i wish i had people to do ketamine with :(being new in a new city with no friends sucks, i know im cooked because i cant even make friends of fucking tagmap
theres more to life than drugs you know
>>45113689yea human connection, thats what the ketamine is to cope with lacking
Is the new city california? West coast?
>>45113771seattle
>>45113782damn. if things were just a little different I could go see you. im in sf
>>45114027damn and i just moved from SF :(
>>45114059rip. did u get ket in sf? I need a hookup
>>45114063idk i just order it on the dwbut i know people in SF who buy it, idk try asking around
>>45114075I don't really know anybody in sf. im kinda a homebound neet
>>45114088then the dw is great, right to your door, thats where picrel is from
>>45113661Is ketamine really that good? My friend calls it trans girl catnip but she's a little sketchy anyway and I'm kinda a good girl type I only drink and smoke weed sometimes
>>45114104woah cool its disguised. Maybe if I get desperate ill do that. Ive always wanted to try k. I really liked DXM as a teenager
Please dont do ketamin, its very dangerous
>>45114119>Is ketamine really that good?It made me realise humans are made of atoms. As in, i could see the atoms in all people, that we are made of star dust. I dont recommend it
>>45114141humans are made of hatred and sadness
>>45114152I didnt see that. I saw atoms, and star dust. Oh you mean irl, then yeah, thats true.
>>45114119i like it but i like the comfort of dissociating so ymmvits a lot of fun with other people u trust and like tho, i miss doing it with my ex>>45114122haha yeah its probably not worth it but i paid the little extra fee for stealththe powdered form is disguised too, i love the whimsy of the stealth packaging
>>45114133dw i have a rule to not let myself do it more than twice a month to prevent any issues
im in portland i want to do k with you
>>45114178Ok thats very disciplined i hope things improve so you don't have to rely on that horrible drug, godspeed
>>45114187yea my ex's ex had bladder issues so i dont fuck around with bladder damageand yeah i hope to stop long term, but for now its what i got/need
>>45114168Ia the stealth packaging your pic?
>>45114199yea
>>45113782wtf you mean you can’t find other trannies to do k with in seattle? Litteraly go to one of the kremlin shows or cal a park and chat up other trannies and 9/10 they’ll do it with you. I don’t know if they still go to the pony bar, but that was another place on tuesdays they’d meet up. You’d only struggle if you were cis.Also quit k.
>>45114198>bladder issuesFuuuuuuuuuuuuuHow much ket are you kids smashing? I remember doing a few grams here and there, but the stories these days are scaryNo one even knew it could cause bladder issues years ago. Man, i havent found a drug i like, i need love.I did mdma with a guy and it felt like love. But then come down felt like a break up. Fuck. Come downs. Does ket give comes down, i forget?
>>45114208God damn thats dangerous, the butterfly is a great touch.Can you get mdma on the dark web?
>>45114217>does k crashyes
>>45114216idk im new to the city, and i dont get read as visibly trans, im post ffs and post srs, though i think most trannies can voiceclock methat advice is good though, ill give those a shot
I'm in Seattle I've never done ket recreationally
>>45114216As a brit this is the most crazy post ive read in a while, the thought of just making friends out in the wild...
>>45113661how does ket compare to dxm as a dissociativet. have only done dxm bc can't find ket where I am
>>45114229>im post ffs and post srs>still doing hard drugs to disassociate Looks like there is no hope for any of us
>>45114232seattle is the tranny mecca. Once you network you unlock a lot of circles. They’re also majority furries and furry adjacent so openly friendly if you’re not a cop sucker.
>>45114243transitioning solves dysphoria. you still have to treat isolation and depression
>>45114247im not a cop sucker but i am a software engineer working, so a lot of the leftist anti AI trannies dont like me
>>45114247I went to New York and that was friendly, Seattle must be cool, i saw a documentary on homelessness there, which was sad.Its kinda weird to think there are people just allowed to walk around and live their life and be happy
>>45114258you’ll connect with the IT trannies. Go find the local tranny hacker club and start there.
>>45114253That should be straightforward though? Because you can pass. Are you extroverted?I think if i was a passoid id just find a husband and lock him down but i am but a ogre hon
>>45114261Seattle (and LA for that matter) at least make an attempt to support and aid the homeless, so there’s a lot of transients that travel there for help. There was also the covid incident where people thought they didn’t have to pay rent, but when judgment day came, they lost their homes.
>>45114274i’m a passoid (asian) introverted. Codependency sucks now that im older. I find community through gaming circles.
>>45114274im introvertedidk my voice still isnt great, and i dont think most men want a tranny, and i dont just want to have sex with themdream would be t4t but none of the ftm people i messaged on tagmap responded to me
>>45114277I only know the Collateral was set in LA and that film made it look like a really cool but edgy city.I also remember south park did an episode where they tried to get all the homeless to go to California. Also Seattle is where Fraser is set.Id love to visit one day but worried as a non american non passer id get detained, and then the British media would run a story laughing at me for being in a camp
>>45114282>i’m a passoid (asian)......How tall are you?
>>45114230what are you like and do you want to
>>45114290you could claim asylum from terf island
>>45114286>and i dont think most men want a trannyI thought American men were more open minded. From the posts here, even red state men would date a tranny. It isnt super common but it can happen.Dating whilst trans in the UK is like burning your hand with burning oil, having no finger prints, then trying to use a dating app on your phone in the rain, it just makes whats already shit, worse
>>45114286lots of (respectable) chasers exist especially if you’re cute. t4t is plenty in seattle and portland.>>45114290>get all the homeless to CAthis is a real thing other states do; they’ll pay their homeless a train ticket to Cali so they don’t linger in their own states, instead of helping them.>get detainedjust stay away from ice and you’ll usually be okay, but preferably wait until ice is abolished/reduced.>>45114295>how tall5’9”
>>45114308i mean theyll have sex with one but i dont think many will date one or marry one, they want kids and to not be embarrassed by who theyre dating when they tell their family
>>45114302I looked into this, the guvment have been very careful to avoid what Russia did, they have maneuvered around international law.So technically we are still legally recognised. Can we use hospitals, shelters, etc? No. But on paper we have rights. So its still classed as a safe country
>>45114312>5’9”Thank you, i mentally said to myself if it was 5'6 or lower i would self harm, now i wont self harm
>>45114314I see. I wanted to say "good to know things are shit there too", but it isn't good to know, im sorry.I hate all men, i wish that the evil, murderous billionaires would use their cold, faceless propaganda machine to make straight men date us
>>45114323i used to struggle heavily with dysphoria and SI, but i got better with therapy and meditation. You can get better too nona, i believe in you.
>>45114331We're all gonna make it
>>45114312>wait until ice is abolished/reducedbut then America would rapidly turn into a shithole and there would be no point in coming here if you already live in a first world country
>>45114349>vs living in UK as a trannyyeah okay, enjoy terf island then
>>45114356UK is a shithole specifically because of their lack of border enforcement
>>45114368I’m not interested in arguing someone that gets their information from news media alone, instead of looking at the data on this stuff. You’ll believe what reaffirms your world view. Good day.
>>45114377I never look at the news
>>45114368The UK is a shithole because the people in charge are raiding the Treasury then turning the ignorant, peasant serfs against one another.Native brits are human scum btw
>>45114389I don't see how that's incompatible with what I said
>>45114182im in portland i want to do mdma with you
>>45114445where
>>45114433Blaming immigrants, when immigrants have treated me far better than white British. Fucking hate racism
>>45114498and I fucking hate being FORCED to live in proximity to people who commit significantly more crime and have lower IQs
>>45114449se portland
>>45114526Yeah i already said i hate white British people, no need to repeat me
>>45114548there are plenty of places with zero whitesthere are no places devoid of niggers and jeets
>>45114548How did a thread about doing ketamine in seattle become about dental niggers on terf island
>>45114572this is what happens when you let euroids speak
>>45114572Im sorry, i didnt mean to derail your thread, ill stop>>45114563Fuck off
>>45114578theyre just jealous that ffs and srs are both free in seattle
>>45114589maybe even ribs and bbl too
>>45114533no way
>>45114729yes way.
im in seattle moved back here a month ago currently unemployed and nothing to do all day but walk around i would say fuck it and try ket with a stranger from the internet but unfortunately i am on antidepressants that might make it dangerous and also im not a trans woman i appear to be a cis male to people but im confused and i dont feel particularly attached to my male identity or gender at all but i dont think im a woman either and im a 27 and ive been severely depressed since adolescence and i have achieved absolutely nothing in my life so far and i dont why im typing at this point i want to connect with someone but i am so depressed that i have to isolate myself from people because i am very depressed and i have to pretend to be a different person so i dont make other people depressed the only times ive felt what i think was gender dysphoria are when i felt like my bodyhair was a disease and that i hate having any facial hair. i sort of miss when i was growing up and i was mistaken for a girl and someone said i was pretty once. i cant tell if this is just vanity or evidence of some deep seated issue i have i dont why this post turned into a tantrum i just dont have anything left but misery and im too afraid to attempt suicide again i dont what im doing here why are people like me around. i don't like thinking about gender dysphoria it makes my chest feel like its clamped in a vice
i feel like im living inside of a vacant person
sorry for crashing out i am obviously not someone who should do drugs
is dying from a combo methamphetamine and fentanyl overdose relatively painless? i am looking at the recently deceased in the king county decedents lists and a lot of people die from combo meth/fent. there are a lot of tall buildings downtown, 7 stories is lethal. if i just get a hardhat and a hiviz vest and a clipboard could i get onto the tall roof of an unimportant building
can i order suicide pills from the dark web
