>be me>drinkan>playan vidya>play batrider>play as shorty>damn she fine as fuck>wait>thats it>im not the girl>i am supposed to fuck the girl>as a shootan game wizird and a man i am supposed to be the man>i am supposed to go to wari see now. in wine there is truth and the truth is i am faketrans as fuck and using it to cope with my hopelessness of never getting the tomboy gf of my dreams. this is fucking awful man why did i ever do this. same thing with pretending im gay. no im just too subby to take what i want. i need friends who will take me to the gym again and show me how to be a man. i dont even think im joking this time it seriously feels like ive been faking the past year.
>>45113618Have you been transitioning? Sorry I can't tell. There are several reasons why I haven't done it. The reoccurring male fantasy of dying (for the right cause) is one of them.
ok now im playing doj and remembering the time i wore something like picrel to the arcade and how gud it felt to be wearing what i wanted while playing doj, a game i love. im so confused now. there is an alternative universe where i am a transbian. i want this but i dont. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck>>45113649kind of. ive been on hrt for a handful of months>The reoccurring male fantasy of dying (for the right cause) is one of them.this is so bvsed keep on keepin on brotha
>>45113682ok so after some thought the truth in the wine is that all i want is an femboy4tomboy loving relationship. i will financially support her and do my very best to be emotionally supportive but this is the ideal. i know im a fucking incel fuck for wanting this and i should settle for a man and frankly men are kinda hot but i could never write or sing a love song to a man. it has to be a woman. how do you accept the impossible will just not happen again? i had another tomboy who couldve very well become my gf but i blew it HARD so now this is where i am. how do you get tarred and feathered in current year?
>>45113824ok after some MORE thought i cannot be looking for a partner that checks off arbitrary fetishistic boxes. i just need to find my person. i cannot keep the oneitis going with this girl i knew for three months and treated like shit. jts unhealthy and creepy and weird. whoever comes along in my life that i hit it off with i will be forever grateful for. i gave up the tomboy because i got too picky. now i need to apply the lesson i learned and be along for the ride.
