Update to this post: >>43410103Sorry for the late update, my entire life has kind of been fundamentally reordered from the ground up. ex wife and I have become much more amicable since the initial split. She told me that she'd always suspected I was at lease bi, she just didn't want to acknowledge it. I'm still gonna be in the kids lives as much as i can. We agreed it was for the best if she had custody though. She's always been the more parental of the two of us. Worked up the balls to call Mikey. Dude genuine hasn't changed one single Iota since the day we met, save for becoming somewhat of a silver fox. I told him about everything that happened and he invited me to come stay with him for a bit. You can probably figure out how that went. Hint: very fucking well. It's been so fucking surreal in the best possible way. concerts, weed, sex, all the fun shit from my 20s back with a vengeance. Nostalgia might be a fascist impulse but my god if it doesn't make some compelling arguments. I started hitting the gym again too, trying to regain my youthful beauty which is probably gonna be a Sisyphean task but fuck it we ball.Anyways, 2 months after we got together, Mikey busted out that old lingerie I wore for him. (not the same actual outfit just the same type). I put it on, fully expecting to look like buffalo bill's uglier brother, but surprisingly, i didn't look half bad. Looking at myself in the mirror like that started summoning Emotions, so we ended up not even fucking that night. For the next couple weeks I kept having Emotions about it so I went to therapy.Yeah turns out there was a lot of shit wrong with me that I just never took the time to address because like. Dissociation go brr. So Idk if I'm trans or not but I am on hrt. which like. Holy shit emotions feel good. so yeah, that's yall's update. see you in a year when i inevitably fuck up everything somehow.
>>45045128>She's always been the more parental of the two of us.You mean that, as usual, the mother had to take up more than half the child rearing. Because the father isn't ''as parental''.
>>45045128Is this bait?>Dissociation go brrDid you mean to post this on r/mtf?
>>45045277They used a photo of the purple rabbit it has to be bait
>>45045288i never know with millennials
>>45045128I wasn't there for the original threads but it sounds like you're picking things back up, and the pieces are coming back together. So, that's great to hear. I say give things some time and see if you wind up happier with time. I would still say you should be there for your kid, because I can only imagine it doing a bit of damage for a kid to hear "daddy left you because he's a crossdresser" (I'm not saying that to be insensitive to you but just....being realistic about what cis people usually think about this stuff, and how kids might process it in the moment).Also, unrelated but, it's interesting that you post maid Jax before people knew for sure that they were trans, in posts related to your own gender and sexuality related issues. Other people might consider that a sign of bait but I think it's a sign that you've found some odd synchronicity between you and them, and I can assume you, like me, have had some thoughts about this fact. All I can say is, don't be like the anons here, crabs in buckets envying luckshits and youngshits till their dying breaths. It's not too late till you're in the dirt.
>>45045128Holy fucking shit, the previous post is crossed out but i remember this story. By pure luck i have encountered this...im so happy for you!! I'm glad you got your stuff together, wish you the best! (im betting that this isnt bait, considering the update has come after 2 months...)
>>45045128>Worked up the balls to call MikeyCongrats!I was one of the poasters who insisted that you should do exactly that under the rationale that even if it all goes wrong, at least you have some closure.Very happy to hear that it went better than the worst case scenario.>I am on hrtReport back about a year in.If you end up not liking it, do not hesitate to stop.But, also, if you end up liking it more than not, stay on it because stopping isn't particularly fun if there's a good chance you get back on it.>see you in a year when i inevitably fuck up everything somehowC'mon, anon. Be a bit more optimistic.You got a lot to explore and unpack. And you got Mikey to tag along for the journey.Good luck!t. another estrogenized faggot
>>45045277>>45045288>>45045339>>45045344Not OP, but here's the links:Thread 1 - https://archived.moe/lgbt/post/43393867/Thread 2 - https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/43401181/Thread 3 - https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/43410103/
Women, NEVER DATE BIFAGS
>>45045128>We agreed it was for the best if she had custody though. She's always been the more parental of the two of us.No fucking shit she probably had to baby your fag ass, too
Yikes nigga
