I so desperately need to detransition. I'm not a fucking tranny (no disrespect). I keep taking hrt and regret it each time. It's literally just self harm. I have to stop.All I do is take hrt and think about the chad life I'm leaving behind. There's no world in which transition is a sane option for me.Nothing about me is trans. Nothing about me is feminine. All I'm doing is just running away from myself.
>>44969975literally me sis
>>44969975if hrt worked magically and you turned into the girl you wanted to, would you keep taking hrt? theres your answer
>>44969975sometimes i think about detransitioning and then i think about not having E and i realized how retarded that thought was id rather do anything else than lose it at this point
>>44970149That's exactly my issue. I have no desire to be a woman at all but I am unable to stop hrt.
>>44970149if hrt was a magic pill almost everyone would be transitioning back and forthi know i would
>>44970270I wouldn't.
>>44969975>chad lifeThe only part of your life going to be chad, is the guy blowing out your back.
>>44971621Should've seen me
>>44969975literally me too worstie. i wasn't loving stupid stuff like body hair and balding but who does it's no reason to continue hrt but it offered great relief from these things so i do but i know im not a tranny im just happier in a vacuum like this with my body but then the life i will live like this is not a life at all and i should stop and chad up and be normal and have a family because that is a valid option for me because im not trans, in fact its the only valid option
>>44969975literally meeee
>i'm not trans>I just can't stop taking estrogen!!This unironically makes you more trans than plenty of actual trannies.
>>44973442omfg!! Finally someone who can relate. I'm literally just a man and the hrt is ruining my life. All of this just because I'm vain.
>>44973723I can't be a tranny if the estrogen is giving me reverse dysphoria
