how do you deal with being an ugly degenerate who will never fit in with others because everyone hates you because you suck to be around?is there a way to just stop being me other than killing myself? (too hard and i don't have access to high success rate methods like a gun)
>>45108981It depends... Why do you suck to be around?
>>45108984i stink im lazy and i don't really have anything interesting to say. all i can talk about is how ugly i am and how much i suck. im not really good at anything either.
answer me you faggots this is what you were made for
asaposters are retarded next question
>>45108989So the pessimism is scaring people away?
>>45109178it's Eri not Asa
>>45108981>how do you deal with being an ugly degenerate who will never fit in with others because everyone hates you because you suck to be around?Just bee yourself nona, you don't have a choice.You will never please other people completely, so even if you try, you will fail. So just learn to live with the friction of being you and a world that doesn't accept you.It all doesn't matter in the end anyway, but I know the pain you feel is real. Just try to cope the best you can. Do your favorite thing, drink a cup of water, listen to your mind chatter...
>>45109185i guess it is yes. i do have a few friends and a boyfriend, all online of course. my friends aren't close and they never really text me first or like go out of their way to spend time with me. i can't tell if my boyfriend genuinely likes me because he has literally never seen me (we've known each other for like 2-3 years or something, im terrible at remembering things.) other than him and my like 3 friends, everyone else has either made fun of me at a distance or just directly infront of my face. my friends and my boyfriend say that im "a very sweet girl" but i don't really believe them, as negative as i am about myself i try to be nice to others. it's just the bare minimum it's not like i go around donating to charities and saving babies or something im not an exceptionally nice person. i kinda made this post so that someone would tell that im horrible and that i should kms and now i am incredibly disappointed with the results. fucked up.
>>45108981I think you don't sound bad at all. You seem like you need stronger connections with people, especially in person. You have friends and somebody who loves you, even if it's not in person, which says that you have a duty to stick around for them. If something bothers you with them, bring it up and say "Hey, I wish you would initiate sometimes." If they ignore you, then they weren't your friend and there will be somebody else that is a real one instead.
>>45108981Idk I have no friends and no boyfriend anymore
Nature often does not reward its denizens with procreation. It is not a moral failing. Life is hard.You are mortal and no matter your contributions great or small, eventually you will be forgotten.Consider for a moment what life is, what opportunities it avails you, and how very much it doesn't match any vision sold to you in an ad.The urgency, the failure, the shame, are all things sold to the young to beat a fire under them so they run into the meat grinder of society or into a ditch.Relax.
>>45110889They all both the same tho
>>45111458don't even joke
>>45110953>has literally never seen me Visit that man right now
>>45111733i am not stepping foot in Bulgaria not even for him im pretty sure killing trannies is legal there
>>45112240Why hasn't he come to you / can't find a bf in your country?
do whatever you want fuck what others think
>>45112254we're too poor, he is saving and should be visiting next year tho. and i can't find a boyfriend irl because no one likes me irl cuz i don't speak cuz im retarded
