Im fucking disgustingI will never develop further as a humanIm trappedIt’s over
>>45115592Are you a cis man in hrt in a "I'm cis and have gender dysphoria" way? I'm a manmoder and think of myself like that, olympic gold mental gymnastics but jt's comforting. Why can't you develop? Pick up a book and expand your worldview. Make some friends. Do psychedelics and fry your brain a little
>>45115755No Im literally a cis man on e becayse I don’t want to grow old. Its just retardation and I can’t accept I lost my chances to do anything with my life so I took this radical change to accomplish and ignore my real lifeIm a fucking loser, I lost all my chances at life
>tfw one of the only cis men on hrt who isn't on the verge of killing himselffeeling like i took the last helicopter out of saigon ngl. also i hope things get better for you soon anon