anyone else go from gigahonmoding to passing? im scrubbing photos of that era as much as i can, and i've cut off everyone who saw it except my parents. i'm getting ffs soon and then im going to move cities and leave it all behind, but i just can't forget what it was like. how can i forget?
>>44965797We get it, you are so privledged that you can easily access hrt and ffs and you pass soooo hard. Stop rubbing it in our faces while simultaneously pretending like your life is difficult in any way
>>44965809glad thats your takeaway
>>44965797you can pass (to normies and conservatives) while being a gigahon actually. this happened to me. i will never pass no matter how many times i male fail. i will never be a sneedhon. always dress manly because i look like a man. i doubt ffs could fix me. i should have just kms instead of doing this. friends are hugboxxing me, strangers assume im a woman, im so fucking lonely nobody gets me. you can male fail even as a gigahon but you cannot pass unless you're a passoid. it's that simple.
>>44965809In my case it's true. I always wanted to look masculine I end up looking too feminine and constantly teased for it so I transitioned
>>44965884You just manly cuz she wanted to be manly.. you could dress in sundresses all the time, if you pass at all
>>44965951no you ding dong you don't understand. i MALE FAIL. meaning, i dress like a man but people see me as a woman. im not a passoid so i do not PASS. if i put on a dress i would look like a man in a dress.
>>44965998rs, like you can't pass in female clothing bc you look more male than the clothes but in neutral or male clothes you look like a lesbian. sucks
>>44966113a warning to anyone eyeballing going on HRT: if you're like me nothing good will come out of it. no matter how much you male fail, if you don't pass you won't transition. transitioning is not a choice or a process or an action to take. it's nothing you can just do. what you can just do is take HRT, workout, keep up skincare, get a fem haircut, change your clothes, voice train, get various surgeries, and after all of that you might even get read as a woman in public/among strangers. but unless you're a passoid you will not pass, right? i wish i had the braindamage to sneedhon they seem so happy about being men in dresses. i wanna die. there's no end to this, never has been. it was never meant to be. i was never meant to live.
>>44966307You take hrt because you can't do otherwise.you start out doing drag shows and realize in the gay community you're only popular if you dress up as a woman
>>44966317drags are men in dresses mocking femininity. i would never lower myself to that level.i took HRT because i hoped there was some hope for me. but i should never have.. i should have just killed this body to free myself. it'ss the onnly wayy out.