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>>44942761
stop…stop making your validation and attention seeking threads then anon? if you just want people to hugbox you go to reddit i’m being genuine abt that
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>>44942768
That's the spirit, nona. One day, I want to pick my stylus back up and go back to drawing... one day...
>>44942800
Then you're just like me... I need to keep on voice training, but it feels so awkward and alien...
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>>44942814
>"You don't get to have social interactions because you're mentally ill"
>"either let me be mean to you, or go to reddit"
And you say IM the manipulative one? die anon. Kys.
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>>44942824
you can have online social interactions that aren’t validation and attention seeking lol. if it’s clearly making you feel worse then again don’t post this shit here lmao.
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>>44942660
Didn't you get banned from here because you were making 20 self pity threads a day? This is one of the few cases where I feel getting a job would help your mental health.
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>>44942805

You asked. Lol.
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>>44942850
I'm not going to sit here and explain to you for the 10,000th time why getting a job is difficult. I'm just gonna stop replying now cause now my mood is completely ruined.

>>44942888
no I didn't. I don't give a shit about you, you people just want to worsen my anxiety about the future. You're actively TRYING to make me wanna kms.
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>>44942832
actually, I was having really good uplifting interactions until you fucking dickhead trannies ruined it. I WAS in a great mood actually. I went outside and got some artwork done, but then you Faggots decided because I wanted to vent my anxiety, that I don't deserve to have a good mood. So thanks for ruining everything.
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>>44942452
wanna play vidya?
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No offense but you probably boring asf and got nothing going on in life
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>>44942990
how does having things going on magically bring friends into ones life
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>>44942452
Why not just go for a walk at night and look at the moss or something
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>>44942452
fellow 2020 graduate hiiiiiii (but college for me)
Think things would’ve gone different without the lockdowns?
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>>44942990
wow thanks dickhead.

>>44943018
I would but I think morning walks feel better and are generally safer. Plus, I can't really see anything when it's really dark out ^_^
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>>44943035
You’re welcome. Perhaps create some concrete goals on how you can be an independent, self sufficiency person who is not reliant on external validation. It’s very immature.
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>>44943049
"pErHaps" jump off a building and splat on the concrete.
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>>44943054
Stop crashing out and control your temper. It’s very immature of you. Acting like an edgy teen boy will do you no favors in life.
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>>44943069
Kys moid.
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>>44943069
it’s great for your afterlife judgment thobeit
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>>44943103
"afterlife judgement"
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>>44943106
Esl detected
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>>44943035
Well then go out at morning and look at all the moss and mushrooms and caterpillers. No need to go straight to other humans
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>>44942452
send discord and we can talk ez
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>>44943286
ok but is it ok if you send yours? some people kinda know me here and I don't want them being mean.
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>>44943298
sure, uhh my email is "joacroc@gmail.com" so send me an email there and I'll send discord, better be sure
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>>44943298
nvm I'll just send my discord what can people do with it anyways lol

name's "yakkon"
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>>44942452
im a lonely tranny too, if youre west european we could try hanging out maybe if you would like
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>>44942452
This sounds like a few years back what I went through. I still am super isolated but I at least have a bf now and go outside several times a week.
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>>44942452
I relate nona, been isolated since 2020 too unable to even talk by text online and stuck in a place I hate living in incapable of escaping, I tried getting friendly with other trannies but it's kinda always the same thing, they love punching down the second they get the chance to a lot of the time, hopefully you can get better, i'm rooting for you
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>>44942832
Also kill yourself you pathetic freak you're literally out here spamming messages on multiple threads trying to bully this bitch like clearly you're the one fishing for validation for your parasitic behavior and your resentment towards people who express their distress probably cause you're moidbrained and think it's weak or something
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>>44942452
>No friends irl
Same
>No way to VC with people online cause my mic's suck
Bought a 5 dollar mic online recently but before then had the same issue
>No socializing at all outside of talking through texts
Same, any friends or people ive ever had or talked to i was always known as the mysterious one because i never spoke
>Weirded by way people physically look irl cause I rarely encounter humans up close
Same except for me its cause i find people disgusting and wish i looked like an anime character
>Can't even say hi to people irl
Same

>I'm a cryptid on an alien world and I'm the only one of my kind.
Nope you're pretty much living my exact life except i graduated highschool in 2025 instead of 2020

Unirionically despite all of this shit happening to me being a recluse for almost 2 years now have been the best time in my entire life, i cant recall any other period in my life where it was so...freeing despite being caged in
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>>44942452
>>No way to VC with people online cause my mic's suck
do you have a phone
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>>44944719
how do you usually spend your time?
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>>44942452
why didn't you mention your family?
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>>44942452
you dont know what lonely is if youre getting texts and going out, even if it is alone. go be a winning loser somewhere else or kill yourself in isolation stop making it everyone elses problem
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>>44942452
I'm second,
I'm a workaholic, and what friend I have I text because of my schedule.
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>>44944727
if you think it’s just one person doing this your fucking retarded, everyone here hates maple except the toxic positivity ‘be nice to everyone!!!’ trannys. maple is the one constantly spamming her self pity posts kek.
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>>44946134
nta or op but everyone can see your the one being toxic give it a rest you fucking cunt you are in no position to be giving anyone "advice" with bad intentions
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>>44944727
lol lmao
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>>44946231
lmao dawg i’m not even the one who gave maple advice. you guys genuinely just believe this is like one or two people when maple has been banned from here before for spamming her attention seeking threads. idc for your ‘treat everyone nice’ bs. if someone’s being pathetic and retarded and spamming i can reply back
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>>44946231
blow that validation out ur ass and kill yourself with it
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>>44942912
Nona, its 4chan. Wanting to make people an hero is half the posts on this site. Also, the fuck is all this captcha/waiting to post shit?
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>>44942912
thats right, get slicing :) you are worth less than nothing to everyone around you you are nothing but an emotional burden that makes everyone feel bad about you until you get bored use them up and find new clueless faggots to drain their soul with your self hatred
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>>44942452
>>No way to VC with people online cause my mic's suck
Use your phone nigger.
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>>44946134
Wahwahweewah you all literally act the same doesn't matter if you're one person or not same shit you got the negative parasitic hive mind it doesn't matter an ant colony is really one organism you're just one vaguely defined annoying mass of parasitic moidbrained hatred towards showing emotions and being weak
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>>44946625
holy seethe. sorry i’m not gonna baby and defend the retard that got banned for spamming, came back, and started spamming again bc he’s ’mentally ill’
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>>44946625
also calling me moidbrained. i’m a poon so thank you nona
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>>44946625
wheres my hecking validation that i force everyone around me to give ???????54435435t45t4211!?????

god youre an unlovable sack of shit that drains everyone around you but its ok as long as you get your hollow validation so you can BEG for it again in an hour fucking loser kill yourself your parents will never love you and you will never live a good life
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>>44946665
My parents love me fine? Did you think i was this other girl? It doesn't work like that for me girl, you're the informal mass i'm a person go back to being a slave who love to worship the very thing that keeps you down that's all you're good for
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i wouldn’t even mind if you opened up to a close friend group even an internet server of people who care about you but the fact you validation seeking posts on the public internet especially 4 chan is why your so pathetic. if you really wanted support for your pain and not an endless stream of attention from strangers you’d do this with people closer to you (yes you can still make online friendships nona. it’s not that hard) and not on the world wide web so everyone could see.
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>>44946713
holy esl.
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>>44946648
You're clearly also mentally ill but instead of being normal you're an actual nuisance like the disgusting bug you are you're obviously the one who needs to off herself here
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>>44946741
Well yeah i'm not from fucking fat fuck land or nonce island why would you be proud of that
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>>44946731
"I got no friends, I got no one :("

"Just talk to your friends about it :)"
Is it not also easy to not be a stupid piece of shit? I'd say it's easier
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>>44946761
because you can’t form coherent sentences yet still type in english forums lmao. you can do that but also everyone see’s
>>44946751
again, holy seethe
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>>44946713
all of you need to kill yourselves perpetually forever oooh validate me please oooh validate me im so sad and pathetic wheres my validation oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mommy daddy mommy daddy rape rape rape
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>>44946773
i just said making online friends is easy, no matter how fucking autist you are retard. there’s even discord servers just for venting you don’t have to form friendships with them, why are you specifically defending her so hard. Do you feel called out because she acts exactly like you do?
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>>44946791
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>>44946791
It just isn't that easy and again not being a stupid piece of shit is much easier you just use your brain to think and you don't feel superior to others when you figure out you got it slightly better than them, that's why you people are all slaves getting fucked everyday by the powers that be
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>>44946783
You literally cannot tolerate not being validated in being a little shit you're the one who needs to just yeet out of this world girl
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>>44946818
it’s no easy to join a discord vent server instead of posting your faggotry to the world wide web. this is easier? cause it seems like she’s just getting rightfully dogpiled. Seeing ESL faggots seethe is funny though, i enjoy how retarded you sound
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>>44946827
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>>44946841
this is hot keep going
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>>44946837
Idk you seem to have had trouble with english which is presumably your only language twice now when responding to me which probably means you're incredibly stupid and incapable of speaking and writing properly so why would i care what you think about being est lmao you're the one seething
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>>44946893
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>>44946894
>your the one seething
whatever you say nona, you know i’m right kek.
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>>44946909
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>>44942660
You should install an app that tracks your walks, helps with motivation.



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