i grew up as a regular guy right. but ive been taking hrt for 4 years. i dont recognize my mannerisms anymore. or my face. my body. i dont know what it looks like anymore. i cant tell. nobody in real life grounds me either, they think im trans so they give me false answers that i look like a woman when i ask. what the fuck am i. what am i? do most trans people not know how they appear to anybody anymore? my mental processes are so delusional, they think in this term that im a trans woman rather than male which is probably more accurate to how others see me. what is going on anymore, my brain is breaking. im drunk but i feel like my im not real. i cant participate in society like a weird mentally ill freak what is happening
you're all fucking insane
>>45124309This will be me in three years. Can't wait :)
