Yes this is a blogpost. My second this week now. I finally got added to the local trans oriented discord it's a decent subset I would say of my city's tgirls as a whole. So one day later I hate it so fucking much. I hate trannies so much. Everyone's poly which is of no surprise to me but everyone literally everyone is a sex crazed pervert. I mean I'm probably pretty closed off sexually still but it's gross. My ex was in her talking about slobbering in a hood or something and it just set me off. I would rather kill myself than be associated with these people. Literally why the fuck do I care so badly to be associated with a community; any community? Why do I even fucking care if you degenerates take me in and give a fuck if I live or die? Trans women are literally just men aren't we? What the fuck. It's no different than a bunch of hypersexual gay guys just spreading their liquids around between each other. Who knows what STIs are lurking on the users there.>Tldr>The happiness in being trans has worn off>Only because>I know people will associate me with these peopleIn light of this have trans women considered the very stupid fetishes and activities they engage in daily at the continuous optics nukes they fear?
you can be a feminine man but be closer to male than female
>>44960100Have you considered staying away from creepy rapehon spaces and being friends with cis women?
>>44960120It sucks because I've never been socialized near ciswomen and I guess I still feel intimidated by them? I just have never meshed well with "other" girls.
>>44960100>"trans women are just men, aren't we?">"everyone in this server is a poly sex addict"Correct. Your discomfort with gender roles does not change biology. Transition doesn't prevent a male from acting like a male.
>>44960100a fundamental requirement to achieving contentment is realizing that you'll hate most people you meet and you shouldn't try to sabotage yourself for the sake of having a 'community'
>>44960130or looking like a malethere are NO xy humans who have no male visible traits irl trans women are feminine men, society believes feminine men don't exist, that's the real problemyou go in the masculine man box, or the woman box
Discord is mostly for perverts who groom kids so this doesn't surprise me.
>>44960130So where does that leave me; certainly an outlier? I've already chosen this path so hormones forever for me that's fine I'm happy with my body and all What disgusts me is how sexualized everything is. Just because you're amab doesn't mean you have to be like THIS. >>44960146No it's true I honestly already hate most of the people I meet I just described that to the idea that I'm just a cunt at heart even though I normally get along with people.
>>44960169Are you a HSTS? Just avoid AGPs (aka "transbians").
>>44960178nobody on 4chan is hsts
I wonder if anybody that's in that server will recognize me and say something but like tonight I just don't care I'm so fucking drunk and beaten down. I want to meet a cutie that's not a complete goonbrain with a dictionary of exceedingly insane fetishes. >>44960178Hsts? Fuck no I love transwomen. I've always been attracted to femininity first and dick second.>>44960181Truth
>>44960245>says you love transwomen>grossed out by the poly sex addictsMost transwomen are like this though?
>>44960251Both can be true simultaneously. I just want a cute tgirlfriend to cuddle with who doesn't have one of these hideously male sex drives.
>>44960312I guess just find one who's super autistic and would prefer to sperg about model trains or something instead of having sex. I know most troons are autistic but I think some of them make sex/porn their hyperfixation, so find one who hyperfixates on something other than that.
>>44960100>we
>>44960100I'm sure most of the tranners you know are no hrt rapehons but if not, I dunno how they can be doing all the sex. Me myself I am a pervert but my dih barely works thanks to the E. I can jack off like 3 times a week, I can't imagine having to try and have sex with it. I guess there's dick pills but shit man, I feel like you gotta make it your whole personality to be fucking all the time while on the foid juice.
>>44960330But where tho? I don't want to do long distance if I can help it
>>44960338What's the implication nona? Want me to prove my transnsess?
>>44960100not the ogrehon fishnets + skirt combo dude
>>44960357I think I might have even said this is the first time that I wore a skirt since I started HRT lmao
>>44960340That's what I'm saying and after seeing some people I think they're being hondosed and prescribed spiro at best.So I'd he lying if I said I wasnt open to sexual stuff but with poly people emotionally I've got a firewall of my own creation because I can't allow myself to get too incredibly close. That said I did top a girl recently and I literally cannot cum. Between Cymbalta and E... I'd been tried jacking off a few days ago and I came but never actually climaxed. I don't get how they do it. If anything sex has always been lackluster for me. Bottoming and topping feels just meh
Where the fuck do you even live that has a local trans discord, that's the big red flag, why would you hang around a local trans discord. Are you in Portland or some shit like that. Everyone knows those big city trannies are weird as hell The best trannies are those of us living in the suburbs. We ain't got a fucking discord
>>44960382you'd be hot with ffs + lip filler get to work and start saving, trannyyou look like a geek squad manager atm
>>44960432Nah Midwest actually but seriously. I don't know if she's here but if there's a girl in here that was on Taimi in a city start with O and having "/tttt/ coded" in her profile and no poly people like I saw several months ago please hit me up in here because you were super cute in that dress and we clearly jive on a very pivotal issue in my opinion
>>44960100>um um to be a real woman ACKSCHUALLY you have to be a sex repulsed asexual weirdo tradwifeZoom zooms are the most prude generation huh
>>44960459I've heard suggestions for lip filler but I can't imagine myself actually paying to get a temporary fix like that as well as ffs because I just don't think I need it. Pretty regularly I get told that I have almost no male characteristics granted that's probably bullshit overall but I've consistently been confused with being a woman over the phone for most of my life until recently anyways. Every time I've posted myself here I've gotten affirmations but never that.
>>44960525I'm a millennial lmao
>>44960675what is that shirt?
>>44960525Also it's not even that Nona. I just think it's gross how sexual people are. This is how you get STIs. I still can't shut that woke fucking initiative from several years ago trying to destigmatize STDs and I just think that that's completely amd wholly fucking degenerate as hell.
transgender women are malesHRT doesn't change your biological sexit is impossible with current medical technology to change your sex
>>44960689>Pic related >>44960697No I understand intrinsic biological processes behind it and what honestly a female and male is but I'm just stuck on the fact that there ate so goddamn many people who seem to be just porn sick men on hormones. I tried to insulate myself from this I tried not to see it. It's probably just my own myopic point of view. Mark these horrors please
>>44960100Welcome to city /college town life. There are high concentrations is trashy sluts EVERYWHERE. Sorry to break it to you nona.
>>44960100just be yourself
>>44960100>>44960107>>44960120Oh no!
>>44960720I would say this is actually a pretty decent cross-section of the trans women in my city. If there's another option how would you go about meeting people?
>>44960123The way I was raised was a lot like how a girl would be raised. I also subconsciously internalized a lot of things directed at women and girls at a young age. All my life I've had more female friends than male friends, and my friendships with girls/women have been more meaningful to me.Not every woman is primarily friends with girls, if you try to be but you just don't vibe, that's alright. Just try to actually understand women, their experiences, their perspectives, the way they communicate, social ques.I don't think the sexual stuff is what makes trans women man-ish. I know tonnes of cis women who are just like that. If anything it's the lack of what I mentioned above.
>>44960341go outside and get lucky you're in america nowhere else are that many transgenders. maybe except europe hehe. t. ranny eu edition
>>44960100Not all pf u, but as a cis man i do not take other man property and all trans woman belong to trans man
