what do you think, did we always have dysphoria or did we give it to ourselves somehow?
>>45065812or maybe he could lock in and become a normal functionning adult instead of being a literal freak manchild or even worse... a tranny.
>>45065917Why? Your life is shit if you go that route.
I got it from 4chan.
>>45065812abuse and pornographytrue transsexuals exist but i'm just an involuntary pervert>>45065917i would like to be an actual person but i'm too retardedtoo masculine to troon anyway
>>45065927some really strange facial ratios going on there
>>45065937Youre an invoulantary retard is what you are. Stop repping
>>45065812i have mall goth fatigue
>>45065917I don't think I can manage to achieve any of these, is there a fourth option
>>45065986human waste?
>>45065996No, your right. I should aim at least one level up and be a woman instead
>>45066034a woman? you mean a crossdresser?
>>45065812If you actually believe in rogd then you believe its acquired, making the question of this thread pointless
>>45066211rapid onset as in suddenly manifesting, how it originates is another question
I think I felt bad about getting caught for being transphobic and a chaser and I had been wanting to try HRT for a bit anyways after seeing what it's done for women I saw irl so I used that as a golden opportunity to try and escape accountability for being a shitty person because I was extra sensitive to people not liking me around the time I started seriously considering trooning. I'm on HRT not and like it so far but it feels like a very blunt cosmetic tool, not like I'm finding my le true self of finally becoming happy or whatever the fuck.
>>45066211dont rogd believers think that because you looked at too many trannies online you get sissy hypno'd into getting gender dysphoria
>>45066284>it feels like a very blunt cosmetic tool, not like I'm finding my le true self of finally becoming happy or whatever the fucksame. if my 'true self' ever existed it's long gone. all I can ever be is a shoddy imitation of it
>>45066423Are you a BPD haver?
>>45066438no, why
>>45065812If the internet never existed I would not have gender dysphoria. I gave it to myself, but not voluntarily. All of my actions (and let's face it, external forces) led to this result. I want to be a woman so bad, but I genuinely don't think I'm trans. A lot of trans people and their experiences with dysphoria do sound similar to mine, but I just know I will never be a woman on the inside, and that's what's truly horrible about this whole thing. Any attempt at mimicking womanhood would just be a performance at best for me (and likely a shitty one). What sucks is that I still have AGP though, and have had it years before puberty. I don't know what to do. Pandora's Box has been opened. I am so disillusioned with my birth gender at this point, but I know I have to actually face my problems and fix my life and not take drastic measures like trooning out or suicide. It's just so hard with how lonely it feels and even if I did man up then the world won't love me anyway.
>>45066321Yes, and that is acquired
>>45066540how are your experiences different to people with dysphoria? have you at least tried hrt? if you "had agp for years before puberty" there is no excuse you have to try hrt
>>45066468A common BPDism is having no sense of self
>>45066596Because they are women and I'm just a traumatized fetishist. I'll never pass because of my masculine facial features and massive shoulders. I hit the "It's just a fetish" stage in the cycle of repression again today after playing a new video game that happened to have jiggle physics for the main character. I'm fucking ogling at this female character on my screen. What woman does that? I hate my male gaze so much. At least I respect real life women not to treat them like objects. When a stranger woman assumed I was a rapemonster, I went home and cried. I don't blame her as women are more vulnerable and should be aware of their surroundings, but fuck did I feel hurt. I hate being seen this way. If I troon out, I'll always be a man skinwalking a made up woman who is not even real. If I remain a man, I'm still dead inside.
