Any other nonbinoids on HRT? It just feels way more embarrassing. "Oh yes, I'm taking estrogen. No I'm not a woman, I'm just doing it to look more feminine and don't want to be masculinized any further. N-no I'm not a sissy, I'm just pursuing negative androgyny- y-yes I'm wearing a binder so I look like I have a flat chest still-"
>>44962877Yeah. I just tell people that I'm "trans" and leave it as that. If anybody cares, they won't mind if I'm technically non-binary MtF, and if anybody doesn't care at all (vast majority of people), they immediately ignore what I said and keep calling me a man anyway.
picrel looks like a Titan desu
ive been on hrt since i was 14, i was a trans woman since i was like 13 and now im a nonbinoid too so i relate...im like realistic about it though like i know ill get she/her'd and seen as a woman regardless so ive grown to not really care about it and just nod along to however people address me, i mean the alternative would be being NB off hrt which is lame as fuck i would never, so being on hrt doesnt bother me much.
>>44962877yeah its unfortunate that i felt the need to do this so i didnt kill myself but here we are, ill just try to hide it as best as i can and if anyone asks ill quickly say im trans then try and move on
>>44962877I would take hrt in a heartbeat if it wasnt for the boob growth and testicular atrophy. Whether i take it or not, im doomed to end up hating my body either way. Fml
>>44963201thats why i bica + duta max
>>44963237That actually works? Sadly the only thing i can get my hands on is fina ;-;
>>44963201As someone in the same boat I have to ask, like, have you tried weighing the pros and cons? Like is boob growth really worse than EVERYTHING unregulated test will do to you? It's easy to angst about it until you look in the mirror and see a hairy barrel chested neanderthal looking back at you.
>>44962877Me. I think if I had been born a girl I would still be non-binary, but probably would never take T except maybe to make my clit bigger. Just have a nonbinary soul. People seem to get afab nonbinariness but not from the other direction. It's an extension of misogyny where you can go from fem --> masc and be respected and understood, parents can give their daughters boys names, women can wear mens clothing, etc--but it doesn't go the opposite direction easily. So yeah, I have experienced awkwardness and misunderstanding from being on HRT, or revealing it. I have some straight women be attracted to me and then when I told them I am trans and take hormones they had an expression of disgust. But most other queer people and my close friends are cool about it. I want to get FFS and an orchiectomy eventually. My end goal is to have a female face and body but where masc clothes. That's the simplest way I can really explain it to most people. I just have no desire to wear dresses, etc, but I feel dysphoria about my body, so that's why I take HRT.
>>44963381Boobs i could possibly live with, but penile and testicular atrophy is something that would make me instantly kill myself. honestly i just think im screwed and the only solution is to kill myself once i hit twink death. Im just simply not compatible with this reality
>>44963361yeah for a never passer like me its a life saver
>>44963683bica doesnt cause atrophy jsyk
>>44962877I don't perceive any difference between being a hon and nonbin
>>44962877kek
>>44963770the difference is a nonbiner doesnt want to be perceived as a woman so being a hon is fine, because the rest of them (fashion, makeup or lack of, etc) is not trying to signal woman, they could just be perceived as a very pretty man as well.
>>44963751Tbh ive tried getting bica before but its just impossible for me due to numerous reasons. If finasteride wont save me then im just permanently fucked
>>44962877Same boat here pal, I don't care what people see me as anymore but I can't stand my body being masc at all so hrt is a life saver, I don't even know if I'm really non binary since some days I feel awful that I wasn't born a girl and others I feel sick at what I'm doing to myself, like I'm losing a piece of me that I hatedI know that's probably more in line for trans women but it's not like I hate being seen as a gay man completely, I miss it sometimes
>>44962877why do you admit you're on estrogen ????
Mom asking me about if i got fitted for a braMom asked me if i noticed any hrt changes "..no"
>>44962877>wearing a binderIf you can, get on a SERM like Ralox
>>44962877I think for this move to work best, you shouldn't tell people.
>>44962877I'm functionally non-binary but I just use he/him and call myself a man and/or a tranny, interchangeably
larp thread hrt doesn't do shit makes like 5% difference in your appearance tops (unless you are youngshit in which case it gives you wider hips), and that is mostly just skin. larp larp larp. No you don't have boobs you are just fat those are moobs masquerading as boobs. If you are at an actual attractive bmi you will simply have light gyno. LARP
>>44962877I’ve been considering it…did you diy or go to a doc? I’m in Canada so a doctor is probably better
