>be me>18 year old sneed>on waitlist for HRT because I'm delayed>only friendships I have are with mentally ill trannies online>one day, they convince me to take my measurements >sure, why not? it'll surely be fun>measure my bideltoid>21">measure my underbust>41">go back to my pc and tell them my measurements>oh, nona... we're so sorry>why? what's wrong with my measurements>they send me a link to some sort of calculator thingy>input my measurements>mfw I mog most cis men>mfw I'll probably have more luck being a bodybuilder than trying to be a woman>mfw there's nothing to be done about it>over the course of two days, fall into a psychotic episode that gets me hospitalizedI eventually recovered and some of my friend offered to pay for my DIY. That event alone got me into the /tttt/ community. Now I'm a hrtrepper manmoder. What was your initiation ritual?
giw i had those type of friends, luckyi was just a retarded femboy although I hated the community so much because it was all uwu horny agp sissy fagsstarted being active on r/4t4 while larping as a tranny and after a while realised I'm actually a tranny, they cleared up the confusion and misinformation abt hrt which helped me a lot because before that i was fear mongered by cissoids, started hrt 3 weeks ago and feeling worse than ever but atleast T isn't gonna rape my body anymore
>>45124208>what was your initiation ritual?>be me, 15 y/o autistic little nerdy faggot boy child circa 2017>been on 4chan since i was 12, mostly on /tg/ and /his/ because of the aforementioned nerdiness>also knew i was bi >check out /lgbt/ to see what other 4chan bis are like>"huh, most of the anons here seem to be trans, i wonder what that's about">find out about transness, realize that this is why i'm so viscerally disgusted by everything masculine about myself and have such intense self loathing over it>"oh fuck, oh god, oh no">im already 6'2" so i'll never pass>decide that i could probably live happier as a dude i hated being than live life as a gigahon>repress that shit for almost a decade, occasionally come back to /tttt/ and come close to ending repressing, repeatedly ALMOST buy diy hrt but never actually take that step>dysphoria and self loathing keeps getting worse and worse and worse >be 24>realize that if things don't change, i am definitely going to kill myself>come back here and actually start hrt as an actual gigahon lateshit >no chance of ever passing because male puberty FUCKED me but it's better than the alternative
