The only time I'm happy is when I'm regressed
Could you describe what it feels like being age regressed?
Kill yourself
>>44958812i second this. im very curious from a kind of analytical standpoint as to what it feels like
>>44958812nta but I can only describe it as feeling tingles coming from withing you, I've never had something like this irl but just imagining it and clinging to a pillow makes me whimper>>44958830>
i think i'm too ashamed to ever indulge this part of myself and looking at this image even though i know it's really really dumb hurts me somewhere sensitive. it's like this bottomless well of self loathing i feel looking at something like this
>>44958812It feels like you're a kid again. Devoid of preconcieved notions your brain has. You're in the moment and just react. It's kinda euphoric. Honestly more than. Especially when you're being taken care of by somebody you love. There's no better feeling. Being fed, playing with toys, being dressed, changed, talked to sweetly. Just completely taken care of and safe without any sort of thought otherwise.
>>44958865aaagghh god dammit! why!!!??
>>44958830maybe
>>44958812I'm autistic about music so the first thought I had was "it feels like how 'nowhere near' by yo la tango sounds.In a less abstract way: every thought becomes silent and this safe overwhelming warmth overtakes you. It feels like a warm hug in a happy memory that will never end because your safe now and everything's ok.
>>44958812like you're safelike nothing in the world can hurt youwarmeverybody loves you you're cared forno worries. just smile
>>44958528>age regression a memealso being a child is pure suffering, zero self determination. i need total and utter control on my being. i could never go back to the same place mentally when i was a kid
>>44959145I don't get it, everytime I try to act on my dreams it always ends up in disaster, when I was a kid I was carefree because nobody cared that I acted weird and whimsy, you know like a faggot.
>>44959169i prefer being a complacent adult existing outside the control of any man (besides the government) who has a right over my life than a child who gets told what to do, or who to be. which is the greatest suffering in my opinion. i prefer living in the realm of endless possibility, even if they're not open to me. living under the guise of someone else's trajectory feels suffocating in comparison.
>>44958528I don’t really care for being a baby or a little kid but I wish I was still a teenager
>>44959195>even if they're not open to methat's the problem for me, it feels like looking at a cookie jar from the bottom of a 20 ft shelfI guess I had a comfy childhood and I'm paying it back as an adult
>>44959213did i say even if they're not open to mebrain fart I meant even if i wont act on them i believe anyone has the potential for success given a lot of luck and/or toil
>>44959195seems to me like you could cordon off chunks of your life to dance this age regression dance so to speak and then go back to normal, as long as youre with someone who understands, no
>>44959225maybe but i don't enjoy the act in itself. i didn't even enjoy it when i was a kid
>>44959236understandable. to me it sounds like something that would be interesting to experiment with to keep sexytime interesting as the years in a relationship go on. if you find a way to avoid paying taxes without getting caught let me know
>>44958528it irks me knowing this is something I direly need lmfao