I ruin everythingI'm sorryMy life is a giant oscillating wave of highs and lows I can't get off of.I run away from friends and loved ones. I am trying to stop. I don't know what the fuck my problem is.I don't know why I'm like this.I'm on strong meds and am in therapy. I'm trying to be positive and be kind. I'm trying.I'm so weak and I hate myself for it.
Be more patient with yourself you're trying hard.
>>45111199i like your cat image nonado you have any others like it? also, things get better, the insidious part is we don't know it's happening till we're looking backim proud of you for trying, that makes you stronger than i will ever be
>>45111199stop thinking, start living100% of people that think go on to die, think about it (consider this your first test)
>>45111823i have a lot of Garfield pictures if that's anything. Thank you for your kind words>>45111909I'm trying to stop. Unfortunately part of my problem is PTSD stuff so I think a lot about things I don't want to. And honestly compared to a lot of people I've talked to I've been though relatively little and its part of why I feel so weak and hate myself for it
