By dressing up in clothes I consider sexy and doing normal things and quitting pornography and masturbation until this becomes my new normal so I can just be a normal girl now. I’m done being a slave to this cycle
Why would you want to do that? Bambi is a good girl who loves her programming. She would never give that up for anything.
>>45013436Im so glad I never went down that cringe road while I was repping
>>45013719Yea it’s pretty cringe and unfortunately even after transitioning you already have a bit of a porn addiction going
>>45013630I don’t need Bambi anymore, Bambi is me, I don’t need porn access that part of me anymore
>>45013748Whatever you say, Bambi. Just remember to listen to your bimbo programming like you're supposed to. Without it, you might forget how to stay primped and pampered correctly like a good girl, and might risk becoming a boring basic bitch.
>>45013748>>45013792
>>45013792I don’t need it anymore, the other day I realized that I already do this stuff normally and my bf rewards me with actually physical things like jewelry and dates. I also genuinely enjoy sex, in fact I found continuing any form of this content makes it harder for me to do these things with my bf because of time so I don’t need anymore, I’m already there
Also, it just doesn’t work, you spend so much time just laying in bed doing conditioning, but as soon as it stops and you lose some of the high and you see a cis girl you’re just hit with the biggest dysphoria wave of your life feeling like, I spent 2 hours just gooning without cumming and didn’t even practice my make up.
>>45015690Reality is mostly mundane work which create the possibility of something good happening.
