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hii im hyun again mtf 19. so after my last post someone dmd me saying he wanted to date me.
i never dated a femboy but we connected immmidiately. he was just as mentally ill as i was and he loved that. he told me that if i didnt drop everything for him i didnt actually love him which i agreed. so i blocked everyone he told me to and was ready to listen everything he said. he said hell give me the love my other exs didnt that he loved me more than anyone else and that he wont lie like my exs. we also agreed to meet and hed fly me out.
its been a day but idk what changed.. i sent a wall of texts to him while he was asleep and working so maybe thats why. but when i told him if he loved me he said "maybe only a little bit" which left me devistated i wanted to kms. i told him i was going to kms which i didnt mean to put pressure on him. but he didnt take it well and told me i didnt love him and that i lied abt it. i told him i was so sorry and that i didnt say it to put pressure and he didnt owe me love i just wanted to go away.
was i being an asshole my ex used to threaten killing himself i dint wsnt to be like him. i just really wanted to kill myself i had no purpose other than him
why did he say he didnt love me why am i so unlovable
im just gonna kms if not today its gonna be before i turn 20