i look in the mirror and every time i just see my male form, the dysphoria hits so hard i just want to break down and cry. it’s been making me so, so sad lately. i’m naturally pretty masc looking on the outside, but inside i just want to be pretty, soft, and feminine i don't know what to do at all. part of me genuinely thinks i could pass if i really tried, but I’m just so nervous and scared to even take a step forward >-<has anyone else started out feeling super masc and terrified?im afraid ill look a man still, and embarass myself. I hate being masc and hate what mutagen testosterone is doing to my body.
