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Self sabotaged stealth I guess 10/05/26(Mon)05:08:29 No.44969850

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Self sabotaged stealth I guess Anonymous 10/05/26(Mon)05:08:29 No.44969850

«be me
stealth trans woman
this was like 6 years ago
have a friend from university
he's Russian
my husband is Russian too
friend invites both of us to his birthday party
most of the guests are Russian»

«husband warns me beforehand
"an all-Russian party might not be the nicest place for you"
says there'll probably be a lot of casual LGBT-phobic jokes
tell him he's stereotyping
surely it won't be that bad»

«it was worse»

«party is in student dorms
one of the host's opening remarks is that his neighbor is "an actual faggot"
great start»

«later one of the guests mentions he studies with a trans girl
everyone immediately starts making jokes about her
host is the most aggressive one
keeps insisting she's "not a girl"»

«meanwhile I'm sitting right there
with a poker face
husband keeps quietly telling me we should leave
I decide suddenly leaving might look suspicious
just sit there pretending none of this affects me»

«party eventually ends
say goodbye
everyone is still super friendly to me
host included»

«get outside
finally allow myself to react to the absolute shitshow I just sat through»

«ghost "friend" afterward
hear from mutual friends that he has no idea why
completely clueless»

«about a year later
get SRS
in hospital
I think it was morphine
brain not exactly functioning normally»

«apparently some part of me was still extremely mad»

«call him from the hospital
tell him what a shitty person he is»