>be 30 years old>feel weird calling myself a boymoder because of my age>feel disingenuous calling myself a manmoder because I malefail regularly and people tell me I look like I’m in my early 20’sWhat the fuck am I???
>>45122315im 32 and i am still a boymodersince my balls were snipped i don't think i'm going to ever be a manmoder
Idk but I want to kill myself and I'm scared and your beauty makes me angry
>>45122315you dont look in your early 20s, people are being politetwinkhontransition sis
>>45122324based>>45122337no mid-20s is believable for a 30 y/o and transfems age slower[spoiler] i am also 30 and get told that i look like im in my 20s sometimes teens[spoiler/]
>>45122337not op but I'm 30 and when I went to go cancel my gym member ship recently the guy working there was surprised I was 30I just graduated from a college program and most people there thought I was like 20 the whole time I rarely go outside and wear sunscreen every time I do, and have been using tretinoin for like a decade
>>45122315if you start hrt before 18 you can never be a manmoder because u were never a man
>>45122493HRT turns us into vampires, we barely age and our skin is better than cis womens. I am late 30s and recently got carded buying wine at Trader Joes and the cashier looked at my ID and went "Oh! I thought you were a lot younger" Obviously I don't look early 20s but we do age slower.
>>45122974guess i’m cooked for starting at 19
>>45123008>HRT turns us into vampiresalso I never leave the house, have no soul, and hurt everyone around me
>>45122315Are you single? Why do you think you look young, is it diet, clothes or behaviour?
>>45123131real shit
>>45122337No, I do. I still get carded and people still guess I'm around 20-23. I was talking to an exmilitary guy who did spook shit in the middle east and tracked people down and he thought I was 100% lying to him when I said I was 30 a couple years ago.I also started taking a lot of the info about skin health and antiaging from the Bryan Johnson blueprint so I'm on tons of antioxidants and shit at 30, now I apparently look even younger.I don't smoke or drink more than a couple times a year, I wear sunscreen, have skincare routines, etc, and I keep myself thin and lift style tips from zoomer fashion so I clock even more as a typical youngin' rather than the zillenial vampire that I truly am.
>>45122315You are an adult. You should have better things to worry about than all this retarded bullshit. This website regularly tries to hyperstition new identities/disorders into existence then doofuses like you fall for them. Stop caring about this shit, retard. Just live your dumb faggot fuck life.
>>45122337I'm 30 and still sometimes get asked for ID when buying beer, which you can get from age 16 here
>>45122315youre just a 30 ya faggot larping as the latest trend of faggot, aka a goymoder.
>>45122315i'm a 32 year old ffsoid and i get asked for ID like 99%+ of the time, the other day was the first time in my life i didn't get asked for ID when buying booze and it made me feel so old>>feel weird calling myself a boymoder because of my agethe boymoder shit is cringe and is an infantilization of transsexual women>What the fuck am I???a tranny that doesn't pass? unless you malefail all the time in which case i guess you're a tranny (that does pass)>>45122375>transfemsgo back to r*ddit
>>45122315>>45124061>>45125440amazing ropefuel threadstarted at 19, 5 months hrt, never get asked for id, facelabs tells me im 29, or 24 if i use an anglefrauded photonot only will i nbaw, iwnba cute twink either
nigga im 30 and get clocked at 16 despite my efforts to look and dress olderits very awkward dealing with cops or tools or guns because they immediately assume you have fake id
>>45125478FFS will save you. Don't give up yet.
>>45125532yeah if i had a spare 20k maybe
>>45125550>20k, the cost of a decent car, is an unrealistic expense despite improving your qol about as much as having transportationzoomers are so fucking cooked
>>45125720I get your point but consider that I am a neet with no qualifications and severe mental retardation
>>45125720do you understand that most trannies are poor, many unemployed and unemployable? ironically often due to not having ffs. if you didn't have a good job before transition, you're often trapped
I don't really look that feminine but people are generally surprised to learn how old I am, men over 30 who aren't fatasses or otherwise moided up are very rare where I'm from.
>>45122315>What the fuck am I???you're a cutie, retard
>>45125478you’re fucking 5 months in, not years under your belt. You have to give this shit time. It’s like a trope for baby trannies to complain that they don’t pass <1 year in when the average time it takes for trannies is like 3-5 years depending on genetics. Give it time, take care of your body, don’t eat like shit, exercise, use skin care products and stop misery posting.
>>45125824the meta for this is working at starbucks or amazon for half year to a year to get their insurance coverage and get ffs free. Go join the trans surgery discord.
>>45126518None of those options exist if you're not American. You sell your ass or you just never get surgery other than bottom of the barrel srs
>>45127521Just become american? Brown third worlders that speak zero english do it all the time, you could do it as a white twink fluent in the language.
>>45130000quads of truth
Op what kind of hair are you rocking
>>45122315Me in five years
>>45125440why are u complaining abt the infantilization of transwomen in the same post as saying how you get mistaken for somewhere between 16 and 21 despite being 32? if you've been on hrt for a while you can be 30 and look like a boy and not at all like a man. it's not that deep
>>45125478facelabs tells me i'm 30 and i started hrt at 32 a year ago, don't trust that sitei've gotten ID'd a few times before but now it's much more frequent unless the clerk rememberslast time time it happened, the 19 year old clerk got so embarrassed that she ID'd me and was baffled that i was so much older than hertake good care of your skin and unless your face is deformed, you'll get asked to show your ID too
>>45132283>facelabs tells me i'm 30 and i started hrt at 32 a year ago, don't trust that sitenta but>don't trust that site because it was pretty accurate in my case
>>45132302if it's accurate, why do I get regularly ID checked whenever I buy alcohol? Checkmate atheist
