Been on HRT for 1.75 years now (started at 18), just realized I'm not a woman.I dress like a boy every day, I have no desire nor aspiration to present as female or feminine to anyone except for special occasions like going to a party or whatever, which is the only time I'll put in some effort (and it usually goes well). I think I transitioned because I didn't want to age as a male, I couldn't see myself getting older as a male and I wanted to change that. HRT was a miracle for changing my body, from the neck down you'd assume I was a cisfoid. But I transitioned not because I've always had some yearning to be a woman, I couldn't give a fuck about that, but I was always yearning to not be a male.I don't wanna be an enby because my name isn't Bug with / pronouns, and majority of enbys don't take passing seriously in any regard. Then again, neither do I, I live in a fairly liberal city so nobody turns their heads when they see a boy with C-cups. But idk, I guess what I'm trying to say is that I didn't transition to be a woman, I transitioned because I would kill myself if I aged as a man. Gender-wise idk where that leaves me and I don't care, my gf is a gigayoungshit megapassoid who I love with all my heart, and she calls me her 'woomfie' (wolf oomfie) to avoid saying 'bf' or 'gf', but quite often around friends she'll use different genders/pronouns interchangeably when talking about me. I don't have any attachment to gender nor wanting to be a certain way, from the outside looking in, you would see a boy. But when people see me naked, they see a woman. Idk what I'm trying to say really. But does anyone else understand kinda?
>>44960710yeah
>>44960710put on a dress and see where that takes yoi
>>44960710Literally me
i get it nona. fwiw you can be a tomboyish woman if you wanna.
>>44960710I can kinda relate, i only want to take hrt to prevent twink death but i dont really care about wanting to age like a woman.
i think i came to this conclusion too and whatever. i just live my life these days. i get asked 'what are your pronouns' by every new acquaintance i've made and just return a they/them. be nonbinary. whatever. there certainly is some basis to this 'bug' stuff though mostly its just brainworms dawgon another note wtf is this caption
>>44960710how is identifying as and being referred to as a wolf so different from being named "Bug"? You are not a man or a woman, which categorically makes you nonbinary. That can mean whatever you want, you don't have to associate with bugmoders that irritate you and do your own thing. Having a woman's body doesn't have to make you a woman if you don't want it to.
