I feel weird. Men don't really excite me. I'm a bi tranny, i've had sex with men and women. Both was okay. Romantically i'm not interested in girls, i want a bf. And i do have a bf. But he doesn't excite me. The only time i get excited is when i'm interacting with cis women. And the context doesn't matter. Could be close friends, some totally random woman or someone i'm flirting with or whatever. Men just never make me as excited as women. I never obsess with men. My heart doesn't beat fast for them. I don't really care about them. Only women. What does this mean? Am i not bi? Do i not really like men? But like i said, what i'm talking about applies to any context, not just sexual. Or do i fear women? Could that be it? I can't make sense of it.
>>45120876TCOAAL fans love struggling with their sexuality as adults
>>45120886I don't love it. It's miserable. I feel guilty.
>>45120876It sounds like women make you nervous and you enjoy that thrill of uncertainty. You feel safe with men because you know and understand their minds, at least to some extent. Women, however, you feel as if you can only emulate or impersonate.I'd recommend you don't push yourself into either side, because it sounds like you're forcing yourself into some kind of expectation. I don't know you well enough to assume quite what it is, but you should really recalibrate your expectations and answer the question of what you're *really* looking for in a partner.
>>45120876not TCOAAL i relate to this very heavy, maybe for you you're looking for a certain type of connection or kinship that you havent necessarily felt when interacting with men? It could be theres a certain depth or something you're missing and thats why the sexual confusion comes through
>>45120876Transbian.Do you like other trannies?
>>45120876You might be comphet. So much of romance is social, so you might be forcing yourself to feel romantic about men when you are actually just into women. That’s something you’ll have to discover for yourself, maybe try actually dating women and see how you feel
>>45120956I find them sexually attractive. Don't think i would want one as a partner. But i find other trannies very easy to talk to. They feel safe. It's normal i assume.
>>45120912>I feel guilty.....about........?
>>45121047Like i don't love my bf enough, or i'm attracted to girls more than him or whatever im not sure.
