I don't know if you'll see this, but I know you used to use this board to vent a lot.I know you were only using me for your own entertainment and that you never found me attractive. I know that hurting me never really seemed to bother you, but even so, all the things we promised each other are still in my heart. I miss the late-night conversations we used to have, I miss your presence, and I miss your affection, even if most of it was probably fake.I love you so much, and I miss you so much, C.
