I don’t pass. I’m already too old to begin my transition, and I refuse to lie to myself with the cheap platitude that "everyone is valid." I wish I could meet beauty standards, I don’t want to be a girl if it means being ugly, so I’ve decided to find peace by trying to be a handsome man. I’ve been going to the gym for two years, and I try to take good care of my hair and skin. For the past year, I’ve been dating an MtF who is two years younger than me and was able to start her transition before turning 18; I do everything I can to support her transition, and I’m always ready to help her friends, too, one of them even lived with us for seven months after being kicked out of her home.I will never be a woman, so I will dedicate my life to ensuring that other MtF don’t end up like me
>>45108922im with u except i'm much weakeralso handsome husband moding but i take e i hope you find joy nona, you sound really selfless, but if this ship is destined to burn i hope you do the right thing for yourself even if u need to hide it from others