>wake up in bed next to bf>he's asleep still but grabs me, pulls me close and spoons me>feel my face going hot and my privates going tingly because of his touchWhy did I have to be this way? My body is a slave to the allure of men, and my mind is imprisoned by that body. I let a man destroy my body every night because I'm drawn to that, but I don't feel good about it intellectually.>bf randomly comes up to me, turns my head, and kisses my lipsI should hate this because he didn't ask for my consent, but I love it instead.>bf grabs me from behind while I'm folding laundry and starts feeling my breasts, kneading and pinchingHe violates my honor as a woman in these moments but I don't protest because it feels good physically and mentally.>bf takes my hand and leads me to the bedroomInstead of requesting he get my consent first, I instead swoon and let him take me where he wants, like a husk with no agency.>bf pushes me down on the bed, takes his and my clothes off, then gets on top of me and starts kissing me as we feel each otherMy body betrays my mind by getting itself ready for him down there, and he can feel that preparedness.>bf puts it in me when he can feel that I'm readyMy mind goes blank, save for the embarrassing thought that I used to be a guy yet this is happening.>bf destroys my body and sanctity as he pleasesAnd permanently taints me as a lesser human who gave in to a man. I can never look at lesbian trans women in the eyes, because I know they'd think of me as a subhuman for sleeping with men, and they'd be right. I am a second-class citizen in LGBT spaces because I can't control my mental and bodily urges to be touched by men. I should've been abstinent and founded a monastery for straight trans women or something, but instead I gave in to the temptations. I'm like a fallen angel; if Lucifer weren't a male name it'd be my name.
>>44957895victim complex
>>44957895i. wish i had a boyfriend T-T
>>44957895>I can never look at lesbian trans women in the eyes, because I know they'd think of me as a subhuman for sleeping with mensome of them do act like this and i really really hate them and i find their behaviour abhorrent. i think being attracted to and sleeping with men is extremely normalt. transbian
>>44957907I'm only a victim of my own body and urges, Nonny. Be better and don't be like me...
>>44957895dang bitch you talk a lot
>>44957960no one cares that you have a bf, stop being such a whiney victim. no one gives you shit your for dating choices.
must've taken you a while to post this with one hand
>>44957951Not OP, but I can kind of understand why they feel like this. Men are really shitty and if you can't relate to being attracted to them, you're gonna feel pity or condescension to people who do
>>44957987>Men are really shittysome of them are cool!! some of them are chill..
>>44957987ain't no one ever gave them shit lol. this is all manufactured in your imaginations.
>>44958004Yeah but most aren't, and you're gonna be wading through the sludge to find a good one>>44958009Maybe. I do feel insecure about being into men. I wish I was a transbian
>>44958030>I wish I was a transbianstop doing that and just be normal bro
Gay Sissy anime post!
>>44957895men are just hot and alluring i totally get itdear men that might be in this thread, this is me >>44956647 i am such a stupid mess for hot men with nice body hair>>44957987men in my very limited experience have been so loving and kind but i always read sentiments like urs. i feel like lots of them are trying their best and they deserve love too
i hope your boyfriend and all the next ones either troon out or die
>>44958062I have mostly made shitty experiences with them. Happy for you though
Damn I wish I has any libido but me and my bf dont have sex that much.m cus i never in the mood :(
>>44957895Nice larp, it was hot
The posts on /tttt/ would be so much better if you degenerates would jerk off before posting
>>44958114A good 1/3rd of this board have nothing to "jerk" anymore...
>>44958030>I wish I was a transbiani'm a transbian and you saying this makes me want to [redacted] your [redacted] and [redacted] brains with a spoon.this is such a fucking stupid thing to say. oh yeah dude you WANT to be a disgusting fucking freak rapehon. fuck off.
>>44958114jerking off doesn't get rid of the tummy feeling
Is this post a boyfriend flex?
>>44958175What is the tummy feeling?
>>44957895it's so funny to me how gay men like you have to 5D chess mental illnesses to keep your lives interesting, because you're just gay men who can't have kids.Everyone thinks you're just insane and no one cares about you, you're just getting a complicated 'whatever you say' because you didn't like 'whatever you say' being dismissive as you're all self-proclaimed lazy victims
>>44958131But i can never relate to trans ppl as a straight trans girls they all hate me for sleeping with the enemy :c
>>44958246You don't get the tummy feeling?
>as a womanYou areasextOOoooUYeEeeeeee
>bf takes my hand and leads me to the bedroom>Instead of requesting he get my consent first, I instead swoon and let him take me where he wants, like a husk with no agency.Lmao this is just normal. This is a normal way to act with someone you are in a relationship with, do you think consent means he says in robot voice "I would like to lead you to the bedroom, with the intention of having sexual intercourse with you. Y to continue, N to stop"
>>44958337./sex -y
>>44958328nta but the tummy thing is the greatest. I never had it happen before starting HRT. Its like a shock or tensing up right below my navel and I get warm and tingly. It is so nice when it happens while reading something steamy or romantic.
have fun girlie, no need to turn your sexuality into a leftist meme
>>44958278Nobody asked you, incel.
>>44958357it being a leftist meme was hot tho so she should keep doing it
>>44958354I did have the tummy thing happen before but only when I was really horny and thinking of men. After taking hrt it has amplified the tummy thing like 10x and after losing my anal virginity to my boyfriend its like theres nothing I can do to relieve it but get with him which is very embarrassing
>>44957895low-key kinda hot if my trans gf was thinking this.. she did say she likes it when it hurts sometimesbut shes a girly girl so I doubt she thinks along these lines.. probably just wishes she could get pregnant.
>>44958328>>44958763>its like theres nothing I can do to relieve it but get with him which is very embarrassingNTA but same. It's also embarrassing that all he has to do is kiss me once and then the tummy feeling will appear and not go away until he has me...Does the tummy feeling have a medical name?
>>44958806Not to be nosy but how is having a trans gf like? Are you a cis guy?
>>44958821>Does the tummy feeling have a medical name?I don't think soI think it's just a normal thing for women that women don't mention because it's normal, and men don't mention because they don't know about itthe doctor certainly never warned this would happen from taking estrogen
>>44958834Ya I am, at least to say, I've only ever dated cis afab, women. Some real shrews too, I have a kid, I've been married in a Christian church. Divorced. My life has revolved around pussy for as long as I can remember. If I am gay, I'm only gay guy i've ever met who loves pussy and is indifferent or grossed out by cocks.all that being said, just happened to met this girl one day online, thought she was cute, thought she passed well, thought she was very feminine.. and it just happened. I just treat her like any of my other gf's, with anal and oral obviously being only penetrative thing we can do. So i've questioned do I love this person enough for who they are as individual person with their own set of characteristics and have a life partner, or do i chase pussy with ungrateful cis women for rest of my life
>>44957895GCS means Get Conquered Slave
>>44958868>the doctor certainly never warned this would happen from taking estrogenThe doctor didn't warn me either but I don't mind. The feeling is one of the best parts about kissing my bf since it always happens when we do that.
>>44957895>but I don't feel good about it intellectually.350 generations ago, your ancestors were still sitting around the fire knacking a spearhead. 4 generations ago the radio got invented and now you think you're suddenly not some kinda stupid hormonal ape anymore??
>>44958336I'm not a sex toy :(>>44958885I'm not a slave >:[
>>44958885 god I need a man to conquer me so fucking bad
>>44958902does your bf show you off around town, doll?
>>44958868Are you... talking about butterflies in your stomach? You know that that's not caused by estrogen right? I first had it when I was 8 and playing during recess with some of my classmates.
>>44958925butterflies is underselling it thoughI had butterflies in my stomach before, but estrogen made it 10 times stronger, it burns through my body and chest and makes my face flushed and my arms and legs get all tingly and my eyes well up with tears
>>44958936Maybe I've been hurt too often by people because it's only gotten less strong for me. I don't let myself feel that because I know they'll just leave me or choose someone else
>>44958955is this why my trans gf has been obsessed with marrying me ever since I said I openly wanted to date her?
>>44957895Just accept that you want to be your bf's sex toy.Then you can consent to being free use, and it's all good. Why overcomplicate it.
>>44958918>showing someone your living anal sex toyeeeewww do people fuckin do this ??
>>44958911Open up that trading route heh
>>44959010Lol more like op needs to completely forget she was ever a “boy” lmfao she was always a girl there is nothing shameful about doing it she is doing what women do it would be weird if she liked women
>>44959041Homophobia moment
>>44959041She will never be a "girl" and never wasShe was a boy and now she's a transgirl fr fr
>>44957895i'm a lesbian trans woman and i don't look down on you at all :(. i'm jealous of what you have and i just want a woman to do the same thing to me.
>>44959088>why can't a male make me feel like a dumb little bottom!!One day, my transbian, you will find a rapehon who is technically a "she/her" individual but also enough of a man to give you the tumtum willies!!
>>44959110i don't know what you're talking about but i'm sorry for being like this :(
>>44959055No her body was male and she transitioned it to match her being ie from male to female. So she was never a biy. Any memory of biy expectations from society is poison cancer everytime she gets fucked it exorcises this demon - boyremoval exoecism. Fr tho she is like “i coulda been good man but i had to be this” yes you did because you weren't a man. As jk rowling say “women cant be men”
>>44958918>does your bf show you off around town, doll?No...Anon, if your gf secretly wanted this to happen, how would you want her to ask you to make her do it?
>>44959010I am free-use with him, I'm just ashamed of it... I would like him to actually roleplay rape with me sometime, but I'm also afraid to do that.
>>44959186Embrace it nonaIf he likes it and you like, it's all good
>>44958872>So i've questioned do I love this person enough for who they are as individual person with their own set of characteristics and have a life partnerOnly you can make that judgement, anon. Can you picture a long-term life with her?
>>44959186U shouldSet up consensual nonconsentU tell him u gonna walk home in this park route late each night he wont tell u day or place but he will violently rape u on walk home one day - you will fight back it will be as rapey as you both want
>>44959204yes I can. I've thought about it a lot on and off.. but im an extremely introspective person. and maybe pretty rare spiritually too just based on how i can connect with someone verses the general shallowness you see in most people these days. that being said my current gf and hopefully future wife is pretty hot, if i posted here (which i would never, srry) there would be gooning for sure, i personally think she's hotter then some of my cis gfs in past, just because she works so hard to keep herself thin and feminine, as opposed to some of my more lazy cis ex's
>>44958296if you tell them that you don't find it funny when they make fun of you for it i am sure they will stop. and if they don't they're literally just assholes and aren't worth talking to in the first place.
>>44959161i know my gf is self conscious with possible complications that spontaneous sex bring so make it clear to her somehow your ok with such possibiltes?
>>44959301What does gcs mean to you?Get conquered slaveGenes cancellation surgeryGet cancelled surgeryGay cancellation surgeryAll of above Op is hole to be fucked now dont get mad at her bf for doing what she is made for
>>44958925No its not butterflies, Its like a growing heat inside my pelivis that I cant do anything about
>>44959391wtf r u talking about lol talk about a nonsequitr
>>44959391NTA but admittedly, "gender confirmation surgery" sounds cringe as hell. I wish they'd just call it like it is: a sex change.
>>44959391>Op is hole to be fucked nowThat's mean and this feels weird to read when I literally got used as a hole just 15 minutes ago...
>>44959563Bot c-c-c-combobreaker
>>44958350I wish there were Linux trannies that weren't transbiant. unixchad chaser
>>44960115I'm bi leaning straight and use arch
gay anime sissy thread #64
>>44961411>gay>thread literally titled straight
>>44960115I'm straight but I just use stock debian 13
Bump
>>44957895self hating MEF humiliation posts are the most potent horny fuel imaginable, thank yout. chaser
>>44962892Why?
>>44962921because i'm self inserting as the guy in the post taking her hand and leading her to the bedroom etc. and it's written very descriptively.
>>44962958but why does it need to be self hating?
>>44962958>i'm self inserting as the guy in the post taking her hand and leading her to the bedroom etc.What do you picture happening after that, anon?
>>44962991well it doesnt need to be. but the way these people write the threads always has that vibe.>>44963013me doing nasty perverted things to every part of her body.
>>44963075Things like?
>>44962892the way the post is constructed, it is rather obvious the OP is hoping to get mocked by a transbian for some humiliation kinkplay, not from a chaser
>>44963331oh...
>>44958127lmao@srsoids
>>44963487i like my gf's fem peen, it's def worth not having to watch her deal with whatever complication. I don't think it gives her dysphoria at all so.. yay? I don't know, she's from a different culture though
Im fucking jealous something like that would be dream come true to me but I know I have no chances at getting it and even if I would I wouldnt deserve it if youre still here OP then please dont feel guilty about it and enjoy your life to the fullest
>>44963331>transbian
>>44963545I mean idk how much it has to do with culture, I like my micropenis and it doesnt give me dysohoria and my bf loves to give it kisses and play with it while im not caged
>>44963792there are around five other posters that used the term in this thread before i didwhy would my usage of the term suddenly upset you
>>44963870how do i ask my gf if she's ever worn cage or would consider.. not a deal breaker at all, just would be kinda hot as far as light 'bondage' play.
>>44964262literally just ask? if you already do any kind of light power exchange, it should be easy to bring up
>>44964205Because>hoping to get mocked by a transbianis laughable transbian delusion.
>>44964830i am not transgendered, i am just pointing out my observations- what i would assume is an obvious factjust re-read this part again and tell me it doesnt read like some humiliation kink>[my] bf destroys my body and sanctity as he pleases permanently and taints me as a lesser human who gave in to a man. I can never look at lesbian trans women in the eyes, because I know they'd think of me as a subhuman for sleeping with men, and they'd be right. I am a second-class citizen in LGBT spaces because I can't control my mental and bodily urges to be touched by men. why post this in a location where they know transgender lesbians lurk, if they are truly so mortified at being rebuked or mocked or shamed? clearly the post is a contrived invitation to mock them for their "betrayal" of team transfem. or team female. or whatever
>>44957895What's with all of the HSTS larper threads lately?
stupid MEF faketroon
I wish I had a free use tranner gf
>>44966796It’s okay to be a meftrans
>>44957895veil
>>44957895This is cringe.
>>44957987Men really live rent free in lesbian heads
>>44967214Why though?
>>44959144That's a very interesting religious excerpt
>>44967602inner peace
>>44961624>when you try with all your cope to not feel like a homosexual male so you relabel yourself
>>44967670A veil would just make me feel even more like a poser, and a traitor to women too.>>44967680There's no need to relabel what it's called when a woman has sex with a man.
>>44957895Ugh my boyfriend never asks for consent either... not even on our first date! ;o
>>44967757>there's no need to relabel a man into a trannywell I meanuhyah, you already have
>>44968020You don't seem that upset about it Nonny.
larp
>>44966461As real fembrained truetrans women, we require erotica to feel arousal
yall faggots lmao
>>44957895I have an insane lust for straight trans women. It's so sexy to go from the bottom rung of society, a gay man, to an attractive woman. The confidence is just tantalizing, it's literally so hot to go from failing as a man to succeeding as a woman. At the same time, I'm basically a gay male since I'm otherwise only attracted to men. Maybe I'm an insane repper. Either way, I'm sorry I'm evil.
>>44968672^~^
>>44968672>I have an insane lust for straight trans women.>I'm basically a gay male since I'm otherwise only attracted to men.
>>44963222Well uhm. Taking her pants off. Looking at her panties. Making her roll over and massaging her butt while my face is inches from it. Kissing her butt and thighs. Kissing her legs. Looking at her socks and feet. Kissing and sniffing her feet. Massaging her calves. Laying on top of her from behind and pressing my dick against her butt. Massaging her tits through her bra while she's pressed against the bed. Kissing her neck and behind her ear and smelling her hair. Letting my dick slip between her thighs and gently fucking her thighs while I'm pressing her down. Uhhm etc. Etc.
>>44957895is it bad to be kinda into this mentality? like it has nothing to do with why i transitioned but when i sleep with guys i think its really erotic that he's having a quasi straight encounter but im both a woman and a feminized little fag getting dominated by a real man. idk its hot
>>44968989I'm sorry for my evil ways... I know it's wrong
Is there anything more pathetic than misandry, conformist slave mindset
>>44969269>misandryWhere?
>>44957895no but im the same, it feels so deeply embarrasing to like men. theyre so just disgusting and icky and i hate them so much yet for some reason i folded every single time my ex told me some stupid shit trying to be smooth or kissed me randomly or grabbed me or whatever. Nothing is more humiliating than letting men fuck you and its just... ugh. i cant believe i let him do those things to me and then say he was 'so fucking good at sex' and 'i was head over heels for him' and 'hes just the best' and then hed be even more humiliating by shutting me up when i fought against that. thank god im all alone now and cant betray my sex any furtheralways love seeing another ruby lover :D
>>44970283wait omg op youre a ruby kinnie too not just a fan OMG ILYILYYYY ive never found another like me...and its sad we both get humiliated in the same way. :/
>>44958114>mfw by the time I think of a post I'm horny again
>>44970296That makes.three of us then. What's with all of the HSTS Ruby fans?
>>44969013>Letting my dick slip between her thighs and gently fucking her thighs while I'm pressing her down.This thing is really hot from her perspective btw. Wish my bf would do this to me prone...
>>44967152Why don't you?
Is this normal to experience this? I'm the same exact way with guys and I've always thought this is some part of being male brained that stuck with me or something It's like when I'm with a guy and something happens like op is describing whether it be grabbing me going in for a kiss or something it like turns off the higher functioning part of my brain and the only thing that remains is carnal desire and just like op described I get flustered face gets hot my stomach hurts butterflies and like it's impossible for me to get hard but I feel it down there in a way I can't describe
>>44973657Stomach gets* not hurts my b I'm retarded
>>44971969Im more of an akane stan, what does that say about me??
Did it take anyone else years to be able to admit to other people that you like men? I was probably half a decade into transition before I was comfortable enough to admit that my partner is a man at work and stuff. Even then it's still super embarrassing to know that everyone I tell that to knows I get fucked by a man daily, that I'm just a stereotypical faggot tranny...>>44973657>Is this normal to experience this? I'm the same exact way with guys and I've always thought this is some part of being male brained that stuck with me or somethingI think it's normal for trannies. You're probably right that it's just a remnant of malebrain that sticks around for good...
>>44974355Fuck I don't see how? I was gay before I ever thought of transitioning
>>44974366Maybe it's worse as a tranny because you have breasts and maybe a vagina and stuff, so we're basically supergay not just gay.
>>44974334Maybe it just means you don't wanna fuck your brother?
>>44975207No wtf why would I? Only bf
>>44973219It's more difficult to find one than you would think
I can't dictate other people's feelings, but the amount of misandry is miffing me out.
>>44959265>just because she works so hard to keep herself thin and feminine, as opposed to some of my more lazy cis ex'si am so ecstatic that this is the peak of the kinds of men that will ever marry people like me>>44960115i'm mostly straight and i use linux or sometimes macosi've been working on making my own wayland compositor lately which is fun but it crashes a lot which is not fun>>44961857>just use stock debian 13if you were a moid i'd let you hit
Has Nona not considered that maybe her boyfriend is doing this because he knows she likes it?
>>44977009Don't listen to this whore. She bought into the hypermisandrist meme
