>be me>27y>repping for ~15 years>did absolutely nothing about it thinking it would just go away>recently my hair started falling out exponentially>barely have a hairline left>lost a shitload of density>literally don't even look like myself anymore>my beard is growing much faster and thicker>disgusting black hairs growing on my arms and even my fucking fingers>gonna start HRT and hope it fixes at least some of this shitdon't make the same fucking mistake I didI know there's a slim chance I'll ever passbut I'd rather take my chances than end up as a bald man
>>44980203Yup, repped longer than you (till 32) knowing I was trans but would never transition. Little did I expect, the dysphoria and gender envy got worse. Handling the stress from repping and the stress from work was no bueno. I feel much better since I started transitioning, even if I still manmode on the reg.A friend from high school did the same around the same time. If you knew as a kid, even if you have managed to rep for years, you'll likely end up transitioning.
>>44980241it used to be okay, now it's getting worse every daywhy the fuck didn't I start 10 years ago
>>44980332Same, though starting HRT alleviated a lot of it. It's back to coming and going now. I'm starting to get to a place with my transition where I actually like how I look. Anyway, not worth crying over spilled milk. At least you're starting now. Probably should start hair loss treatments sooner than later though.
>>44980361I'm definitely not expecting this to solve the problem; at best, I'll look like a hon , but at least I'll (maybe) still have my hair.
>>44980405The mental effects from E are pretty helpful. Made me feel a lot less irritable. Crying replaced anger. Probably my favorite change desu.
>>44980203I really hope the girl I've been talking to realises this sooner rather than later. She just said goodbye to try and be a man but I know that's not what she feels
>>44980203this happened to me at 17 btw
>>44980203now you can get some old man gyno to match your old man hairline
It's okey to be a bald gay man
>trooned at 23>gave up after being out for half a year>repped till 29 and I'm now back on hrt for a year >trying not to dwell on the progress I could have made if I'd stuck with it the first time and the damage 6 more years of T has done>atleast I made progress in other aspects of my life>I'll probably still be a suicidal drunk at 40 anyway
>>44981153trust me it makes no difference at all, i basically look identical, maybe a bit more haggard
>>44980203I got all that at 15
>>44980203repping NEVER worksTAKE YOUR HRT, RETARDS
>>44980203I also went until 27, I have half decent results for having done so at but it could have been better. My home situation wasn’t conducive towards it, and that’s of some consolation, however it hurts knowing that it could have been better.I’m reminded of the repper who posted here a long time ago that he had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and regretted not pursuing transition, and I feel like it’s all of our duty to carry on in her honor.Good luck to you all
>>44982151I think I've seen a thread like this before, yeah...and besides, aside from my friends and so on, my family isn't really into that either
>>44981388hope i had find that site sooner, maybe i could realize what i was doing to myself :/
>>44980203Why are zoomers so afraid of going bald?
>>44982203Because it's terrifying and awful
