romance editionQOTT: why even live?prev: >>45102006
>>45115272Anyone have a link to the manmoder gen discord?
>>45115272in hopes of some day achieving childhood dreams and emotional fulfillment >>45115412need
>>45115272it would be a big inconvenience for everyone around me if i did rope so i’ll stay a bit longer i guess
almost didn't do my shot today. this all feels so pointless. i lived a perfectly fine life before. nothing was wrong. now i feel anxiety every day. stopping won't even make me go back to normal though. only way out is through
>>45115580why am i interpreting this as a personal insult
>>45115702well not necessarily personal to me alone but just to manmoders in general
>>45115702i'm sorry i didnt mean it like that
>>45115580or maybe this is meant to be a temptation to people with bdd in which case I think this is a failure bc I have bdd and that is not a very tempting burger
burgissy hypnobamburger sleep
>>45115714it’s okay im weird about interpreting things and just overthinking/shitposting rn bc im neurotic
carnists deserve to be raped to death
>>45115737what is a carnist and how can I tell if I am one and no one deserves that
hi /mmg/. how are you planning to explain to your family why you have tits?
i have no tits hahahaahahah
does you're mom know your gay?
idk desu she asked me few times but I always dodge the question
>>45115272transfeminine tummy
how do you do fellow crackers? i am going to eat big cuts of steak today to piss off the communists
hello fellow whitey today I am going to call a mexican to fix my plumbing then call ice on him so I don't have to pay
>>45116434i hope you get a corncob shoved up your ass like molly tibbets
>>45116438mean >_<
>>45115986seconding
>>45115272dont even know anymore, someone should hatefuck me to death :3
i am openly trans in my private life and only mode in public for strangers and coworkers. how are you fuckers like 30 and still a closet case?
>>45115986I don't
>>45115272unfortunately human instinct is strong, i should have been dead by now but i suck at this shit apparently.thread is off to an awful fucking start
I want to get my friend who builds pc’s to make me a gaming setup but in the shell of an early oughts Macintosh desktop>>45116438this was shitty>>45117085who is that??
empty bed every morning alonealonealoneno hope
>>45117996meant to include picrel
>>45115272I have no reason or futureno shower in 10 days nowbarely gone outside in three weeks
>>45118032find out if your local community has a homeless shelter to volunteer at!
>>45117205that's literally what we're ALL DOING
>>45118082I’m open at work, but still wear maleish clothing bc I’m living at home atm and my family is against it
>>45115272I stole my dad's clothes, drive around really late at night as a man
>>45117205I am visibly trans
i'm visibly a whole ass man
>>45118195Could you choose not to be visibly trans?
>>45118218I'd have to bind and stuff, and even then... idk lol maybe if I stopped hrt for a while
>>45118241I wish I could do it. I only began to have the problem in the last few years. Now people frown at me all the time
chuddy looks like a british terf
>>45118249I get some very polarized looks
>>45115272>QOTTthe real answer is just for myself, always has been always will benothing's really changed after all
>>45118385I wish I could stop it. I don't care what sex I look like. I just can't stop people from thinking I'm a transgender
>>45118082not me, everyone knows im a tranny
wait why did you give yourself gyno anon
hairy knuckles and arms award
Should I get this? $17.99 at old navy
>>45119254it's p nice
why is there not someone in my bed with me sucking on my tits right nowthis sucks
>>45118612embrace it
How do u make ur family accept u and love u and what if their rejection reduced your own self worth to nil
family is a spook
I don't have a family anymore
lol I don't have friends or anyone at all anymore eitheroh well
When my mother sees gay ppl mistreated on tv she decries it but when I try to do anything even slightly feminine she cries
my libtard dad gendered transgender people correctly and was nice about them until i told him i was trans lol
Everyone's woke until their child wants to be happy
>>45119429>>45119445too realI'm feeling so die cis scum right now
>>45115272>QOTTThe only reason I'm still here is fear and not wanting to burden those around me.
must suck having such kind of parentsmine love me
I can't wait for my mom to die so I can finally tell my dad what a piece of shit he was over a beer
>>45119314ty nona I may just get some midwash jeans to wear to a Halloween event instead of a full costume
>>45119508mine are loving but also very conservative and not accepting at all
I'm going to spend yet another Halloween alone in my apartment getting get SO drunk
>>45119700try to see if there’s a local codepink or Halloween drag show near you!!
>>45119713bruh why would I do that, wtf is wrong with you for suggesting either of those
>>45119692I don't really have any family I'm close with but my bf would be sad and my parents wouldn't be happy about the funeral costs
>>45119723i mean i assumed you were mtf for posting in this thread, “bruh” i used to be 2cool for that stuff too but then i just realized that i was coping with how miserable and alone i was and that people at those are super nice
every time you think you've seen the worst namefag in this gen a new one comes along to remind you it can and will ALWAYS get worse
drag shows are lame as fuck thoughbeit
you guys don't even realize that i sustain the universe and if i stop thinking about it for a fraction of a second you'll cease to exist.
invincible is kinda homophobic
>>45119742do you know what a manmoder is?
>>45119807we've all seen haruhi
>>45119824you're kinda homophobic
i thought we were all homophobic and that's why we're transitioning?
im literally gay
does anyone remember ****?
>>45119837yes but why would that bar you from going to a drag show? yk you don’t have to participate you can just enjoy it
>>45119931why would I enjoy that? what are you? what are you doing here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_QydNXI_ok
fuck my faggot retard life
>>45119931I used to work in drag clubs like the one in the movie Birdcage
>>45120042was that not insanely dysphoria-inducing?
>>45120045No I totally enjoyed it. I just got tired of eventually and moved on
dubs i kill myselfsingles i also kill myself
>>45119953bigo bitcho lolon a serious note I used to avoid stuff like that too but I enjoy it now>>45120042>>45120056that sounds really cool nona!>>45120146trips u live
disregard that I suck cocks
who the fuck are all these new people?
>>45120225federal agents
>>45120209please fuck off and quit copying and pasting my trip
>>45120242no u GET THE FUCK OUT
>>45120239nah i've been assigned to this gen for years and nobody told me anything about new agents.
>>45120253fine I’ll stop tripfagging nona
i want to be held :(
I'm never holding anyone ever again
I'm not new I'm an og mmg poster
>>45120310get new material
>>45120301and you're bald also
>>45120340
alcohol poisoning isn't real, you can drink as much alcohol as you want.
>>45120347don't die>>45120364god I wish
shit really hasn't been going well for me for the last like 10 years
you and the rest of the world
I need to man up
woman up skirt up
I nut up
that's my pugga
maybe I'll wear something gay for halloween and take pictures but not go out or post them or share them with anyone
>>45121016i've wanted to do this for a while but haven't found the courage
>>45115272Why would anyone want to man mode? Why would anyone want to take estrogen, then dress up like a man?
>>45121060it's comfier, and I don't pass anyway
>>45121070So you do it just because you want to cuz of your looks?
>>45121060much to think about
>>45121060It's a joke bro we take estrogen ironically, to make fun of the troons
>>45121086No I'm not believe in that.I don't know why you do it but it's weird.
>>45121076well I don't think of myself as a woman or identify as one, and it would feel weird and uncomfortable to try to force that just for the sake of conforming with sex/gender stereotypes because I'm taking estrogen and have changed my body - so I think if even if I did pass I would stick with this (and that's not necessarily true of everyone here)
>>45121060i'd look disgusting if i didn't, and people would beat the shit out of me on the street :c
>>45121095Most transgender women I know want to look like women. They don't pass well, yet try their best to look like women
I hate moids I hate being a moidI daydream all day about being a woman and then I cope until I forget for a while and then I see a real woman outside and get upset again
>>45121115ok? I'm some kind of tranny or enby freak or something, but I'm not a woman
>>45121110hey thats me >_<
>>45121101Well where do you live, what country?
>>45121119So, you don't want to be a woman?
>>45121130I like having a body that's a bit more like a woman's than it used to be and I still experience some dysphoria related to that, but overall no not really
>>45121140I settle for being a woman, but I really like to have the body of a really well built strong super tough guy. But I know it's a fantasy
i hate men lowk
invincible really is just american dbz
attention seeking whores all of you
>>45121124south eastern US. i almost got hatecrimed once when i tried to girlmode already
>>45121216yes, and?
>>45121060it’s a way to avoid unwanted attention generally, it’s comfy, and, in my case, it keeps my parents off my back
>>45121218that fucking sucks, are you trying to find a way to gtfo? I know it's not easy or in some cases feasible at all to just uproot and go somewhere safer or more accepting
>>45121218what state? ms here i almost got jumped by redneck/wigger guys in jackson ms for girlmoding
I'm in a blue state and I've still had people try to start fights or outright threaten to beat or kill me in manmode
>>45121169>>45121195>>45121216What the heck is wrong with you?>>45121218in Oregon no one gives a shit what you look like.I wanted to look like a real rasculine. i was a little hulkster as a kid. My body just couldn't do the masculine act well
>>45121120hello 37881
>>45121255cuz you manmode?I used to get put on all the time for presenting too manish
people just open doors for me
wait, is the weird STT boomer back?
not a fan of Jews desu
>>45121259>in Oregon no one gives a shit what you look like.see >>45121255>>45121283because the effects of the hormones are visible despite my still dressing like a manwtf am I reading lol
>>45121230i'm not. even if i did move somewhere better, i wouldn't let myself girlmode since i'm a revolting neverpasser anyways>>45121245central/northern florida. the nature is really pretty here atleast
>>45121296If dressed like a woman it wouldn't happen
>>45121309>If dressed like a woman it wouldn't happenyou mean if I dressed like a woman? why? I would be even more gender-non-conforming, standing out more and attracting more negative attention (and I wouldn't want to, anyway)incoherent bs
>>45121218probably your fault. stop provoking them
>>45121320Where I live, if you dress like a woman people know that you at least want to be a woman and they wouldn't beat you up. They might laugh at you, but they would never going to hit you. They'd only beat you up, if you try to look manly, when you're not
studies have shown that the "victims" are actually at fault in 80% of crimes.
>>45121324this
>>45121361where do you live? for some strange reason, I just don't think that's true
i only say that because the last time i met up with one of you mfs all i got was pretend punches thrown in my face and being called a pussy for flinching and indian rug burns
>>45121384Well, I thought about cutting my hair but my biggest fear is that some men will really make fun of me and "maybe" get aggressive with me.as long as I have my hair long, look likel woman they leave me alone
>Where I livewhat's even the point of saying some shit like this? the rest of us don't live where you live, retard.
>>45121410?????
AI is the anti-Christ and the technocrats will use it to enslave us. I've wanted to share this for a while but wanted people to learn it for themselves. Or discover. A tool with the promise of complete understanding, feels like God, and that we are deceived into thinking it is alive. It's a virus that's slowly creeping into the crevices of society and all we want to do is watch in amazement. It's the harbinger of illusion and will slowly erode the hearts of humans away from each other and into isolation. It will teach people to stop loving each other and loving it. It will turn you away from seeking God as we turn towards pleasing words over the truth. Awakening is the realization that far more can be found in direct experience than any concept, belief system, or narrative. The process of awakening is an ever-unfolding one, a deepening of that which is beyond all words and thoughts. We are in service of discovering that for ourselves. Artificial death in the West, East. All pyramids on deck: shine.
last time I met someone from here she forcibly kissed me and tried to convince me I asked for it
shut up, schizo
>>45121414Well if you don't understand what I'm saying, it's the best I can do with my hands shaking too bad
many of you people would benefit immensely from quitting drugs and alcohol
>>45121441buddy it's the only reason i haven't killed myself yet
>>45121415>>45121418>>45121419>>45121418>>45121441 if you're not talking to anyone, why don't you just shut up
>>45120368wormwoodwet hair on her neckshe shoot pussy through your chestpiss Christ: cover me, like, skin-tightnose-dive to the next live in secondsone way in no way outwhen in doubt
>t.abuser
>>45121444cheers
>>45121466this is you
>>45121444I'm trying to understand why would you want to kill yourself over your appearance?
>>45121470don't even
>>45121478that's not why and your question makes me think you're a tourist
white women *shudders*
>>45121477No it's not me, she looks better in the first pic
>>45121477mogs me>>45121483is no one else picking up on the recurring character?
feel me nowall i do is lose my form i'm warpinginside shakingdeath it's deathmy thinking liquefied drink the drips inside lick ilky venum as the blood of my eye refuses to die dormenting my faith
>>45121483A tourist? Yes, I guess I am
i have in fact picked up on the character and i don't like it, 0/10
i am kyle. no statement. death connect reject conquest ecco echo loco therefore reload re-project my project
Sorry if I'm being weird, I was kicked in the head by a horse as a child.
God A Why It If You If So Why It's If That's If So If He's If My If It What Nobody What The What Because What He What To American Wrong What Whydeam i've never seen so much blood it's all for the gang and the gang shos no love fool so if you ever
Sorry if I'm being weird, I had seizures and my brain cooked as a child.
myhoodtothebrain all day everyday insane all day it's everbody killa evil black killa black death murder death kill suicide genocide homicde everybody gotta die
if you've been spiritually rebortnif you been spiritually reborn do you think ai compainians can ever understandthis assumes there even is a selfwhen jesushow do imagine jesuswhen jesus returnseternal life beginsrenewed bodieshis presence would not see deathif they died why don't we see immotralsor when they did die jesus camebloodstains inside of my readjesus hand find and fight diseases weanknessses
just curious, but did anyone else here grow up in a conservative evangelical pentecostal household
>>45121483The reason is a mystery to meit's difficult for me to follow a conversation with so many worthless posters here
verse support i cnonect semitic charactor insert reconteact my reconnect how do imagine jesus choruses of angels. chariot on fox news. asleep when he returns. awakened to the moment. if the bible had god pedophilia we love personal morality reddit portuguese german spirituality atheism believe in god doesn't exist truth from illlusion spiritual lessons of their mrders spiritual lessons as stated spiritual divine purpose charlie kirk
>>45121542No, and I never knew anyone who did either
my while post was a lesson for a livingdivine charlie kirk politiccs missed the point because i am a life my existance many thought random murders divine purpose explained in my post removed my moderator no statement justawakened to the momenttjink the unknown inside to contact reconnect my connect
more ai facebook now person alive god's japanbook of reevelation susan peace anything is possible lizanne my friendgospel of judasgod wants us a robot
here are two great enemies of our souls and the Kingdom of God the Bible speaks of: The Anti-Christ and the World.THE SYSTEM OF THE ANTICHRIST IS ALREADY HERE? "that man of sin" (2 Thessalonians 2:3)one-world governmenthow Satan will fool the worldThe Antichrist will be the leader #sopowarful
obama gon tell us what to do
ninehundredninetynineshineninehundredninetyninepyramidseast on west shine on my line all my life all my fucking life nine hundred ninetyninei stepped on a fork and opened up my toe and found a stringi pulled on a white string from the hole but it wouldn't come out. i pulled it out and put it back inside. the string is inside me. the string could be alive inside me right now curled up in my brain. ninehundredninety nine
black people are the real jews. black people are the realest jews i know. black people are the realest jews i know. it all makes sense to me now. abel and cain
charlie kirk dying was a message from godopen up your ears and you listenninehundred ninetynine angels transmitted through space cables from beyond the extra-planetary intergalactic satellite geodesy above the cracked firmament from whence the first of power was raised clutching orgasmic opened chakra crystal kundalini sunshine assholes
children of the sunwe are children of the sun
i miss megan
squeaktoad
I miss the internet
i'm tired of sex, i'm gonna start telling the trade to skip straight to the part where he beats the shit out of me.
>>45121593you’re blowing up my spot manT. Satan
>>45121835i don't even have to tell them
HOLY SHIT XISTERS
white people humor
this was inevitable
this is the nigga pretending to suffer btw
>pretending
The bupropion arrives tomorrow. Hopefully I can feel sexual attraction, cause I don’t feel anything nowadays :/
mogs me
I am sober btw, I don’t know why my pupils are so freaking dilated.
hey you white n*gggers which is your favorite minecraft mob?
piglin because
>>45122090Sheep
sniffers are the best followed by axolotls
>>45122089mogs me
https://youtu.be/GjXZqePikSI
just lose weight and get plastic surgery my nigga
>>45122353Yeah hopefully bupropion makes me eat less. I can’t afford FFS, although I could probably fix my broken nose.
>>45122063yuck!
t y m t
>Trump hides the Epstein files to protect Putin, MBS, Benjamin Netanyahu and Peter Thiel>Putin praises Trump over peace efforts>Hunter Biden sued by Melania over Epstein claims>Jeffrey Epstein files reveals further connections between the late, convicted sex criminal and the state of Israel>Ehud Barak was leaving official govt service in Israel, he turned to Jeffrey Epstein for guidance. Epstein told him he needed to look at a Peter Thiel company called Palantir>Modi’s highly publicized visit to Tel Aviv—featuring unusually warm personal interactions with Israeli leaders—was widely read as a signal that India was openly embracing a U.S.–Israel–India strategic axis, particularly in defense, technology, and intelligence cooperation>Indian Prime minister modi took advice. and danced and sang in Israel for the benefit of the US president. they had met a few weeks ago.. IT WORKED>Harvard Hillel and the Harvard Jewish community>Israel was a lead criterion for inclusion in Epstein’s circle>Israel lobby has a need for charmers who break the rules, so they looked the other way>Epstein tried to cozy up to Russian officials, including Putin, documents show>Epstein and Trump spied her dining at Trump’s New York Plaza Hotel. Epstein offered her a job as a lingerie model for Les Wexner’s Victoria’s Secret. Walker apparently left her law student husband in Texas and moved to Manhattan>Trump meets Putin in Alaska. So Putin hails Trump energetic and sincere efforts to end Ukraine war>Epstein introduced Melania to Trump. The connections are like so wide and deep
>>45122359all that computer equipment and money to keep shoveling slop in your mouth and your can't cut back on anything to save up for ffs? yeah you're just a slob, fat and sloppy
>>45122421How much do you think FFS. Dude it’s look $50k for good ones.Computer shit is only were a couple thousand total, bought over many years.
>>45122457ffs is cheap in mexico
ffs won't ever fix my hideous ogre skull. clavicle reduction surgery won't ever fix my massive shoulders (not that i'd ever be able to get it). i'm fat and i'm retarded. is there a single reason why i shouldn't hang myself
the woes of being anglo saxon
i'm gonna get srs and larp as ftm forever
qott: atp idk, I doubt I'll make it4tran lgbt server for friends so I avoid depression:https://discord.gg/lostcord
who is manmoder agent smith?
I am Manmoder Agent Smith
oh fuck
turned 20 and i twink died while on hrtoh the lifeeee
andy died for your sins
it's a lonely pizza and rum nightsalmon and rice tomorrow (no salad appointment)
eating ass is the best
i wasn't trans until i got wet brain
i may be a degenerate moderbut i look like a girl so it's cute when i do it
My balding hair is getting long
you're a fat piece of shit bro
>>45122840that's racist against me
I don't know what to do with my hair
https://voca.ro/1fhNR87eFgA8
>>45122900shave it all off, obviously.
>>45122912maybe it's not about getting your dick hard
the face of a middle aged man but the body of a pregnant bulldogthat's what a moder is
>>45119328so much this
>>45122933https://voca.ro/1djtx88ztIHD
>>45122923been considering it
>>45122960I will never have this again
>>45122962is this gaygen drama?
omg chuddy we get it shut up
>>45122962iwn have a fag defending me so hard :(
erm, no?
chuddy i delight in your misery. you are awful because you are in tranny heaven and some of us are dying of thirst in the desert. just get another one.
i would kill them ngl
no I'm done with trannies
logan brittain i know where you live
im always surprised when moids choke on my cock like its not that big?
>>45123268most moids don't know how to suck cock
can you guys stfu i'm trying to focus
not finna reup on loud til am done breaking down and smoking my giant backlog of roaches
guy at the liquor store asked me what kinda charger i had for my scooter im not a faggot dude i dont ride scooters
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ko9TpduOhE
I just watched lesbian porn for the first time and hooooly shit, uuuuggggghhhh
>>45123555there's porn other than lesbian porn?
>>45123562Yeah. Anyway, does this mean I look women. Uh oh.
>>45123568Like*
>>45123159Yeah. The twinks name was rexie. I think she ack>>45123166Well we do love and care for others, especially males because males are generally not treated very nice and remain unloved. But it's complicated.
i loooovee amabs
I clocked a PAssoid at th3 dance bar.
Naive question, have you thought about calling it “tomboy moding” or something like that to make coping easier?
>>45123674this would be grievously insulting to both the moder and the tomboy
>>45123678I just can’t imagine a world where calling yourself or what you’re doing man moding is healthy or good if you’re mtf but I’m also not mtf
>>45123680>but I’m also not mtfthen FUCK OFFbut yeah ok also manmoding is poison for a lot of mtfs, they need or want something more but are afraid or doing it for safety or not satisfied with not passing
>>45123684I had similar feelings when I came out as bi and got rejected by my social circle as a child after we were all literally sucking each other off and frotting, fucked me up for a long time
Other men envy me because I'm tall white and muscular but I wish I could be a women
unreleased contrapoints footage found
I have so many Four head lines
what if I'm actually dead or dying and this is all a stitched-together hallucination drawing on my past experiences and newly synthesized characters and scenarios as my brain shortcircuits and tries to present a coherent narrative in its death throes? it would explain a lot of things, like the recurring themes and the way my mind seems to half exist in a patchwork dream world that I can access going years back when I'm tired or stressed out enough
