today is my birthday (I'm 20) and I still haven't started e. I don't know if I'm a tranny but not very long ago I realized something is broken inside me. whatever I do I do it wrong. I may get successful (I'm at some things), and some think it's passion, but I think it's madness. there is just something fundamentally wrong about my internal motivations and worldview. I've been the strange one since childhood. there is no reason or trauma, that's just the way I am. my parents deserved a better son for sure. don't know why I made this thread, sorry for making you all read it. gonna grab some liquor and go for a walk
>>45127091take your HRT, retard
>>45127119not sure it's gonna help. my entire reality/perception is fucked. there can be no science inside a madhouse
>>45127143Take hrt to spice up your life
>>45127660why do you think it'd help? maybe I'm just a misled man. it is actually possible considering I'm prone to delusions
>>45127718Do you feel human?
>>45127727not really tbqh. as a teen I always thought that I'm some sort of a monster because I was worse than others
Have fun masculinizing as we speak
Happy birthday!
>>45128022ty!
>>45127819taking hrt will guarantee you to feel inhuman if you started after puberty
>>45130739yeah it's probably pointless at this point. I haven't ever felt human anyway though