Should i drop out of college?Came drunk to a lecture and people laughed at me. I dont rly care about the subject i'm studying and probably wont pursue employment in the area even if i manage to get the degree.Reminded me of that one video of a guy falling over drunk at his work at a fast-food place and his copehat fell off and his incel chud sub5 baldness was revealed to his zoomer coworkers with good genetics.
>>45057878no, you should stop daydrinking first
>>45057878What are you studying?
>>45057913I was nightdrinking but i went to sleep super late and only for 2-3 hours.>>45057914Law
it's like watching a slow-mo replay of me ruining my own life a decade ago
>>45057929How do i avoid burning it all to the ground
>>45057972what do you want?
>>45057979Not be bald and have a job ig. I dont give a fuck about law as a subject. 0 passion. I just started college so my mom would stop screaming at me for being unemployed and sleeping in
>>45057999>Not be bald and have a job igare these things what you want? or would these just be a means to getting what you want? if it's the former, the solution is straightforward: get the best job you can and spend all your disposable on hair treatments while you save rent living with your mom. that's your best option atp, unless you can see the law degree as a means to better hair
cismoid should become a street performer
Ngl I'm sure people have gotten away with worse at college and still gotten a degree. Don't drop out because you're just embarrased, at least you know whwre you are at just do your best.
>>45058033Yeah but i moreso just dont give a fuck about the subject and dont want to work in the field. Just feels stagnant.>>45058025Before i got bald i was also sad and didn't know what i want in life. I still don't but things have gotten so much worse my imminent priority is to fix up so i stop wanting to commit suicide every day.
>>45058079>Before i got bald i was also sad and didn't know what i want in lifei believe you were listless then but i also believe you must have some kind of idea of what you want. the fact that we are talking here presupposes certain possible inclinations on behalf of both of us, no?
if you get on hrt I'll offer you a pife as my maid
>>45058111I don't want to be a tranny. I will be taking esteogen for hair loss but i have failed GD assesment and feel no desire to be the opposite sex.I have other things i want but it is impossible for me to achieve any of them.
>>45058121>i have failed GD assesmenti expect you'll want to get off terf island as well. but have you failed your own GD assessment, or are you "accepting" that you have no desire to be a woman bc it's easier?>I have other things i want but it is impossible for me to achieve any of themwhy
>>45058121Why are the goals you actually want impossible for you to achieve?
>>45058136I genuinely dont want to be a girl. I mean the clinical.chart for self-assesment. I got 1 and GD is likely starting at 3 points out of 5.Half the questions are "do you want to be a woman or be socially treated as a woman or have a female name or do you dream of being a woman"And the answer is genuinely, without cope, in all honesty. Not really, nigga.
>>45058149this is actually great for you, bc it sounds like you have mtm clavicular-type dysphorimorphia of a cis male who wants to better fulfill the role of cis male. much easier to get gender-affirming care as an mtm than as an mtf, especially on terf island
>>45058144I don't want to say because it's embarrasing
>>45058172I'm not really interested in the male social role i jusr dont care abt being a woman either.I haven't fulfilled either since i was 13 because i've been sitting at home like a skitzo. I dont date or go out with friends so i never have tobehave like a man or anything else at all.I just don't feel strongly abt that.
>>45058185Oh, c'mon, you can at least vaguely describe it. You've been leading us on for so long that you'd get on hrt. I promise I won't judge.
>>45058185what could be so embarrassing that you won't even say it on 4chan? you want to be a professional epstein or something?
>>45057878I know people getting a bullshit degree in something completely unrelated because a lot of places need SOME bachelor’s degree to get a job, even if completely ynrelated. I’d recommend going anyways if you’re not gonna end up in massive debt from loans. Otherwise try considering starting a business. I’m making a self improving at to try to make businesses for me, but that’s just me
>>45058220>>45058210I want to be able to illustrate and posess of storytelling ability.I have tried my hand at both in the past and i don't even have the drive/passion for either. Not even an idea i wish to materialize.So its like a vanity thing where i'd like to feel special and more about wanting to be have the renown of a creator rather than create. Which is why i'm very ashamed.
>>45057878That's odd. You previously cited your law career as a reason you wouldn't want hrt on your record.
>>45057878damn youre a loserand for no reason, toowhat the fuck
>>45058259I am the exact same. I've given up on it completely atp cause picking up a pen and actually trying just makes me break down. I am not worthy of personhood.
>>45057925>lawOof yeah you should probably just give that up and do something else like STEM or if you're not smart then some degree that will allow you to become a manager of something
>>45058407Why is it an oof.Ai?
>>45058411Nta but imo studying law in the west where your leaders are trying to kill you with browns seems like a sisyphean endeavor.
>>45058466Trvke but also from what ive learned thus far they respect opinions based on the form its phrased in and the qcademic distinguishment of whoever speaks it. So the only way to advance the rights for cis men on estrogen who hate unrestrained immigration is to pursue a law degree.
>>45058259if you fall in love with ideas, you can create. if you don't, you can still be a creative middleman or middleman for creatives, and get the renown you want without needing creative drive. you shouldn't be ashamed of this at all, really. it's ultimately foolish to desire fame but it's very understandable. i frequently catch myself in such foolishness, as well
>>45058533Noble goal I suppose. Are you about done with your degree? I'd say if you're at least halfway finished you'd might as well see it through.
>>450585712nd year out of 5.
>>45057925i've done this at work probably 3 times lmao, feels pretty bad but w/e
>>45058721I dunno that's pretty invested. I'd think about it for like a week then decide.
