I've loved this girl for years now, even before transitioning. Especially the past year, and even moreso the past month, as we become closer of friends I start to see myself genuinely obsessing over her. I thought she was lesbian, just to find out she is straight a few weeks ago. I tried to just rep the feelings I have for her, but when I went to a concert with her a little bit ago the seal broke loose. I really can't tell if she is fucking with me or if she genuinely doesn't like me because I really thought we had something going. Yes she knows I'm a tranny, and I have no idea if I'm just super autistic or entirely hopeless (not that those aren't the same thing lmao).
