I underwent twink death, and now I feel like I'm transmasc.Anyone else feels this way?
>>44972697i just look like an older office lady tired of it all
>>44972794That's blessed! I can't pass as a woman so I went the cismale route.But I feel like it's fake lmao
>>44972838been on hrt for more than half my life now and im in my thirties>can’t help but feel like its fakethat’s fine.
>>44972870I convinced myself that i didn't need it at an early age, and now that I'm in a beautiful relationship with a woman (trans) I'm having this thoughts again.So I feel like the whole presenting male after preseting twink is messing with my mind a bitI also feel fucking guilty
>>44972697lowk tru, I'm a cis man who was a much desired twink in my late teens but in my mid twenties as I age I've been feeling more and more like a pooner, the male characters I wanted to emulate are mostly anime bishounen, I have gyno tits, my hip to waist ratio is crazy for a man, I've never even done HRT
>>44972982>many such casesSounds like a conversation you need to have with your partner and most likely transition now rather than much later in life, kicking your own butt down the line.
>>44973162She told me she'd be my friend. I'm still not sold on transitioning. I feel like gender is a performance more than anything so I'm hoping I can find a way to have some kind of comfortable masculinity expression. >>44973143I mean gender is such a thing, I don't feel like twink and cismale are both male yknow?
>>44972697I felt like a weird trans dude after an early twindeath so yes
>>44973295if you have a twunky ectomorphic skeletal structure still you can still get away with andro alien moding in your 30s like SOPHIE did even if you don't look like a cis woman
>>44973295>I don't feel like twink and cismale are both male yknowbeing a bit androgynous didn't change that I was male, the extent to which you get treated like a foid as a twink is mostly in the bad ways rather than the good ones, and even the good ones don't fit when you are male
>>44974454Can't, too big a nose I'd need surgery to make that happen>>44974976I guess I meant to say gender is an spectrum, and the changes along its axis can be felt on the psyche
