>transition mtf for 8 years>never get misgendered, be relatively pretty. >heroic dose psychs and BDNF supplements for 6 months straight.>become AAP>go back on T>no more GD just want to have a loving gf. What the fuck. What’s the HSTS meta-AGP to AAP pipeline.
>>44981240is it worth it
>>44981297Kinda vague anon. Is what worth it?
>>44981240When did you transition? If it was young then you haven't experienced being a man and you're just viewing it from the outside.But other than that I think there's something to what you're saying. I don't enjoy the thought of having a penis and thrusting it in a vagoo but I'm kind of obsessed with male bodies to the point that if I had a clone of my old male self in front of me I don't think either of us would be able to walk straight the next day. Is that AAP? Either way it sounds to me like you made a round trip, like before you were viewing women from the outside and there's was a lot of unknown stuff, but then having experienced it it's no longer worrying so now you can just choose what gender you want without dysphoria.