I want to cuddle up to him and put my arms around his neck as he rants about somethingI want to get drunk and watch a movie and cry on his shoulder about itI want to tease him until he wrestles me into a chokeholdI want to kiss him and hold him tightly as he feels my whole perfect bodybut I can't do any of that because I'm a loser male freak and I always will be
>>45123583I’d love to have a cute girl like you who’s clingy and hugging me and cuddling me all the time. I’d love to kiss you and pat ur head and whisper sweet things into ur ear.
agp meta-attracted
>>45123610>cute girl like youHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAno. I'm filth. you could never want me
>>45123610sorry but if you want someone like this you need to be okay with a boymoder or twinkhon or some other broken creature. There is a reason people end up like this and its not healthy
>>45123665what's the reason
>>45123711years of isolation. Complete self hatred. The way dysphoria wears down your soul. Rejection from society
>>45123583indeed
>>45123731Imagine how good basic affection feels after that kind of life, a tongue kiss and an “I love you” would probably hit harder than heroin
>>45123741it does. and going back to isolation after that hurts so much more.
>>45123665I’d love a cute broken creature. That would be ideal. I want them to cling to me and spend all of their time with me. That would be so perfect
>>45123765no you wouldnt. it would get old. im not worthy of love or even your time
>>45123748Better to have loved and lost etc etc
>>45123765>cutedelusional
>>45123774You dont get to decide that silly girl. All you should worry about is being a good girl for me. Cuddled up in my arms, wrapped in my warmth. >>45123786Even better
>>45123797im not even a girl im a stupid tranny monster>>45123777nice trips but this isnt true
>>45123797>ugly is better actuallyok now I'm just concerned
>>45123765would you do this for the greasiest moid you can imagine
>>45123806I'm not greasy I take good care of my bodydon't know why I bother but I have commitments so I have to
>>45123802You’re not a monster silly girl. You’re just a soft, sweet girl who needs to feel the warmth and strong arms of a man like me. You need me. And I want you to be mine silly girl. Doenst it sound so nice? Falling asleep with me, your breath in sync with mine.
>>45123847stop teasing me I know it can never happen. stop making my chest all lihgt. ur just playing with me. the first time I cry u will be looking for the door out
>>45123865The first time you cry I’ll put your head against my chest and let your tears soak into my shirt. You’ll be my good little girl won’t you? Wouldn’t you be so happy in my arms?
>>45123888ill never be happy. and when you see that you will give up on me.
>>45123631we could frens :) you can still cry on my sholer if you dap me up afterwards
>>45123895You’re a silly dumb little girl. You don’t know if you’ll be happy or not. But I do. You’ll be happy with me. Trust me. What’s causing you to hesitate?
>>45123920Im broken through and through. Im bad news. im no longer able to be around people.
>>45123931You don’t have to be around people. It’ll just be me and you. You’ll be safe and comfy with me. Does that sound better darling?
>>45123937im not sure I can trust you. I think its safer if im alone. I won't get hurt that way. I just need to get better at being alone and it won't be so bad anymore
>>45123583Honestly, even if I were outwardly perfect I feel like I’m nothing really, just a loser. I don’t feel like anyone could be in a deep relationship with me.
>>45123945You don’t have to fully trust me immediately. We can take it nice and slow till you’re comfortable. If I give you my discord, will you add me? We can chat at ur pace. I’m sure you’re a sweet girl, ur just afraid. But it’s okay. I’ll be here for you.
>>45123973idk. since my ex im kinda into women now. ur prob far away anyway
>>45123992Who knows where things will go. There’s no pressure for anything, just two people chatting. I’m in the US. you?
>>45123583No you don't, you just want a blank slate to project your fantasies onto and then discard.
>>45123973this is incredibly cringe you faggot
>>45124003the US is a big place
>>45123583What is that picrel and why is spamton there
>>45124006Nta but cringe is just human authenticity, living in fear of being cringe means living in fear of yourself forever it’s no way to live
>>45124017I think it’s a panel from Absolute Batman
>>45123945no one's good at being alone, it's human nature
>>45124005the worst part is none of what I want is a fantasy, it's just what everyone else gets to have. I don't want a blank slate, I want a real person. but I'm not a real person, so I don't deserve one
>>45124017it's weird route spamton vs the batter from off
>>45124028im not human anymore. I don't even want to be. I know I can overcome the need for people. I just need to stop trying.
>>45124012I’ll tell you more specifics on discord. That is, if you’re interested in talking more. Are you? Be honest.
>>45124040no not really. its not going to work out anyway
>>45124037it's impossible, there's no way to fight your instincts. even if pain were guaranteed every single time you got close to someone, you would keep wanting it
>>45124043no I don't think that is true. I can train myself. if isolation doesnt work I can try tulpas or inducing schizophrenia
>>45124041I wish I could stay up longer to convince you. But I have to sleep. If the thread is still up by morning I’m going to keep messaging to try to convince you darling. Goodnight
>>45124056goodnight chaser. don't let the girlcock bite
>>45124051this is going way too far nona. how about I just be your friend instead, I'm chill
>>45124088the last thing I need is another online friend to yearn over.
>>45124091then get an irl friend
>>45124156OH WOW THANKS ASSHOLE ILL JUST DO THAT ILL GO DOWN TO THE FRIEND STORE AND THEY WILL JUST HAVE SOMEONE WAITING FOR MEHOW ABOUT YOU TAKE YOUR HOMO ASS TO GRINDR GODDAM HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO MAKE FRIENDS WHEN GETTING TO KNOW PEOPLE AND THE THOUGHT THAT SOMEONE MIGHT KNOW YOU IS THE MOST TERRIFYING THING EVER. IVE POINTED A LOADED GUN AT A FELON AND I FELT NOTHING BUT SENDING A TEXT TO A POTENTIAL FRIEND WILL SEND ME INTO A PANIC ATTACK
this is hilarious>take young autistic men>pump them full of hormones that make them crave unlimited physical affection>have everyone ridicule and look down on them and want nothing to do with them
>>45124167I mean they probably wanted physical attention before. just look at pre hrt Chris chan he was a complete pervert. If anything the HRT helps with both self control and finding someone to touch them
>>45124165I didn't say it was easy. you still have to do it
>>45124174no I can just rot until I die. its much easier
>>45124272it's not
>>45124285I can even speed up the dying part
>>45124288it's easier to die than to try to befriend someone?
Hi silly OP. It’s the strong muscular guy from last night that wants you in his arms. How are you feeling darling?
>>45123583chasers and gays exist, you’re being dramatic
>>45123583Nona you need to inject hrt in your nuts and get with one of these dudes immediately
>>45124370for me it is
>>45126592I highly doubt that. and even if it is, you deserve better than that
>>45127555there is no such thing as deserve.
>>45127737well, I want you to be happy. and I think you want that too, you just think it's impossible. but it isn't, I promise that
>>45130002Im scared to be happy even. happiness is scary becuase it can be taken away
>>45130037but maybe it won't be. and isn't the fact you could miss out on that scary too
>>45126225bad>>45126238>gayskys
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