i am a cis man whose estrogen came in the mail today
>>45085707good job, tranny
Goon dat clitty
>>45085707I simultaneously wish I was you and hope I never become you.
I pick up my estrogen from the pharamcy like a real man
>>45085707But doesn't taking estrogen automatically mean that you are transitioning, and therefore are not cis?
>>45085707Unless you'll pass, save yourself the horror. It ain't worth it.
>>45085707congrats Nona
hello cis man whose estrogen. are you the original ayaseposter?
I held the front when you were gone, cismoe
No one is brave enough to draw a cis man in a dress with his chest wider than his hips.
>>45085736owned epic style>>45085750no, that's what they want you to think. I'm using estrogen to help me get better skin, hair, and softer features for cosplay reasons>>45085755bit too late for that>>45085809hello, anon i hope you're doing well qq>are you the original ayaseposter?i am and the file names changed bc im on a different phone w a sim card now:oooo>>45085859omgggg it's cismoid hruuuualso im sorry for being mean to you a cpl weeks ago;;>>45085903lowk gigatrvke but ayase is cute regardless
>>45085707welcome back and congrats on getting your hrt again!! I hope you can rest easy nowRandom question: do u think a transfem could be one of the boys sometimes or do u think their prettiness would distract from all that? what's your experience looking sort of ladylike around some friends?
>>45085999You're so fucking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee. I missed you when you weren't there.I am so glad you 'manned' up and ordered your estrogen. It's not good being passive.I am an mtf looking for a bf. You okay with me? Know anybody? I'm also canadian
>>45085999I always deserve to be treated poorly and i deserve nothing good in life. To be dysgenic is a moral failing.
>>45085859Boymoder eats Gnocchi, circa early 21st century
>>45085707Missed seeing your threads, ever ended up watching Rozen Maiden or what?
>>45085999>no, that's what they want you to think. I'm using estrogen to help me get better skin, hair, and softer features for cosplay reasonsyou were exactly like me when I started HRTt. 7 years HRT and only cosplayed exactly once since I started
>>45087235Ayase isnt a boymoder. He's cism on e
bump
>>45085707I love this artist I jerk off to this boys tummy
Watch any good anime recently? It doesn’t count but I liked My Adventures with Superman
OMG MARCE HII
>>45089262What’s the deal with boy tummy, I’m not a boy I’m a tranny but I find my tummy ugly
>>45085707you don't look like that THOUGH
>>45089354You probably just have self image and confidence issues, your tummy is probably fine
>>45086148omgggg thank you;;also im not sure tbqh, i think it depends on whether or not your friends are closeted faggots ;^;>>45086326awaww wawawa loaded question;;; im too afraid to make friends here so i doubt that we'd be able to get along qq. idk i want to believe that there's someone for everyone>>45086396you got this cismoid even tho you keep running in circles:>>>45087549aaaaaa i watched the first episode last night actually:o my first impressions so far are:>shinku is cool>jun is literally me>jun's sister is super kind and is literally mei also rly enjoyed how the toys came to life and defended jun from the clown plush;; also coming off of fortune's weave, i need something to tide me over until 2027 so i think i'll be watching rozen maiden and cpl other animes until then>>45087726okie but like i have plansssss. i wanna go to college in order to learn sewing and making your own clothing>>45089264nO:<< although i kinda wanna get back into garupan since it's been a while since i've last watched the new ovas >.>>>45089333hiiiii popapo hruuuu i hope ur ok>>45089356can we kiss now
>>45090811I'm doing well, lot's of style points.glad u r back. How did you do during the days you wasn't around?
>>45090811Can i talk abt something not related to my chronic existential torment
>>45085707no such thing as a man on hrt you are a repressed tranny
>>45091644Stfu. Cis men can be on e.
>>45091766repressed/self hating tranny, whatever you want to call it girl
>>45091775GET OUT!
>>45092297self hate/repressing tranny spotted
>>45090903that's good to hear:> im glad that you've been doing well>How did you do during the days you wasn't around?i was doing okay;; but it was nice not having to worry about replying to ppl ngl>>45091635yes you can cismoid r u ok>>45091644wrong. i know what i am and it's a not a tranny. unironically if i could switch between masculine and feminine identities with a matching body i definitely would. imagine the characters i could play on stage,,,,
>>45092679I'm very sad ans my computer is a bit fucked so i'll have to do maintenance on it and i hate doing labour.Realistically its like 1.5hours of work but im just completely nonfunctional.Also i decided to get on hrt but i dont have money for it rn so eeeetoo erm...
>>45092679>i was doing okay;; but it was nice not having to worry about replying to ppl nglThis lmfaooooooooo. Making threads feels so bad cause sometimes you feel you have to respond.
>>45092741waaaaahhh im sorry to hear that ;^; idk how to help but i know that you'll get it done eventually as someone who keeps putting things off until i'm forcing myself to do them. i hope also u find a way to live and maybe get on hrt>>45092889thank you omg. it's even harder sometimes when you don't know how to respond</3
>>45092679>wrong. i know what i am and it's a not a tranny. anon i know you're hung up about labels but I can convince that labels don't matter. >>>/cgl/ouG/>>45092679>i definitely would. imagine the characters i could play on stage,,,,It's called takarazuka revuet. 7 years+ HRT but still says that I "only take HRT to be cuter" to people etc even though apparently i am too femalebrained to them and might be as a woman, probably internalized misogyny.
>>45093477ha 4chan cannot into catalog links with a uppercasestupid old yotsuba software formatting>>>/cgl/oug>>>/cgl/10952544I mean some female cosplayers do likeexclusively male characters like https://www.instagram.com/_hakkencoser_/
>>45085707i want you dead. i deserve it more than you, stupid cissoid
>>45093561Then get on it? Screaming at another person will not make your situation bettr
Hello cis man on estrogen I hope u are doing well today!!
>>45093442I basically just need to reinstall windows on a new drive(already bought) and clean it and replace thermal paste and then download one of those funny fanmade patchwd that debloats windows.Its genuinely an hour tops
>>45085707go team, am happy for you-trans women
I was going to tell a story that really got me mad, but i'm not really that mad anymore so i'm going to tell the story.
>>45093477>labels don't matterthey rly don't and im tired of ppl trying to force me into their little boxes>:( i am who i am and i simply happen to like feminine thingsalso thank you for linking those threads:> i'm enjoying browsing through the ouji thread specifically;;>takarazuka revuealso super cool and looking into it rn. i also see they wear military uniforms and ough......>>45093533saving for later>>45093561come kill me yourself coward>>45094140hi jellyfish poster ToT i am doing well today!!! i hope you are tooo>>45094158u can do it cismoid just believe in yourself. otherwise you can think of it as getting it over with>>45094485;w;i would've loved to have heard it
>>45094569Ok i will tell but i don't remember it correctly, since it was yesterday and i have weak memory, and the story is kinda short.So during school timeout i saw a dog, a very cute one, keep in mind that it was a stray dog, so i went to pet it.But a group of 6 girls came in then 1 girl said.>ehhh boy you don't know who you're messing with, you better stop petting my dog.1. Point:Wdym your dog, it's a stray it don't have a master.2. Point:WHO ARE YOU.When that happened i just dipped out without thinking much about it, only when i got home i got really mad like what causes ppl to act like this, but i 'm not mad anymore.
Cismoe can i ask u smth
oh, you're back.if you're staying long enough I'll be bumping your threads in a month or so since I'll have plenty of time recovering from srs.>>45093477>t. 7 years+ HRT but still says that I "only take HRT to be cuter" to peopleeven longer than that and i'm getting the snip.i'm just not fembrained tho. like at all.t. that 'czech' femboy anon
>>45085707Return of the king?! °○°>estrogen to help me get better skin, hair, and softer features for cosplay reasonsWho do you want to cosplay?>>45092741>Also i decided to get on hrt but i dont have money for it rn so eeeetoo ermHow do u even afford duta and min if u cant buy hrt? Ain't no way ur euro health care covers it, terfisland didn't do shit for mine even though mpb is fate worse tham death for sub 5's
>>45096411NTA but duta is cheap. It's like 10 euros a month in my country.Min can also be gotten cheaply (and OTC too).
>>45094569>im tired of ppl trying to force me into their little boxes>:(Well for me, it is clear that even though i larp as "i only take hrt for mental effects and soft skin", it is clear to any bystander that (secretly) I really yearn to be viewed as a woman even though, according to them I misgender myself too often.I also dont mind the label "woman" maybe if I am viewed by society as a woman, i would be much more normal about everything>i also see they wear military uniforms and ough......OH NO WHAT HAVE I DONE /sWell i glad to show you things that might interest you and you seem to be liking it
>>45094899wooow they sound rude wth>>45095821hello cismoid yes you can>>45096151oh myyy, i'm honoured, czech femboy who got srs>>45096411maybe:')) i'm still feeling a bit burnt out but we'll seee>Who do you want to cosplay?there are a bunch but the one that drives me the most is zenos yae galvus lmaoaoaoao there's also louis guibern aaaand a cpl of ocs i wanna bring to life>>45096448ur def fembrained and i think ur being a bit too hard on yourself desu. just give yourself a chance, anona ToT>OH NO WHAT HAVE I DONE /si looove military uniforms so it immediately caught my attention LMOaoa>Well i glad to show you things that might interest you and you seem to be liking itunironically thank you bc this is genuinely the most interesting thing i've been shown in a while<3
>>45097320> ur def fembrainedi barely talked to you yet you manage to come to this conclusion. what tells did i even gave to you?>>Well i glad to show you things that might interest you and you seem to be liking it>unironically thank you bc this is genuinely the most interesting thing i've been shown in a while<3i have been a lurker of your threads for 6 months give or take because i kept being rangebanned and yet you say that what a random passerby offered to you is the most interesting thing in a while?i barely even try and yet that was your response
Im a cis man and my sports bra is chaffing me
>>45097428:pi was just being nice since your typing style doesn't really give off man vibes but regardless i don't think that i want to talk about this anymore. have a good rest of your week>>45097430oh nooooo thats so sad
>>45098116sorry that I scared you in the first place.though the question remains, I didn't mean to be that threatening but I was tying it out on my phone, so it comes out like that.About the first question: I am simply curious but my reply doesn't seem to indicate that was the case. I don't frequent your threads too much because I was constantly on rangebans. yet you still deduced that I might be fembrained.What signs did i show so you ended up coming down to that conclusion?Second question: I really should rephrased "i barely even try and yet that was your response" it doesn't comes of as harsh.Like, still, your threads has been up for quite some time. Yet whatever meager things I have to offer genuinely interests you. I didn't even had to try that hard to impress you, what kind of regulars do frequent your thread if that was the case?Anyways I understand that you're upset and if you're that annoyed with myself, you can simply not answer this reply and I would be okay with it.Anyways I apologise in advance for upsetting you. I was struck with a heatstroke when I typed that out so my words might not come out the way I originally wanted. Be seeing you around!
>>45097320Not the pulp fiction belly!
>>45097320>who got srsnot yet. in about a month.
>>45098487again, i was just being nice and didn't want to come off as rude. it's not rly that serious. also a lot of peoples interactions itt can be summed up like picrel. it's like they're not even listening to "me" in the first place and instead are putting words into my mouth. no i don't want an abusive boyfriend, no i don't want to be chained up and beaten, no i don't want to be a hedonistic, sex-addicted, gay anime sissy. i just want to be myself and have a partner whom i can take on the whole world with. i want to walk alongside them instead of being dragged along or dragging them along.>>45099767whoooooopppspspspspsppsps lmao
>>45101303forgot to actually share the pic i wanted to show but this is what i mean and how it feels
>>45101303>>45101312Yeah people will attach their own fantasies to yours, not much you can do about it
>>45085707but are you a femboy for straight men or for gay men?
>>45101560mm, unironically one of my biggest blackpills desu. could be worse, but i don't mind remaining single for the rest of my life if that's the case>inb4 just settlenooo, do you know how much of a bad idea that is? i would not only be hurting myself, but the person i settled for as well. i don't want to have to put someone through that and waste both of our times>>45101630>femboylmfaooooo that's so funny but i'm doing it for myself actually
>>45102302>lmfaooooo that's so funny but i'm doing it for myself actuallyNo but I mean which one do you look like
>>45097320>hello cismoid yes you canI wanna try to practice illustration and get good at it because the lack of any goals in my life is making me want to kill myself.Downside: Probably will fail. Not really passionate about it anyway or to begin with. Or about anything else really..I hate being alive idk how to change that.
>>45102492He looks like neither desu. More like a plain girly boy. He posted pics once a while back.
>>45101303alright then. be seeing you around these parts. i sometimes can't really read the room.maybe next time around i could be more receptive of you and not doing what you have described.
>>45102492neither, actually. i just look like a man with long hair>>45102759sometimes you have to force yourself and just get it over with desu. start with smth small or light and keep going>>45102975yeaaah, have a good one and i hope you'll have a good evening too
>>45104203Do u rly think i have it in me to become proficient in anything at all?
>>45105544you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. u might as well try, even if u suck at least you did something productive and creative with your time, and that's a good thing regardless. i believe in u cismoid
>>45105959I lack inherent belief in myself in every way imaginable.I just have no confidence and i don't know why.I'm judt miserable and scared at the time.I promise to try cismoe.
>>45085707i am also a cis man who is currently in possesion of estrogen. hru?
bvmp
>>45085707hey do u mind if i post with the cis man taking hrt tag lineim also one but this is like ur thing so i dont wanna intrude on it
>>45105998ur fine cismoid>>45106043based, proud of you anon>hru?i'm okay ;w; i might be coming down with a cold though</3 i hope you've been doing well this week>>45107177on one hand, i feel like it'd be okay if you formatted it in your own, distinct way, but on the other hand it's embarrassing bc i've seen people mistake other cmoes for me;; i dunnnoooooo
where did you order it
>>45104203>"i just look like a man with long hair">posts a femboy for straight menmany such cases
>>45085707>>45085859if you can, you two should look for something to do with your life besides entertaining a bunch of degenerates
>>45109038the pharmacy two provinces away of course:3 thanks to my status thingy i only have to pay ~$50 for shipping>>45109385and the problem is...? i never claimed to be a femboy, tranny, of anything else other than being a cis man on hrt>>45109563very true anon. alas entertaining degenerates is all i know ;w; also i don't have anywhere else to go
>>45110146just call him with the his preferred pronouns omg, is that so hard for someone begs to be called their preferred pronouns??
Can I squirt your titmilk into my morning cereal
>>45085999>no, that's what they want you to think. I'm using estrogen to help me get better skin, hair, and softer features for cosplay reasonsokay this is kind of hot, i don't know how to feel about this.
Daily reminder that OP is a washed out nigger with turd nipples. He wishes he was pretty pink and white with translucent pale nipples like me.
>>45110146“Why do u keep throwing out my clothes >:o”
>>45085707no, you're a glowie spreading slow destruction
>>45110459it depends on the person anona>>45110483yes, you may squirt my nonexistent breast milk all over your cereal (shreddies clear btw)>>45110841you are gaylike genuinely>>45111158and despite it all, i'll still be more human than you>>45111617wrong, and i actually have an appointment next week and im thinking of asking for a referral for electrolysis bc i hate the feeling of a hair growing on my face
>>45112235You are based. Following the example that you don't have to have angst to take HRT. Why can't more people be like you?
>>45112235>you are gay>like genuinelyis it gay to compliment your homie on his now-girly face and how soft he's getting, and offer to clap his cheeks?baka can't have anything in this woke country
any irl pics?
i hate getting colds bro>>45112296i rly don't mean to be desu;; i am literally just doing my own thing lmfao>>45114207it is VERY gay, yes. even gayer than admitting your love to another man>>45114460i posted a cpl irl pics before;; might do an update thingy if i don't forget ;w;
>>45115829Post vocaroo
>>45085707How often do you bottom, op?
>>45117973what do you want me to say? my voice is kinda fucked up atm so i dont rly mind saying smth random:o>>45118673i don't bottom because i am not a sexhaver>:((no but fr last time, it hurt feeling my bf's cock entering me even though we prepared and used a ton of lube lmfao felt like i was being STABBED
>>45120150>it hurt feeling my bf's cock entering me even though we prepared and used a ton of lube lmfao felt like i was being STABBEDpoor OP having a frigid ass
>cismoe isn't an anal virginWtf
>>45120150>it hurt feeling my bf's cock entering me even though we prepared and used a ton of lube lmfao felt like i was being STABBEDand they call me weird for getting srs, lol
>>45120703I doubt srs will hurt less than regular anal
>>45120150How'd you get a bf?
>>45120150nona you need to practice with toys for a billion years before the real thing doesn't hurt
>>45120723Will find out soon.Initially I'm sure it'd hurt more. But long term I just want to be rid of anal prep.
>>45121286now you have fleshwound prep which sounds way more work.Besides, seeing a dick turned into a clitty while getting it from the back has its charm imo
>>45120286>>45120830i'm sorry:<<< if I manage to ever get a real life bf again i'll be sure to practice>>45120381yeah...? i said before that i had a bf during high school and that we were close. hell, we even crossdressed for halloween once in 2018>>45120780>How'd you get a bf?family friend introduced us after i started attending a boarding school;; we get along pretty quickly iirc? it also helped that we were both enjoyed playing similar games and anime. eventually the family friend cryptically told me "he likes you" one evening after school. yadda yadda, some confusion, apprehension, and guilt later, we were pretty much dating. kinda embarrassing bc our mutual friends would start teasing and smiling at us>>45120703BASED, i kinda wanna do the same except that i want to get nullo surgery and become a eunuchmaxxer
>>45122850Why nullo surgery? Can’t you just get orchi or even zero depth srs? Sorry, just curious since I haven’t heard many people getting that sort of operation.
>>45121442>now you have fleshwound prepNo, anon. That's not how this works, don't be an idiot.>seeing a dick turned into a clitty while getting it from the back has its charmSure, I can see that pov. But please see mine as well.The kind of SRS I'm going for basically does turn the tip of my dick into a clitty so I can rub it while I'm getting fucked.>>45122850>nullo surgery and become a eunuchmaxxerThought about it but eventually discarded the option.If I'm rearranging my dick, might as well get some benefit from the whole ordeal. Anal prep is too much of a chore.Any form of SRS is ultimately eunuchmaxxing, but I still want to be sexual.
>>45090811>garupanwtf same, i've been thinking about it these days but the last time i saw the anime was das finale 2 in 2020 and ribbon warrior, mllsd manga in 2021. i want to catch up soon though (probably not soon)
>>45085707> cis man> estrogenpick oneyou’re a tranny nona, embrace the light
>>45125754Cis men produce estrogen in their bodies
i love waking up to no electricity>>45124227>Why nullo surgery?mmmm....mmmmMMMMMMthe quick and easy answer is that i want to become a living doll/toy thanks to my obsession with said dolls and toysthe long and hard answer is that i don't feel all that human and can't really relate or integrate with others. i always felt some sort of disconnect between myself and those around me (including online), plus i don't really enjoy the idea of penetrative sex all that much either.>>45124613thank you for the insight, anon. desu, i'm still kind of debating whether or not i should get nullo or srs. either option would basically serve the same function, no?>>45125517saaame, i think i stopped after the bc freedom vs oorai match? i remember that and the chi-ha-tan match pretty vividly at least>ribbon warriorvery good spin-off imo. my favourite character had to be kafka, but i really enjoy hime-cuts so i might be a little bit biased >.>>>45125754people keep saying this shit and i don't rly appreciate it. i am not trolling when i say that i would genuinely enjoy looking and being perceived as a woman while retaining my male identity and pronouns
>>45125810Not to the level of picrel they don’t
>>45085707At least you’re a hrtrepper, you’re still retarded but you won’t John50 and rope when you finally wake upsending tranny hope you end up looking like picrel
>>45122850>i'm sorry:<<< if I manage to ever get a real life bf again i'll be sure to practiceReading your other stuff, it seems that you are basically asexual, or may be would get off with srsussy I guess.
>>45127663>hrtrepperwhat am I repressing, though? if i had short hair, more muscles, and was distraught over my situation, then yes, i would probably agree. i'm not though, because i know i am a cis man on hrt who happens to enjoy feminine things>>45128290honestly yeah that could be the case. idm oral or using my hands but that's about it:<
>>45126782>either option would basically serve the same function, no?all forms of (nullo, low depth and ppt/suporn/pi) are ultimately eunuchmaxxing, yes.however, standard srs keeps the option of using the new/rearranged equipment for sexual purposes too, which i appreciate.but then again, I do enjoy penetrative sex, as long as I'm the one being penetrated.this will be a challenge. i gotta stay unfucked for at least 3 months after srs. it will be a looong three months period.
happy monday guys
wonder if OP resumes his habit of making a weekly thread every Monday or this was just a one-off checking in.
>>45130548i see, sankyuu and good luck on your journey>>45132778gay>>45134886idk im kinda tired of posting ayase plus i take too long to reply xdif i can find a way to mix it up or something then yeah i probably will continue
>>45085707only trannies take hrt
>>45136224anyone can take hrt fuck off
