>>44968201
GAST

be his gay anime sissy

>>44968201
there were two guys in high school that used to call me "sexy"

>>44968258
Were you a guy in high school?

>>44968258
I loved when men sexually harassed me in high school. They call me sexy. Say they want to watch me undress in the locker room. Touch me inappropriately. Give me massages without consent. Say nice ass jokingly. Just bro things really.

>>44968201

I have so many insanely humiliating memories about ts bc I got bullied a lot but here's one of them,

In 10th grade I had this friend named Scott who was cute funny and nice and artsy, we sat together in art class. I liked him a lot. But I had this one bully in that class, this big Dominican kid who had like a diamond earing and a shaved head and a big gaudy jeweled cross necklace thing and those saggy jeans (as was the style at the time)

One day I was going up to the supply bins at the front of the classroom to get the supplies for our table, and the bully was blocking my path. He was like, are you getting those markers for your boyfriend? And I gasped, blushing, unsure of how to resolve and he just started comboing me being like "exactly, cuz you gay, faggot. Just admit it to the whole class. Say yoh wanna suck Scott's dick. Say it, faggot" i couldn't believe what he was saying. My cheeks burned hot and I couldn't say anything. I then realized my cheeks were burning and tears were beginning to leak down them, a hushed silence came over the whole class, the silent buzz of barely suppressed giggles. To make matters worse the class was full of girls many of whom I nourished vain and delusional hopes of dating one day.

I wanted so badly to say something, something calm like "what's wrong with being gay?" But my throat wouldn't let any air through. Eventually I turned and bolted, sobbing.

I was unable to face after that and our friendship was over. However there was a table of queer outcast girls i was able to switch to, they took me in and gave me some protection.

I wish I could say I accepted the inevitable and stopped repping. But alas, it would be many more years of suffering before I could ever admit to loving a man with my head held high. Just thinking about those years makes me feel a certain way

>>44968201
Girl... This is a pretty common fantasy for trans women. Someone broke you and now your nervous system doesn't know how to exist without the suffering of them in your life.

My advice? Keep it to fantasy greentexts and talk to a good therapist. Don't dare an asshole, even if one comes up.

>>44968201
Yes pretty much exactly this. I was really small, and I got bullied for being feminine. One boy in particular bullied me relentlessly and his locker was next to mine so it was horrible. (He actually mysteriously disappeared without a trace right after high school, the police were involved with the search, he got involved with drugs so probably that? Bizarre)
I remember one time I picked purple rubber bands for my braces and go bullied for it so badly that my mom took me back a few days later to get them changed to a different color.

This was the early 2000s and it was a conservative town and there was literally one out gay boy in my entire high school and he was treated as such an outcast that everyone else just hid it until they could leave town.

>>44968201
>>44968379 again
actually i just read the rest of your post and I never wanted to hook up with him, but it would have been fun to show him where I ended up.

Ew no, all bullies were ugly as fuck

>>44968604
Speak for yourself. My bully was objectively attractive for a guy...

>>44968330
I hope you are better now. sending u a digital hug

>>44968201
yes to everything except the straightness

i was bullied and teased all my childhood life for how feminine i was; my mannerisms; how i walked and ran and spoke and screamed; how emotional i was; how i dressed; everything

when i finally learned i was trans (fully immediately accepted 100%); when i came out to friends the main reaction was basically "ohh yeah now it lall makes sense your just a girl"; both from anime girl friend group and game boy friend group

some kids who didnt know me still gave me some fuss and mistreatment but it wasnt too bad

i should have just started girlmoding immediately hrt or not; id have been alot happier even if it caused a commotion at first

there was a ftm in my school

i envied her she was probably on blockers and everything if not hrt even

i never learned about diy until after i finally transitioned many many yrs later

i couldnt sooner bc poverty and then my health problems delayed me more

>>44968201
same

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Why does it seem like literally every tranny gets bullied or even assaulted as a kid?

>>44968201
Is your deadname Napoleon?
Why wouldn't you just share your tater tots?

>>44968201
Incredibly relatable except my bully was a girl

>>44968964
idk maybe they just talk about it more but i remember getting punched and kneed a lot as a kid. i think being a quiet boy makes you a target for aggressive kids

>>44968964
i think we deserve it? i am trying not to cry too much

No I was a complete social outcast and loner. Bullies didnt even mess with me. Nor was I particularly feminine. Just invisible

>>44968964
i was a weird autistic kid who grew up with autistic and out of touch parents so i didnt understand school social cues and got outcasted and bullied + cried easily too

>>44968201
I can relate except my bullies only fill me with disgust and dread. Bullying permantently scarred me mentally and i see every one of my past bullies as rapists

>>44968964
Because society abhors anyone it wants to perceive as a boy who refuses to be one.

(This is not an exclusive statement, society hates a lot of people.)

>>44968201
No the dude who bullied me raped a 12yo when he was in his 20s i believe (if I remember from Facebook) he coached like high school wrestling now somewhere in Florida or another southern state

>>44968201
Sorta, I got bullied in middle school, by a lot of people but one guy stood out for being very cruel in particular. idk what he had against me but even when we were like 8 he did some weird stuff, like forcing me to touch his dick behind the school, or a few years later at his home. I transitioned in high school which he found out and sent me dick pics and asked if I want to fuck. Latest he did so was on telegram a few weeks ago, I just blocked him. He's supposed to be a hardcore christian too, idk what's wrong with him. at least I feel no attraction towards him and actually have a good chance of getting the best boyfriend I possibly ever could soon

>>44969819
Uh... Was he bullying you, or was he the absolute worst at flirting and read one too many enemies-to-lovers school manga? What the fuck?

>>44968330
So you did want to suck scotts dick? Maybe he wasnt a bully at all, he just wanted to help you

>>44968964
>Why does it seem like literally every tranny gets bullied or even assaulted as a kid?
Because you're all weak, afraid and don't stand up for yourself. Being attacked verbally and physically is part and parcel of being a boy. But most kids stand up for themselves or atleast have friends. No bully is going to bother if the victim stops being a victim and start hitting back. They just find other victims, like some gay emo kid.

>>44969819
>idk what he had against me
Bro had a crush on you, it was himself he hated. You think gay bottoms are the only ones with self hate? Poor repping top lmao

>>44969809
How is he not in jail?

>>44968964
I wasn't bullied! My schools growing up were pretty serious about bullying-prevention, and it also helped that the school cultures pretty much universally recognized academic success. Even the "jocks" respected smart students, even if they didn't consider them friends.

>>44970280
I wish I was non-American too

Bump

gay anime sissy thread #thegoddamnsexnumber

>>44968276
>Were you a guy in high school?
Yes. This was more than 20 years ago

>>44968201
i definitely had people who made fun of me for being feminine and even called me a girl (i didn't really understand how that was supposed to be an insult) but i dno't want to have sex with any of them

>>44968206
i'm gonna start calling this guy "the gast" it's just too good lmfao

>>44968964
Gay sissy anime ASD

beware the gast of christmas past

>>44970059
It really depends. Ignoring my verbal bullies, acting confused, or leaning into their bs made them leave me alone quickly.

Physical bullies were a bit more difficult. Took me a full few half-decades to shrug off my unwillingness to harm. Turns out a 5'idk weakling "boy" (I don't remember my height at the time; I am 5'5 now) can inspire fear in a bigger, stronger boy after 5 years of believing I would never fight back.

So that's how I ended up sitting in the office crying about how I am a monster for retaliating. And that, in turn, is how I was allowed to go back to class.

I don't know what happened with the bully, but he never bothered me again. I don't know if I ever saw him again.

I think that was the first and last time I threw a punch intending to harm someone. And now I am even weaker after HRT.
>>44969506
Girl bullying was different. My entire friend group was pretty gender neutral, which naturally stirred up annoying rumors. The ones who thought any of us were vulnerable did try manipulation, rumors, harassment, whatever. The best defense against them has always been having a close circle of friends.

In the end, social manipulation, shameful rumors, or ostracism only work if you don't have friends who know you better.

>>44972849
Oh, right, and no, I wouldn't want to have sex with any of them.

But I do have a kink for people being rough and degrading in the bedroom. Don't know if that's related or not.

>>44972359
>ASD
What is that, gay anime sissy poster?

>>44968201
All except the last part
I repped to hard tho, so I will forever look like a man

>>44970040

Not... consciously. Honestly the bully was more my type than Scott was probably. Name was changed to obscure identity btw

>>44973238
What?
ucky you
do gay men think you're handsome

>>44968201
I had this experience but it was a woman doing it...I really wish I could see her reaction now that I've fully transitioned

>>44968330
based dominican

>>44968201
kinda yeah

>>44968964
Faggots get bullied in school duh

>>44968667
>I will never get a hot bully
Why live, girl bullies are not the same

>>44968201
i had similar happen and i would not want anything to do with him because i respect myself

>>44973638
>Honestly the bully was more my type than Scott was probably
The raped:

>>44973655
I don't interact with anybody irl ever, so I wouldn't know lol
I'm just waiting for the suicide impulse to come so I can finish it all already, I don't want to be a 30yo

>>44974135
Did You Know The Beat Goes On?
I always want to be a gay boy, I never could manage it!
so I transitioned and was miserable when I thought about you by knowing I had transmission ed so I just lived on and on on and on

>>44968201
I was a total sissy back in the no sissy era. I got beat down so bad I never recovered

>>44974258
What the fuck are you even saying? Pleas double check before posting, dear god

>>44974326
It's easy to read what I said.

>>44974267
>I was a total sissy
What does that even mean?

>>44974343
If this is you talking about how I feel then, no.
I didn't want to be a gay boy, I wanted and androgynous body and to be by myself, I don't like interacting with people and I don't consider myself trans or cis, I rarely consider myself human at this point, there's no possible outcome in my life that wouldn't end up with me being the way I am, I was a failed human being waiting to happen

>>44968201
>submissive wife
Trans women constantly post about such fantasies.
It's like you picked up womanhood from the 50s
Tbh, it's pretty annoying to hear such things from a trans woman.
Cis women have fought to stop such stereotypes and societal expectations, and here you are bringing them back to life.

>>44974654
>Cis women have fought to stop such stereotypes and societal expectations,
And now they're are unhappier then 50 years ago, offing themselves more and eating more pills then ever

>>44972849
>I am 5'5 now
>And now I am even weaker after HRT.
Damn i need a short weak failed male i can larp as stereotypical american a bully with. Giving them a wedgie, shaking out their lunch money, calling them a stupid faggot while giving them a swerlie. Then pinning them down and fucking every last shred of maleness out of them, making them admit they're a girl and making them beg me to fill up their pussy with my cum

Sounds like fun

>>44968964
>"male" who doesnt partake in male social passtimes due to a yet unknown sinking feeling
>looks inside
>ostracised speedrun

>>44974981
waow
iwnba5'5"fm

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>>44974654
>Trans women constantly post about such fantasies.
Because we have them?
>It's like you picked up womanhood from the 50s
Why are you trying to force your expectations of womanhood on others?
>Tbh, it's pretty annoying to hear such things from a trans woman.
Why?
>Cis women have fought to stop such stereotypes and societal expectations, and here you are bringing them back to life.
How is having a fantasy, particularly one from trauma that cis women don't know the first thing about, enforcing societal expectations?

>>44974654
Plenty of cis women post similar fantasies elsewhere. Or even erotic novels about it, which are kinda similar to kink posts like this but on a much larger scale.

Some cis women like "The Transformed Wife", a Christian cis woman, actively try to pressure, guilt, and manipulate women into a submissive and reverent housewife lifestyle.

Also, as a feminist: 40-60% of cis women don't even consider themselves feminists. Feminists fought for these rights, with many trans women taking part in the movement from the 50s to now. Many cis women fought against it. There is a cis woman on the Supreme Court right now who was instrumental in dismantling abortion rights.

But sure, whatever, a trans woman posting a submissive wife kink thread on 4chan is the big threat to the work feminists did. /sarcasm.

>>44974981
Hey, it's me, the 5'5 trans woman. Sorry to inform you, though, I don't consider myself to have failed at manhood. My body just felt wrong.
> Giving them a wedgie, shaking out their lunch money ... while giving them a swerlie
This is the most "I only know what bullies are from TV" thing I have ever seen, lol. IRL, it's mostly getting shoulder-checked, pushed, or hit. Whenever a teacher may be around, it was subtle enough that you can't actually prove anything.

My school just had a checklist of whose parents paid for lunch. Having said that, stealing a text book and then just throwing it somewhere did happen.
> Calling them a stupid faggot
There you go!

Hope your fantasies go well!

>>44975143
Hey, trans woman here; here's my take: >>44975899
But just a few notes:
Cis women post housewife fantasies to AO3; I used to see them on the pre-censorship Tumblr and Wattpad. And write published erotic about it.

I suspect all women have some kind of trauma there. Just a note.

>>44976135
*Erotica. Sorry for the misspelling.

>>44968201
one time in highschool back when snapchat came out with the genderswap filter a group of boys were messing with it and trying it out on every boy (and some of the girls) in the class. they were being pretty jokey and making fun of eachother and rating the pics on how attractive they were. eventually they got to me and asked to take my picture, i adamantly refused, but 30 seconds later they tricked me into looking up from my work and took a photo without my permission. I was really upset and they all gathered around to look at it and evaluate, but they all were like, stunned. they unanimously agreed that i "made the hottest girl" and there were a litany of comments such as "not gonna lie, would" and "i'd tap that". they were so amused by my girl-filtered picture they passed the phone around to everyone in the class and even the girls were giggling about it and saying i was pretty. i still remember the look one guy i was kinda friends with gave me when he said he would fuck the girl version of me. it was the first time i'd ever heard anyone say anything remotely like that. i was completely mortified.

it was a formative experience for me

>>44974981
nta, but so many people try to bring in MEF fantasies but thats not it at all. I didn't feel like being small was bad, I liked being small and softer, I just didn't want to be treated poorly for it.

>>44976022
same. and yea my bully would slam my locker, throw my books down, said he wished I would die and that I was a faggot, and he would shove me a lot. It was horrendous and I hated going to middle school because of it.

>>44976490
I am that anon and funny thing: I didn't actually think of myself as small at the time. As I said, my friend group was mixed-gender, so I kinda just... Didn't think about height much? I just mention it because, in retrospect, I recognize that I was short, and this seemed like an easy target.

I certainly never disliked my height, and in retrospect it kinda helped me avoid standing out when I was hanging out with the girls in my friend group. I don't think, for me, the kink feelings are really MEFish either. If anything, I may have developed a vulnerability/distress kink as a result of earlier trauma combining with a BF SAing me early in transition.
> I hated going to middle school because of it.
This is the part I don't really relate to. School wasn't so bad for me, because most of my time was spent with a close friend group. My home life was also not that stable, abusive for some years, and required me to be the responsible oldest child who took care of my younger siblings for over a decade. So, you know, different experience, I guess.

Huh. I wonder if my vague feeling of comfort being pushed into the housewife role is related to me being a parentified child from the age of three. God, some days 4chan is the stupidest place to be; other times it's like free therapy.