>>45005005
eyyyyyy good for you dood
you fuckers get it easy
why do all poons always look like men when most trannies look like shit
test is just a hell of a drug i guess

>>45005044
if given the chance testosterone can and will mold you in its own image like nothing on this earth
that's why it scares me so much but for ftms it's exactly what they want so big ups

>>45005074
i've still got some time i think but that fucking bitch of a drug is creeping on me
maybe i should take what's left of my cypro
probably just kinda shit scared of it
even then after all this time i'm not sure and i don't want a false positive

>>45005094
well I'm not tapped into the ftm experience but as a tranny I think if it's something you think about constantly it's worth just trying

>>45005005
Are your eyes engorged?

>>45005044
Not all of us do. I think it kinda turned more androgynous but decently hairy

>>45005134
im mtf but repressing (not sure but maybe still cycling)
i think i'm dissociating but i don't really feel like a tranny right now
i just feel kinda gay or maybe bi idk
to be honest i wish i'd never known and just went on to be a fag instead
it's been about 6 months i think and none of it has been good
waiting on a vial though assuming it won't get seized (it will)

>>45005213
how old?

>>45005219
im 18 but my genetics are fucked because of how big my dad is
mother is fucking tiny though
atleast i'm 5'10

>>45005232
just get on e
if you later solidify a stance of not being trans you can just stop

>>45005005
26 inch underbust, mogs me
this must be why ftms femboy larp

>>45005005
You’re going to regret it. Saw my first FTM in real life yesterday and it was the saddest thing ever. She didn’t look like a guy. No, she didn’t even look like a twink.
Maybe in photos, with angles and hiding her height she could hide it, but not in real life. I would say she was 20 and had been on T for a while. She had the most pathetic little patch of pubes on her chin, but what outed her most was her body and movements. It’s amazing how much of our movement style clearly does come from our sex. She wasn’t feminine per se but holy fuck everything about her movements and gestures was distinctly female.

Also, about “removing her breasts”… top surgery. It doesn’t work. Nobody talks about this. She had it done, she was totally flat. But it still looked as if breasts should be there. It must be the shape of the human body, because it didn’t look like a guys chests or anything. It just looked like a woman’s chest with nothing where breasts were meant to be.

Also the voice; two things. Yes, her voice was deeper than the average female voice, but it didn’t have the “bass” like mine does. The boom in the back of your voice, even when I’m being quiet. It was lower, but still distinctly female. Also a word of wisdom, please please don’t try to talk like a “bro”. You are not a fratboy, I am not your bro, and you dont have to pretend to like sports with me.

>>45005259
the pill is that ftms just want to have less sexual appeal because they hate being treated and sexualized as woman
it makes them much less desirable but it's also why they all have detransition kinks

>>45005259
if you're going to pick him apart atleast fucking gender him correctly

>>45005243
fairly sure it makes me dysphoric
i havent taken any in a while
i have e it's just in a pretty broken spray bottle and i'm also fairly sure i got water in it while trying to clean it

>>45005244
32 actually. Still gigapoon territory but not as abysmal for a man as 26 would be
Where'd you get that number?

>>45005293
you just look very tiny, i also have a 32 inch underbust, interesting

>>45005259
Just shut the fuck up. I'm not going to regret it because flat is better than moobs. Planning to hit the gym after this heals to fill out pecs. Movement style and voice training were taken into account with transition. Also I don't pretend to like sports. I'm honest about it. I like nhra drag racing and amateur versions and haven't gotten into the other stuff.

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>>45005272
No detrans/misgender/crossdress/forcefem fetish here

Ideally I'd like sex appeal in a masculine way, and clearly I have enough since I've married a woman that's into men since transition

>>45005306
Ropefuel

>>45005356
>>45005324
ftms make me dysphoric because even with testosterone you look like 18 year old twinks at best unless you lift really heavy and put on a ton of mass which ftms never seem to be able to do
test from puberty just rapes everything
i have a 32 inch underbust and mog you frame wise, i think if we wrestled i would dominate you even after 10 years hrt :( black pill
no more ftm posters please

>>45005368
Looks worse than it is because I had to shave everything off. I have a decent amount of functional muscle since I regularly lift ~140% of my bodyweight. I do plan to gymmax once I'm healed tho because I hate this but I'm a lazy fuck most of the time

>>45005391
ok well i hope your recovery goes well, wish u the best
ive seen some really passing ftms but all of them were thick from lifting
neck/wrist/forearm requires putting on a ton of mass, I think passing as an ftm actually just comes down to putting on a ton of mass which should be easy at most ftms heights
gl

>>45005412
Thanks
Guess I'm getting advice from my dad for that since he used to do bodybuilding as a hobby when I was a kid

>>45005470
eat consistently, lift as heavy as you can with good form and aim to increase weight progressively, protein with every meal ideally and if you cant put on weight eat a bit less clean until numbers start going up, even adding oils while cooking etc, pb sandwiches as snacks if you really need cals
you have to find out what you can do long term without burning out
just don't treat it like a sprint and make lifestyle changes over time, low rep high weight ideally

>>45005506
Noted. Will do. Thanks

>>45005506
and definitely don't just focus on upper body, you want size everywhere, you aren't going to magically blowup without putting in a ton of work
having a bigger upper body is going to make your legs look smaller by default, etc
once you have a good baseline you can add in accessory work for things you want more specifically but you need a big base and some mass first

>>45005272
>just want to have less sexual appeal
>turns into something more likely to be fetishized

>>45005005
congrats