>Birthday>Supposed to be happy>Crying and feeling awful>Dysphoria at an all time low, considering hrt repping >Another year wasted.
>>45115139just another day
>>45115145I know but it doesnt feel like it. it's been the hardest birthday I think I've ever experienced, I can't stop crying.
>>45115139It's good your dysphoria is low.I also had my birthday recently, and similarly I also felt that another year has been wasted. I think there's many people like usShits fucked
>>45115160no I mean, my dysphoria is BAD. like I'm genuinely tempted to lie to my family and say I'm a cis man. or that I was just "experimenting with gender", or whatever the fuck. I feel so ashamed of myself.
>>45115139this is my favorite purple rabbit
>>45115169I don't know your situation so I can't offer advice. What happens if they know you're trans? Can you hrt rep? Can you move out!
>>45115139Look, nothing I say can make you feel better or help you. But I'm sorry you feel this way and have to go through this. I wish I could make you a bit of birthday food and hug youPlease try to take care of yourself
>>45115210everyone already knows I'm a tranny faggot. unfortunately I never had the choice of staying in the closet.>>45115231thank you, I'll try. I feel fucking awful though.
>>45115139im sorry nona :< dont hrt rep it probably will get better !! and happy birthday get urself a cake :D
>>45115139How many years?>>45115334Why not?
