Will never pass. Failure in most aspects. I did hit a goal I had my whole life a few years ago so I have something checked off. Bad legal situation looming over me and I think I’m fucked all around. Already suicidal before all of this. Will this work? Seems like the Traz will make me sleepy and barely able to stand, the alcohol will exacerbate that, the rope will do the rest.
pleasing shade of brown. I think you know the answer. would you like to vent?
>>45124287My circumstance is my fault. I need to leave the world before I drag anyone I care about with me. I’m a plague. I’ve frankly thought about this for over half my life. Not feeling this way would be alien to me. I’m just older and much more tired now. I no longer have the energy to fend off and resist the desire to die. I have a really wonderful spot picked out where I will have a great view of a sunrise. I have a playlist that I’ve made for when I’m dying that I’ve worked on for 5 years. I’ve tried meds and doctors and I’m out of money. I’m so tired so I seek permanent sleep.
>>45124283depends on how much traz & booze you down. if you're looking for death id rec just taking as much as you can stomach. should do the job. i love you, good luck on your way out fren
>>45124283I think um instead of the hanging part anon you should rly just take like a regular safe amount of trazodone and have a comfy nice sleep, ik whenever I take like 100mg trazzy I'm out like a light and sleep so good
>>45124374Would I vomit them up?>>45124400Yes even 50 used to leave me almost unable to balance. Haven’t had a good sleep in years.
>>45124449you might once you get to sleep. trazzy never put me to sleep tbhon
>>45124283What legal situation? You aren't an opticsnuke are you?
>>45124469No nothing like that. Doesn’t even involve another person.
>>45124474If you don’t pass it should be easy to detransition before you go to jail. They will feed you in jail. There is a routine in jail. I’ve never been to jail but it surely can’t be that bad as long as you’re not a trans woman in jail
