is there any hope to life as a tranny? I feel like I'm not meant to be, everything is a fight. I feel like I am doomed to an existence so dismally abysmal and I get so sad looking at everyone being able to cope while I just sit here and struggle so much.I make so many mistakes, my life is in shambles, active addiction, no money and when I look to the future, when I try to get better, nothing works.It's just the same trot day in day out I'm so tired I'm so beaten down I can't raise my head anymore and smile and appreciate the world.I feel forever stuck.
I'm 35 and still haven't seen pussy.
What are you addicted to?
>>44978623alcohol mostly and then also sometimes amphetamines or ketamine
>>44978628You have to stop buying and drinking that shit
>>44978630I know I don't wanna make excuses... It's just I've been heavily drinking since I was 14 a decade now idk how to live 'normally' and life just keeps throwing more and more challenges at me and I'm soo confused and beaten down.
>>44978630this is maybe the most retarded non-seiquitur u can say to an alcoholic>>44978619hope is something you have to practice cultivating. to be completely honest it doesn't get much better, you just get better at coping. all the best anon <3
>>44978655thank you
>>44978649Pour out your booze and get addicted to energy drink and caffeine instead, you need uppers no downers
>>44978670I do both mostly one isn't better than the other desu
Also I've been battling this stupid fucking eating disorder for a decade, I can't eat it's so annoying food just makes my tummy twirl
>>44978619real
>>44978621That probably will be me about cock
