living as a tranny has taught me some really nasty truths about this worldhow people can hate you for arbitrary reasonshow people will just assume stuffhow some people simply don't deserve love and you're one of themhow some people will actually deserve punishment for their bad actions but won't get ithow you can't really be whoever you want if you don't happen to have matching lookshow people will straight up bully you if you aren't alike enoughhow you have to fulfil other ppls weird expectations if you want to be friends with themhow people will talk behind your backhow people are fake and will opportunistically larp as whatever how I myself am one of those ugly peoplehow any mention about any tranny who passes better than me makes me so madhow I've lived all those years as a stupid and annoying moid and let my body virilizehow I don't actually feel like a woman, I only have gender dysphoria about anything masculine but I don't have an actual inner sense of self that would justify my transitionhow I hate hons even though i'm not any better as themhow I will never be femalei've noticed how in terms of personality, over the years, i've grown more gloomy, grumpy, malcontent-y and honestly simply insufferable. if you wouldn't count gender dysphoria, i was probably way happier back then as a babytroon hon than now. "bitter" as in "bitterhon" is just the perfect way to describe it and i know that you know exactly what i'm talking about.how do i enjoy stupid things in life again?>t. started hrt over 3 years ago, started girlmoding (twinkhonmoding) full time 1.5 years ago, got ffs this summer, face and body proportions seem to pass now, except i'm fucking 6ft and i barely fill an A cup. haven't had any femalefails after my ffs but i still wouldn't really call myself a passoid
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Most of these aren't exclusive to being a tranny. It kind of looks pathetic if your biggest problem in life is being ugly.Don't be bitter, be better
>>44973980>how I don't actually feel like a woman, I only have gender dysphoria about anything masculine but I don't have an actual inner sense of self that would justify my transitionthis is exactly how i feel. i repped for a long time, so the only experience i had of being feminine was being non-masculine. i felt caught between needing to pretend to be masculine to survive and wanting to be as non-masculine as possible, so i had no time to consider postiviely being feminine in a meaningful way. and now that i have transitioned i'm caught between wanting to know how to be a woman and hating myself for all the time i spent trying to survive as a man and thus not learning how to be a woman
>>44974158dont let this nigga win stay bitter
>>44974161i still kind of feel like being feminine is for hons and sissiesi don't think i've ever been either masculine or feminine. it still kind of seems like a performative thing people do just to fit in or to attract partners
>>44974333are you nb?
