>want beautiful twinkhon gf>realize this isn't possible with current hypergamy>smoke weed healthily and repress feelings of loneliness, spurn relationships>cultivate inner lifewhy aren't you doing this, /lgbt/?
are you a beautiful twinkhon?
>>44952863no, i'm an ugly one :/
>>44952857you sound like my ex holy shit
>>44952884what did your ex do
>>44952871where are you from?im kind of like a mid twinkhon
>>44952888america
>>44952892over, im european
>>44952887he jerked off and came all over my clothes and furniture while i wasn't watching
>>44952894ripi keep weird hours>>44952902i don't do that
>>44952902Need
>>44952857Twinkhons Supremacy
>>44953108they are supremely good at driving me to suicide with their inaccessibility to mean
>>44953118me* fuck whatever i'm stupid and high sorry
>>44952857>why aren't you doing this, /lgbt/?i want to believe it's not over for me that's why. i basically do "smoke weed and cultivate inner life" though i guess
>>44954358does it seem over for you or is it pure cope? it seems so close to me the time that i felt there was potential in my life. but as the years drift away, you realize time is running out. my only cope is that death is a great equalizer. even if i had the chance to live my life differently, it would be nothing compared to death anyways. so it's not so bad
i am the stoner tranny equivalent of a 70 y/o male beer alcoholic
>>44954551what's a male beer though
>>44954577>what's a male beerpbr, coor's, labatt, molson, to name a few. i think most beers are male
>>44954609is there female weed?
This except i drink and get violently sad and lash out at those around me
>>44954721don't drink just do ketamine
>>44954623gummies, thc drinks, fruity vapes. anything with actual smoke or requiring a rig is malebrained bc it is more ruinous to the body and has multiple steps before "consoom the drug" (requires operationalization)
>>44954853are prerolls fem or moid brained?
>>44954816I dont have a plug and will not have a career in Law if i ever get anything on my record(same reason i'm apprehensice about DIY)
>>44955259just smoke weed then..you shouldn't drink if you're destructive
>>44954913the most fembrained of the actual smokeables i would say. but you know this is all nonsense, right? i'm very shamelessly ripping off weininger by saying malebrained = reason and suffering, fembrained = pretty shallow things. don't consult my preferences like i arrived at them througu oracular power. do what you like
>>44952857>want relationship>cope by making the self as unattractive as possible
>>44955315oracular spectacular?>>44955326wdym? is this transphobia cope or self-improvement cope?
>>44955360>repress feelings>reject relationshipsthese are unhealthy habits, nona. It’s okay if you’re working on yourself, or even have to cope with drugs to get through a painful day. But there are healthier alternatives to this such as exercising, dieting, and getting lost in a community you gel with.
>>44955360that's a twenty-year-old album. grim
>>44955397i excercise but i have no desire for friendships other than romantic relationships. i spend most of my time not working getting high hooking up and watching movies. i hook up but i don't like it and i only do it because i feel like it will help me start a relationship, but it never goes anywhere. i am scared of intimate human contact because i am afraid people will betray me.
>>44955432you need a therapist
>>44955443i had quite a few but they didn't work very well. i'm a solved game.
>>44955279Weed is for retards tho
>>44955539alcohol literally makes you retarded and fat lol
>>44955469if you never let yourself be vulnerable you have a 0% probability of being betrayed but also a 0% probability of being happy. an impregnable fort from which no attacks can be made. it's solipsism. what's the worst that can happen if someone betrays you? torturous rape murder? sure, but you seem like a quite vigilant person to begin with. and the likelihood of (((the worst))) befalling you is only marginally lower if you hikimode. bonnie clutter (of the "in cold blood" clutter family) was a bona-fide depressed hikimoder, she still got acked by a couple of idiot chud burglers for no reason
>>44955623idk what the worst that could happen is, but it's like asking that to an anorexic about food. it's just 10 pounds right? i understand what you're saying though. i just run away from it. the other side is that i am clingy and desperate and people can sniff that out and don't like me.
>>44955656why not accept the possibility that someone could leave you? you're already alone and lonely, right? and you think you'll never get what you want? so if you even get a slight approximation of what you really want, for even a brief moment, that's all gravy
>>44954518it seems genuinely over for me. i disappoint people and i just get tortured by my mental illnesses when i'm alone.
>>44955680there's only so much time left after you've sunk years into a relationship
>>44955585The retardation is thankfully temporary and largely is the effect of being hungover.The fat is eternal...
>>44955778this idea of a failed time investment is so insidious and crass. are you so transactional in your spirit that you can't be grateful for any of that time?
>>44954816having someone you love to do ketamine with...
>>44955755wya nonny?
>>44952857Kys uggo
>>44957642why, what are you going to do about how catastrophically over it is for me :p
>>44959218if you are by some miracle close by we could hang out and smoke weed together, chances are extremely low though but figured it was worth trying
>>44959326i'm in northern california
>>44954853>anything with actual smoke or requiring a rig is malebrainedreally, even prerolls?
