>hideous>wnbaw/born a man>AGP>majoring in music because the world's gonna end anyway and this is the only thing I enjoy>haven't had a job since 2018>severely mentally ill>homeless(in a 2 year youth shelter)>hands in severe pain>most likely going to ACTUALLY be homeless in 2 years>plan b (buy house in BR because cheap with usd and return to home nation) failed because Flavio's going to win and Brasil's gonna become a fascist shit hole with Uncle Sam's guidance while also paying tribute to uncle sam>no feasibly happy future until the mania hits so the cycle can start over>no real close friends>all my relationships are superficial frictionless slop where I just give them what they want to seeI'm so tired. I just want to like stop existing I haven't slept in weeks because I'm scared of tomorrow. I've had periods of passing perfectly but recently I've been such a shit at taking care of myself that I just get he/him'd and sir'd constantly. I know that whey call me a woman they're just hugboxing. Even the LGBTs ik irl exclusively they/them me. I don't think anyone would miss me either. Mom threw me out and the rest of them hate me anyway. it's all pointless and the meds don't really do much.
>>44972306think about what someone that inspires you would do, it can be even a fictional character if it worksthat kept me going in the darkest times and I’m doing that again now with these elections, if it works for a neverpasser like me it should for a passoid like yout. brazilian boymoder
