> realized i was trans at 13> came out to some people> came out to my parents at 15> dad didn't want to talk to me anymore and got violent with me> mom yelled at me and told me i'd always be a man> they got divorced because of me, arguing over which one of them had "made me a tranny"> got bullied at school> but my local psychologist offered me contacts for getting puberty blockers> i refused.> i fucking chickened out.> detrans for 5 years.> my parents became nice to me again> made friends as a guy in collegenow i'm 20, 6 month into HRTi know that's still "young"but i'll never forgive myself for not taking those puberty blockersi knew damn well i'd regret that decision for the rest of my lifei'm just so fucking dumbI guess i should just kms knowing i will never forgive what i did to myselfi don't even deserve to transition after that, i sould just detrans again
My mom told me she thought I was trans when I was a child, single digits. She's always been supportive of trans people. I hid it from her because I was scared of what ppl would think.Yeah, I feel your pain. I could've been a luckshit xD
