my only issue with hrt is that if I don't pass I could look like a weird lil freak. not exactly a man but clearly not female. even if I manmoder or whatever.
Basically your concern will become a self-fulfilling prophecy. You will spend all of your time focusing on the flaws and you will derive limited, fleeting joy from the beauty.If you actually want to be a woman, recognize that beauty is a bell curve and most women are not perfect.
>>44953096still better than looking like a moid
>>44953410no like it's fine if I just manmoder forever but I don't want to look very out of place.>>44953744idk if it is
>>44953096It doesn’t matter, you’ll find that there will still be a line of people desiring you for themselves as that little freak
>>44955904but I don't think so. think if I look very weird I'll be ugly people won't be attracted to me
>>44953096you wont look really weird or ugly if you mandmode correctly i promise
>>44956114i would probably only have shortish androgynous haircut unless I could actually pass but think if I had man face structure and fem skin and face fat it would look rly weird and ugly
>>44953096>I don't pass I could look like a weird lil freak.Yea pretty much. After 3 yrs of manmoding I'm stuck in the untranny valley. Definitely not a woman but odd enough to get weird looks from strangers :<
>>44953410u have spoken str8 fax, my fren.>>44956141>it would look rly weird and uglyIt would probably look weird and ugly to YOU. Our face is usually the one we look at the most out of any other. Any big change to one's face is usually jarring, but not to strangers who aren't familiar with your face. To them, it's just you. :o>>44956170>weird looks from strangersSorry nona :cIf you're in that uncanny valley, do you think maybe it's time to go from manmoding to living as a woman? You say "definitely not a woman", but part of that surely must be from manmoding, no? It's a big leap of faith, but maybe you're more ready than you think! :]
>>44956170yeh see this is a problem for me
>>44956141i have a short haircut almost 4 years hrt, you won't look that weird i promise see https://litter.catbox.moe/pbbxxxots7pfnurb.jpg you'll just look like a normal male
>>44956242>If you're in that uncanny valley, do you think maybe it's time to go from manmoding to living as a womanNo it's not like that. I think it comes from seeing a guy with suspiciously clear skin and visible bra lines through my tshirt. I look male. I have a deep voice, I'm tall, broad shouldered, and visable facial hair. People are just weirded out by a man who looks like it's trying to be trans but failed.>>44956246:hugs:
>>44956271nkay maybe. thanks
I've always looked like a little freak, now I'm just like 1% more uncanny.
>>44956352ofc, you'll have to wear a binder after like a year if you don't wear a few layers though just fyi
>>44956384yep yep
